AspiringMuscleFag

The tumblr of a young British fag who wants to be locked in chastity and forced to become the musclefag his master wants.

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Been a while

Sorry for the long radio silence, things with my owner sort of fizzled out late last year. Obviously I’m still sub, still going to the gym, though I do miss being owned/controlled/locked up, just think I need to find an owner a bit closer to home. So yeah, if you’re a dominant man in the UK who likes the idea of owning/controlling/abusing a faggot, especially in terms of forcing me to get bigger via the gym, feel free to message.

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Any sign of you being used by a group of guys again?

Hopefully yes, the city I live in isn’t so great for finding guys who are interested in doing that. Is looking like I’ll need to head to London again.

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New fagpoints tariff

After I managed to earn the right to empty my fagballs, which I did while visiting my owner (in the middle of a club while a few men watched), it’s now been revised. The biggest change is that the number of points needed to cum is now a lot smaller, which is intended in order to keep me more horned up and incentivised, as beyond the 2/3 week mark, it tends to drop off.

15 points to cum

Getting fucked: 2 points Taking piss: 3 points Other service: 1 point Workout session: 1 point Workout session plugged: 2 points

Failing to do 4 workout sessions in a week: -5 points Not making bedtime: -1 point

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While I’ve also put on a bit of weight that’s not muscle, progress :).

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Fag points

I eventually managed to hit 50 hours plugged and got to empty my fagballs, and since then my master has revised the system a bit, mainly to switch it from just hours plugged, to a point system that’s more flexible. We also talked about him asserting a bit more control over my life generally, which means that I now have an enforced bedtime most of the week, and that I message him whenever I start to wake up.

Plugged for an hour:1 Taking piss: 3 Getting a man off: 1 Getting fucked: 1 Gym session: 1 Gym session plugged: 3 Missing bedtime (or reporting): -1 Not doing 3 gym sessions in a week: -5

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The awkward/amusing moment where you're doing bicep curls and end up clanging the bar on your stainless steel chastity device and hoping nobody heard..

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Still got a long way to go, but looking over old photos of myself, this is progress.

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AspiringMuscleFag Reblogs

I finally got around to making a separate Tumblr for reblogging stuff that makes my fagdick leak. Hope you like it.

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50 hours plugged until I can empty my fagballs

I could spend a long time explaining why I haven’t posted for a while, but eh, let’s skip to the more fun stuff:

So, my arsehole is tight. Like, stupidly tight, it apparently didn’t get the memo that I’m a fag. Anyway, my master and I want to change this, and so I recently got a new plug (the large one) that’s quite a bit larger than my old one. The thing is that although it’s most definitely larger, the combination of the nicely shaped base and how incredibly squishy it is, makes up for the size somewhat. Anyway, after confirming that I could handle it, especially for a few hours, my master informed me that I won’t get to empty my fagballs until I’ve been plugged for a total of 50 hours (not continuously). Each gym visit counts as two hours, and when I brought up the idea of going there plugged? Both the time, and the fixed 2 hours from the gym, get doubled.

As such, my hole is now a little sore as I’m just about to hit 5 hours plugged, with a couple of those at the gym. The latter actually went better than I thought it would, though seated dumbbell shoulder raises put so much pressure on it that yeah, that I could have sworn that I left a slight indent in the shape of the plug base on the weight bench..

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I think 'not being open minded' enough means that he's got a completely different set of interests to you - especially if it is related to rimming. You getting some more pictures put up ?

Possibly, though he seemed to have a very similar set of interests right up until that point in the conversation, and yeah, more pics are coming.

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I'm not dead, but I am still a locked fag

Sorry for the extended radio silence. I got busy, things got complicated, and this Tumblr sorta fell by the wayside. I'm still locked, though a few things have changed since I last posted:

My owner decided that I could sleep without the cage as it was seriously fucking up my sleep.

I'm going to the gym 4x a week with a new programme (via rugby).

Fag Quality Time proved a bit impractical to try to fit in every day, though I'm working to loosen up my stupidly tight hole anyway.

I'm now getting to cum roughly once every two weeks because the extended periods were leaving me rather lacking in horniness, sorta defeating the point of being a horned up, gym-going, cock serving, locked fag.

I've about doubled what I can squat, though the gym still isn't quite fully integrated into my routine/brain yet. Really could do with a gym buddy, especially a dom one ;).

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You've mentioned rugby - does anyone on the team know about you ? Would it bother you if they found out ?

That I’m a submissive fag who’s normally locked up? Not something the guys know and I’d generally prefer to keep it that way. I mean, as much as I can fantasise about becoming the fuckhole for a bunch of rugby players, those on my team are guys I see more as mates than much else, and I highly doubt reality would play out like a Nifty story.

Having said that, I did talk to one of the guys on another team in my club on Grindr, and it turns out he’s dom and now knows I’m rather sub, though not about the chastity etc.. Unfortunately he’s rather paranoid about being outed to the rest of the guys, and when I noted I wasn’t into rimming he took that as a sign that I wasn’t “open minded enough” (the irony..), and blocked me. I’m now trying to figure out how to let him know that if he wants me to take his cock/cum/piss/abuse like he said, I’m a lot more open minded than he figured.

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After a few weeks of holding the keys for my fagdick myself, one key is now in the keysafe on the left, with a combination only my master knows (set over Skype with me covering the preview window so I can't see the code), and the other in the box on the right for emergencies. The only way to open the latter is to break the box or the plastic padlock, both of which my master checks for damage.

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Fag Quality Time

In response to being told about how I'd been getting less horned up as my lockout time went on (I'm now past 4 weeks), my master added a new rule for me:

Schedule permitting, I need to spent at least 30 minutes, though preferably an hour, plugged/fucking myself, while watching/reading porn, each day.

As I forgot about it yesterday, I'm currently feeling the plug vibrate in my arse as Deep Heat (like Ben Gay, but British, for those of you in the US), burns my nipples. Of course, as much as my nipples hurt, my fagdick is also trying to get hard in the cage, causing my fagballs to start to hurt, which my master is probably going to be extra-pleased about.

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Locked again

Considering my fagballs seemed to have healed, and on the advice of Bon4, I spent a while sanding the inside of the ring and am now locked back up again, hopefully it'll be okay. I seriously did not miss painful morning wood.

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Good and bad news.

The good news is that I seem to be getting past experiencing epic cases of DOMS after the gym, the bad? The soreness/chafing around the ring of the BON4M wasn't really solved by a bit of tape around the hinge, so I've been unlocked for a few days waiting for my fagballs to heal/trying to figure out how to stop this from being an issue.

It's again a bit weird to be unlocked, and I've had a few moments when I'm at home where I find myself tugging my collar a bit to offset the loss of the cage's inherent reminder that I'm owned, as normally having 230g of stainless steel hanging off you is hard to forget.

While the outer parts of the BON4M are especially smooth and shiny, the inner side of the rings is actually a tad rougher, and though it comes with some sandpaper and a note encouraging you to sand anything you find rough, I'm also a bit worried that it's intentionally rougher on the inside to make it less likely that your skin will stick to it. Have been emailing bon4 about it, and they've so far been pretty good at responding to things, hopeful to find a solution soon.