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@astralfun
dreamed (important qualifier in this case) i was regretfully getting an abortion. it didn't seem to me a child that came about through "natural" means and instead was IVF or something. Despite the low chance of success in getting pregnant, I decided not to go through with it anyway, to the bewilderment of everyone. I got cold feet, it was like I was suddenly realizing it wasn't something i could actually do. There was no partner in sight, also.
Ah crap... just remembered I had a dream I wanted to record... but I forgot it...
Anyway between my sickness and playing vidya all day I haven't dreamed much, but finally done taking antibiotics.
I should stop starting my entries with "I dreamed" "had a dream" etc. I mean that's assumed isn't it?
Dreamed I was watching someone I know getting closer to someone then they later announced that the person became their boyfriend and I was upset! Haha. I don't think I have a crush on this person I think I am just lonely and looking for possibilities within the only options I have.
I've been playing palworld a lot and having palworld dreams, these play out exactly like playing the game but I'm just actually in it.
Dreamed I uploaded a video I didn’t realize at one point showed my computer screen that had personal information on it and for some reason no matter what I did I couldn’t delete it. I kept panicking knowing that I was doxxing myself still trying to delete it before anyone noticed - this panicking made me toss and turn in bed and I started to feel the two realities. It was then I went, "Wait, I never recorded that video. That never happened. Because this is a dream." then I immediately woke up.
It was early still (around 6 or something) so I went back to sleep, then I had a dream that I only remember bits and pieces of. I was getting onto a flight, and for some reason I was told they needed us to deboard and wait because we had done something that messed up the process. As we were waiting they withdrew the bridge and then the plane took off without us. We were all upset and confused (I think I knew these people... they were classmates or something). Then I went back to somewhere that seemed like a college. I only remember fragments, we were arguing about something, they wanted to leave. In the end I stayed in this school-like place, wandering around while it was empty of students or staff.
Dreamed I was a dove hatched last. The weakest of my siblings. Our mother loved me best.
Had a dream I wanted to record, but I forgot to, so now I've forgotten it... vague images of a nerd glasses dude, something about rats.
But I've been thinking about the astral realm lately. Mainly about how I've not met too many friendly astral beings. I attract a lot of negative beings which i know is due to my disposition. I think it counts a lot that my first and only purely positive experience was assisted by my dog. None of my experiences after have rivaled that first experience, or felt as good.
But the one positive being I met once was one of the giant bug creatures i've seen other people talk about. People call them the builders or something, say they help build parts of the astral realm. The best thing you could describe them as is an insect - but of course they don't exactly look like one. They look a lot like digimon insects - which is why I feel the creator of digimon was inspired by astral experiences because so many digimon look very similar to the kinds of beings in the astral realm - and the digital world was original described as data taking the shape of people's dreams (why I chose a digimon as my icon, also those interests have always been linked to me, more about that later maybe...).
Anyway the being i was talking to looked similar to cannonbeemon in structure but her face (for some reason want to call her her even though i really don't remember) was like a big shield. We talked for a while and she told me I wouldn't remember the conversation, and that's the only thing I remember about it.
Getting high lately sometimes makes me remember what I suspect are past life memories more, memeories though of another planet or dimension. Not sure if I've mentioned this place before on here yet. But most of the time, my mind absorbs these memories as belonging to this reality, in an unfamiliar place that I can't quite remember. But when I'm high, it's like I remember them more clearly, and remember them as distinctly not from this reality. Like I couldn't really place them. Unfamiliar places, unfamiliar people, things this life never had any association with.
Vague dream fragment, something about a pregnancy test?
I was pregnant and lost it I think, and someone didn't believe me, but I had the positive pregnancy test as proof.
Haven't been dreaming much because I've been grinding Deltarune like crazy and i just collapse into dreamless sleep after im too tired to play lol.
Brief dream, I was starting an onlyfans? I was setting up some nudes. I had a dick and balls I was blurring out. I had a tattoo that was a sword through flames on my torso/ribs. Not sure if this was actually me at all and not just a character whose perspective I was experiencing. Or it way maybe me post hrt/srs as a transmasc? Not sure.
