aspen

they/her, TW ANA, pro recovery, MINOR

[aspensbeautifulgarbage]

Delegating Tumblr bc i will never escape pro Ana by my skinny hoes

[aspensbeautifulgarbage]

hey i havent been active recently and that's because I've decided to be in recovery and not restrict anymore. I've realized that the more i do this the worst I feral and that its time to kick ana in the balls

[anxietyproblem]

[aspensbeautifulgarbage]

FOOD LOG 5/20/21

breakfast: cottage cheese (90 cal)

morning snack: 2 biscuits (260 cal)

lunch: applesauce (60 cals)

dinner: ???

[aspensbeautifulgarbage]

FOOD DIARY 5/19/2021

breakfast: cottage cheese and juice (171 cal)

snack: 5 peanut butter crackers, granola bar (233 cal)

lunch: multi fruit apple sauce, corn flakes (116 cal)

dinner: ???? 

[aspensbeautifulgarbage]

FOOD LOG 5/18

breakfast: 1/3 milkshake, toast, jam (355 cal)

lunch: small multi fruit baby food (60 cal)

snack: cheese stick, corn flakes (115 cal)

dinner: pad thai and lollipop (150 cal)

[selfgoals]

If you can’t reblog this, unfollow me now.

[sunkissedspider]

it’s fucking disgusting that i just lost 6 followers

[hotel-firingsquad]

[aspensbeautifulgarbage]

FOOD LOG MAY 14 2021

-breakfast, nann bread + juice (190 cal)

- snack, Pringles (50 cal)

-lunch, n/a

-dinner, ???

[aspensbeautifulgarbage]

i’ve gotta just eat less than 1,000 cals a day. i used to be able to just eat 280 cals a day but idk if i can do that now. i just have to lose weight

[aspensbeautifulgarbage]

OMG I FOUND THIS RECIPE ABOUT TO MAKE SOME COOKIES :0

https://recipes.sparkpeople.com/recipe-detail.asp?recipe=62425

[aspensbeautifulgarbage]

FOOD LOG 5/12/21

breakfast: cheetos and 1/2 of snack pack (180 cals)

lunch: 50 cal (fun sized candy bar)

dinner: ?????

[aspensbeautifulgarbage]

I LOST WEIGHT!!!!! im at 114 lbs :))

[aspensbeautifulgarbage]

why cant i just eat like a normal person

- limit myself

-stop when i’m full

- stop snacking

[a-xeo-blog]

R E B L O G   IF  ______________

I can randomly pop in your dms 

I can go to your ask and ask random af questions 

I can vent to you 

I can potentially help you (i.e, Self Harm/Suicidal Tendencies, Personal issue at school, and weight loss.) 

I can Send you cute songs to help you smile 

I can Send funny ass memes to make you smile 

I can be your friend through the hard times and even forever 

[aspensbeautifulgarbage]

feel free too :)

[aspensbeautifulgarbage]

why cant i just look like her

[aspensbeautifulgarbage]

20 hours into (hopefully) an over 24 hour fast :)

[aspensbeautifulgarbage]

i can't avoid eating on the weekends so ill eat as little as possible during the week