Asteria.

[asteriak]

It's been a year and 2 months since you passed away. It hurts every time I have to think about how much time it has been because I still can't believe you're gone. You were good.. we talked about The walking dead 2 days before you did it. We hung out a week before you did it. And none of us had a clue. Were you in pain? Were you that depressed that you just couldn't take it anymore? Or was it just that you were too good for this world? I still don't get it and I don't think I'll ever get it. And that sucks. That's unfair. We loved you. We took care of you. I took you in when you were all alone. My family took you in too when you were alone in Christmas. But you just left. And you didn't think I deserved to know why. I really don't understand. I'm writing this right after watching a video of your brother. He hasn't stopped working. He hasn't slowed down and he looks very happy. I also don't understand that...

[teenagepics]

If you’re a teen you must follow this blog.

[asteriak]

& we're soooo crazy.

[teenagepics]

If you’re a teen you must follow this blog.

[asteriak]

I never trust people who are always smiling and so happy to see you. They come out as maquiavels who are actually planning on how to kill you while they're being so nice to you.

Or atleast that's what I think.

[whatshouldwecallme]

When my boyfriend doesn't want to snuggle me

[asteriak]

Charlie: Why do nice people choose the wrong people to date? Bill: Are we talking about anyone specific? [Charlie nods] Bill: We accept the love we think we deserve. Charlie: Can we make them know they deserve more? Bill: We can try. One of my favorite movies.

[teenagepics]

[asteriak]

I seriously don’t get those people who only aspire to get married to someone rich, win the lottery or something like that.

What’s the point in life if it’s that easy?

[teenagepics]

[asteriak]

I know for a fact that it bothers your current girlfriend or whatever she is so you’re probably banned from saying anything about me. So I guess my name doesn’t come up and that’s fine. But I would’ve loved to be there when your cousin accidentally called your current gf/fling by my name.

[asteriak]

Theodore: Dear Catherine, I've been sitting here thinking about all the things I wanted to apologize to you for. All the pain we caused each other. Everything I put on you. Everything I needed you to be or needed you to say. I'm sorry for that. I'll always love you 'cause we grew up together and you helped make me who I am. I just wanted you to know there will be a piece of you in me always, and I'm grateful for that. Whatever someone you become, and wherever you are in the world, I'm sending you love. You're my friend to the end. Love, Theodore. Theodore: Send.

[asteriak]

Her

I just finished watching Her from Spike Jones and it's become one of my favorite movies ever. It's very entertaining and you end up loving the characters of the movie, specially Joaquin Phoenix but... It's really sad. I felt sad throughout the whole movie, even when there were happy moments. It made me think of how my relationship is kind of like that right now since we're so far away. But of course, we'll be able to see each other soon. Samantha and Theodore never will get that chance and it's heartbreaking. Watch the movie and you'll understand everything.

[teenagepics]

If you’re a teen you must follow this blog.

[asteriak]

Leeds has helped me do this.

[asteriak]

Xmas break

Now that I'm back home for a month and I've finished my first semester of my MA, I don't feel like going back. I feel exactly how I felt before I left for the first semester: scared. I'm scared that things will change with my bf and especially with my friends. Q and I have gotten through these months very smoothly and it's been hard but great in a way. Great because we would talk to each other every day and try to skype also every day. He never failed to be by my side even if we were so far away and I really feel so special to have someone like him by my side. But we still have atleast 6 months to go! I don't ever wanna leave his side after this, I swear. I don't even feel like finishing my MA anymore, imagine that.

[teenagepics]

If you’re a teen you must follow this blog.

[asteriak]

You really are.

[notorious-posts]

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[asteriak]

Which explains why me, q and all my friends are weirdos :P

[teenagepics]

If you’re a teen you must follow this blog.

[positivedoodles]

[asteriak]

Happy anniversary! <3

[waspberries]

[asteriak]

What's sexy?

[icanrelateto]