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[rebel-spectrum-deactivated20231]

What no one around me seemed to understand throughout my diagnosis process was why I NEEDED the psychiatrist to tell me that I was autistic. It wasn't that I had self-diagnosed, it wasn't that I wanted to be "quirky" or be part of the community--- it was because deep down in my heart, I knew that there was always something different about me, and if it turned out that I wasn't autistic then that meant that I still had to keep looking for answers. It's like there's always been a question on the tip of my tongue since birth and I've never known exactly what it was or how to answer it until my autism diagnosis. Not only that, but I felt like if it turned out that I WASNT autistic, that would mean that there was something wrong with me. If I wasn't autistic, then I was just a broken, messed up allistic.

The relief I felt when I got my autism diagnosis was tangible. My depression that I'd struggled with for years lifted. I felt happy and true to myself and accepted by my friends. I felt like, for once in my life, I had the answer that I had always been looking for. I wasn't a broken allistic person-- I was a perfectly good autistic person. My diagnosis was the best thing that ever happened to me.

[aster-leo]

"I wasn't a broken allistic person-- I was a perfectly good autistic person. My diagnosis was the best thing that ever happened to me."

[spicymochi]

it’s for you!

[jaigeye]

GUILLOTINE - STAR WARS

[aster-leo]

Cats are too precious for this world I swear

[aster-leo]

Just got back from my ADD test. My therapist is pretty sure of the results and so am I. It explains so much and since we came up with the hypothesis I've been able to be so much more forgiving towards myself. I can't wait for it to be oficial so that we can work ou a plan to help me exist

[stil-lindigo]

when worlds collide

[aster-leo]

[aster-leo]

[anabimelo]

Just like his father

[aster-leo]

[aster-leo]

I just finished reading the first arch of Tano and Kenobi by @fireflyfish and got inspired, that fic is just *chef’s kiss*

Helped me to get over the month long art block I've been on too iui

[aster-leo]

Hi! Huh well I’m terrible at sharing my art online, but I’ve been doing a lot of Star Wars fanart, including fanfic fanart and thought it would be nice to share? Hope you guys like it ouo

I may disappear from time to time, but I’m working on my social skills and endurance, so please be patient with me

[incorrectdisasterlineage]

ahsoka: so what does caf taste like? 

anakin: not as good as it smells. 

ahsoka: so like shampoo? 

anakin: exactly. 

obi-wan, overhearing the conversation:

[aster-leo]