alex

18yrs old he/him

[aspdosamu]

Aghhhhhhhhh

[ht4ps]

he took too much m0lly oh no

[kilkakv]

omg

[ht4ps]

dazai angst heh

[ht4ps]

im gonna start using only my twitter @ as a watermark bc i got banned on TikTok lol so there's no point in using my username from there anymore

Also trying out a new artstyle ^_^

[incaseofcuriosity]

SOUKOKU STAYS WINNING

[ilikegreedraw]

inconspicuous 3am activities

[deadmackerelzai]

art block❤️😍🥰😍😘❤️😍😘🥰❤️🥺🥺🥰😍😘❤️😘😍😍

I just liked how this became rainbow sparkles at the edges. But I hate this brush. I thought it would be better since it’s the top brush rn but nooooooooo

I know I said I wouldn’t delete it yesterdays but i did so uh.

Also I’m very sad and angry because wtf I really don’t ask for much in life I just want a fc 31

(There was another on jouou where I lost it at the very end🤗) like no this isn’t wonderhoy💔

OK WAIT BUT FIRST AP EVER?!?

I ALWAYS DREAMED OF REGULUS BEING MY FIRST AP BECAUSE I LOVE IT SM AHH TYSMSSMDMD

[ilikegreedraw]

beast dazai deffo had some crazy identity crises, also painting! oda!

[ivy-is-dreaming]

​"You won't feel sad or guilty if you hurt someone"

​That's basically how it is, yes, but it's not all black and white either.

​I have a functional, logical approach to social interaction, so obviously I gain nothing from being a heartless jerk.

​However, there are exceptional situations. If someone close to me had a problem tomorrow, I wouldn't emotionally empathize with them, it's true. But I can be annoyed a bit to see someone I care about being in a bad mood.

​It's also a matter of interest to some extent, I have an interest in not letting a fun person become depressed. I don't necessarily like it when people are in a bad mood in general, that's pretty annoying.

​Following the same logic, if I hurt someone I actually care about or someone useful, I can have a sense of awareness and be like, "shit." No, I wouldn't actively feel bad about it, but if I know I fucked up, I can try to be slightly more tender with them to smooth things over if I really value them.

​Yes, I can sometimes see people's feelings as annoying or overblown. But if I mess up and know it, I'll be consistent and try to fix the situation because I benefit from not maintaining tense relationships.

[12424thelasttime]

Tumblr, bro, mate, honey, darling, please. My heaven... let me post.

[kaletalecowboy]

Anything to feel alive i guess

[kilkakv]

( ´ ▽ ` )

[awesomeland39]

wear me like a locket around your throat

[ivy-is-dreaming]

It’s always fascinating how quickly "empathetic" people drop the mask the moment they realize you have ASPD (or even NPD).

​They treat your lack of empathy as a green light to be assholes, as if their moral compass only functions when it’s being mirrored back to them

​They change their behavior instantly like : "Okay since you don't feel that, there’s no problem if I do this."

This is just hypocrisy.

If your morality is contingent on the neurotypicality of the person standing across from you, it isn't morality at all

I've been decent with you and haven't done anything. Why do you feel the need to treat me like shit just because you've acknowledged that I lack empathy ? That’s wild.

​Then people will claim you are the problem, while they’re the ones who need a person "like them" to justify being a nice person.

[moricann]

[ht4ps]

dazai angst heh