ukrainian jennika

lorelei // 24 // fae/they/she // christopagan uu // pfp tealottie

[astheuniverse]

i miss isat

[folklorespring]

Reshetylivka embroidery or "white on white" embroidery is a Ukrainian technique of embroidery with white threads on white fabric that originated in the city of Reshetylivka.

[entryn17]

loop in the "in stars and time" unreal engine 5 remaster: (walkie-talkie connect sound) looks like you've made it past the 1st floor of the house, good job, but you still have ways to go. the enemies here are bound to be stronger, so if you have any unused skill points now's the time to spend them at the favor skill tree. we're counting on you, s

[laterkiss]

happy pride to my favourite post on reddit

[astheuniverse]

I AM WORKING A DOUBLE THIS DOUBLE IS KILLING ME I AM DEAD HELP

[astheuniverse]

both my coworkers have been lovely it's just that it is my bedtime

[astheuniverse]

I AM WORKING A DOUBLE THIS DOUBLE IS KILLING ME I AM DEAD HELP

[astheuniverse]

i'm in working a double world. this is the saddest thing you've ever heard

[astheuniverse]

in better news:

1. i'm making more church friends! and my closest church friend has started making sure we sit closer to the front since i can't stand up for the hymns and she wants me to actually be able to see the sheet music on the screens + sometimes she chooses to stay seated with me so i feel less embarrassed about being the only invisibly disabled person not standing

2. i got a raise for my new position at work + both of my shitty coworkers are getting fired on tuesday. i win

[astheuniverse]

oh and 3. i went to the metaphysical bookstore since my check is bigger and i went crazy and bought all three of these

christopagan win

[astheuniverse]

in better news:

1. i'm making more church friends! and my closest church friend has started making sure we sit closer to the front since i can't stand up for the hymns and she wants me to actually be able to see the sheet music on the screens + sometimes she chooses to stay seated with me so i feel less embarrassed about being the only invisibly disabled person not standing

2. i got a raise for my new position at work + both of my shitty coworkers are getting fired on tuesday. i win

[astheuniverse]

WHY AM I LIGHTHEADED JUST LAYING DOWN IN BED. I'M ALREADY FUCKING LAYING DOWN WHAT MORE DOES MY BODY WANT. CAN THIS STUPID PIECE OF SHIT DO ANYTHING!!!!!!!

[astheuniverse]

literally i have been laying in bed snacking on chips (both good things for orthostatic hypotension- salt and being horizontal) and my stupid fuckass dumbass chronic illness is like hmmmm what if we made you feel like shit even with you doing everything right

[astheuniverse]

i know i'm way too grown to be whining about life not being fair bUT ITS NOT FAIR!!!!!!!! I CAN'T FUCKING WIN!!!!!!!!!!!

[astheuniverse]

WHY AM I LIGHTHEADED JUST LAYING DOWN IN BED. I'M ALREADY FUCKING LAYING DOWN WHAT MORE DOES MY BODY WANT. CAN THIS STUPID PIECE OF SHIT DO ANYTHING!!!!!!!

[astheuniverse]

literally i have been laying in bed snacking on chips (both good things for orthostatic hypotension- salt and being horizontal) and my stupid fuckass dumbass chronic illness is like hmmmm what if we made you feel like shit even with you doing everything right

[astheuniverse]

WHY AM I LIGHTHEADED JUST LAYING DOWN IN BED. I'M ALREADY FUCKING LAYING DOWN WHAT MORE DOES MY BODY WANT. CAN THIS STUPID PIECE OF SHIT DO ANYTHING!!!!!!!

[roundedloaf]

one story I keep thinking about but will never write is a portal fantasy where the protagonist has to get back to earth before her prescription runs out

of course, needing to get back to earth for such a specific and adult reason isn't really a part of the genre identity and so it would go one of two ways

As a comedy: Protag is already aware that this happens sometimes. Magic leaking into our world is a well established problem on the scale of a sewage leak. The tiny talking fairy she meets when she falls into not-narnia tells her that she's the prophesized hero destined to defeat the dark lord and she's like lol no

More seriously: This version of the story would not be from our chronically ill protags perspective. Instead it would be from that of an honourable fantasy knight who has to choose between helping this odd woman get home within a month or completing their own important prophesied quest

[tanoraqui]

#importantly in neither version of this story does she get to access healing magic in fantasy land that fixes her #being chronically ill requires forward planning and I'd want to contrast between wanting a glorious life #and being scared that your health can't handle it #Or knowing that the admin side of things makes a quest impossible (@roundedloaf)

[liquidstar]

"only 90s kids remember-" wrong, if you're poor and/or rural enough, old tech and fashion doesn't just disappear when it stops being trendy. We had dial-up until 2012

[crispysparkfinder]

You look into the face of a broken man. His hair fills the room much like his sobs. Tears surround him, and a crown sits on his head. He is familiar, in a way. What he has done is a terrible, unforgivable thing. Your family members say so. To freeze a country in time is to prevent natural order, to prevent change. If people are unable to change, then they no longer live.

Once, around a campfire, your family debated the reasonings behind his actions. The Housemaiden believes him a personal offender to change itself. The Fighter assumes him to be misguided. The Researcher deems him an obsessive hypocrite. The kid declares him pure evil.

You think he must be very lonely.

What he has done is terrible. Even so, you can’t help but understand him. You, too, wish that some things would never change. You wish these loops would end. You wish you had your home back. You wish that your family would let you stay with them forever. You wish, you wish, you wish.

Looking once more at the broken man, you realize that you have never seen his face at all. In the reflection of his gauntlet, a singular eye stares back.

[peppermintschnapps]

[molabuddy]

^ guy drowning in blood