Had various other dreams some of which were sexual - one of Laura Lee getting mobbed by the other jackets trying to see who was best with their fingers lol. Not sure why poor Laura Lee ended up being the target, but everyone got weirded out when Lottie got all romantic with it.
Brief dream, I was starting an onlyfans? I was setting up some nudes. I had a dick and balls I was blurring out. I had a tattoo that was a sword through flames on my torso/ribs. Not sure if this was actually me at all and not just a character whose perspective I was experiencing. Or it way maybe me post hrt/srs as a transmasc? Not sure.
Extremely long dream, so long I was disoriented/confused for a bit when I woke up. I also slept for a very long time.
I was traveling to England with some friends, my friends were Courtney and Sophie and a few of my actual friends from college. I was excited to be leaving the country for the first time but also really nervous. The dream took place over two days, the previous day I was just spending time with my friends and we were all excited about the trip. Whenever I would feel nervous I would remind myself I would be surrounded by friends, also with Courtney whom I of course had a crush on lol. So anyway the next day comes and I go to the airport and there’s this really long line and I can’t find anyone. I walk ahead of the line just looking for my friends, we were all supposed to be here together. I’m very confused. Eventually I find them in some lounge, but they seem indifferent to me. They’re doing interviews and stuff for some reason. My Mom is also there but also treating me with indifference/more with the group. I’m confused about what I need to do to be able to get on this plane which I’m nervous about to begin with, considering chickening out since I’m not feeling very supported by my support network. I realize I don’t have a passport and wonder how I’m going to be able to go on the trip in the first place. I start getting nervous about the humiliation of having ruined the trip by not preparing properly and wonder if I can get a rushed passport made. I lose track of everyone again and walk around the airport, it’s getting late, shouldn’t the flight have taken off by now? I wonder if everyone had just left with out me, in our group chat I post, “Chat did I fumble?”
In my confusion and panic I woke up, but I was disoriented for a long time - since the dream took place over two days I thought it was just the day of the flight that was a dream and I wondered if I had time now to get my passport. It took a while for my brain to catch up and realize it was all a dream and I did not have to go rush off and try to not miss a flight. My anxiousness was relieved when it finally settled in, but then I felt a bit lonely.
Slept like death. It’s 5pm. I don’t remember when I went to bed but I was completely out.
Took a bunch of naps, had a yellowjackets dream that I wanted to record too but I fell back asleep before i did lol. All I remember is Van wiping away my tears...
Dream and astral travel experience
Dream: I lived on a busier street with a lot of sidewalk traffic. It was a party night, I noticed someone at my window just watching my room like he didn’t think I would notice. So I went over to him and confronted him like “sup? Having a good night?” He responded to me seeming a little embarrassed but went away. I did some other things, think I went outside, but ive forgotten already
Astral travel: Jump to waking up in my bed. But I move my arm and I can tell I’m not actually awake because it looks weird/is transparent. I think oh. Do I want to look around? I start getting up but then I think no. I feel tired and vulnerable and I feel a presence. I don’t feel like dealing with it. Then the presence starts speaking to me in a different language, I think it was Italian. I thought “oh boy here we go.” I try to block it out, but it only gets very loud and clear in my ear. In my head like it’s coming from my brain. I give up on blocking it out and just listen, I start to wonder what he’s saying, he sounds like an older man and speaks in a steady even tone like he’s at a seminar, I wonder if this is actual Italian or just gibberish my brain is making up. It certainly sounds like a real language. I start thinking of the people who get head injuries and suddenly start speaking a language they previously weren’t fluent in perfectly and wonder if it’s some latent part of the brain. As the speech gets even clearer something is manifesting in front of me, some kind of squiggle that starts off transparent but is getting opaque. I think “okay I’ve had enough” at this point, I’m not going to wait around to see what entity this Italian being is summoning, so I grapple at my sheets in a fake struggle to wake myself up and it eventually works.
Note: this is the second time I’ve taken a nap on my back wondering if I will have an OBE, wondering if I’ve developed this ability to do it at will.
Long dream in 15 min nap but instantly forgot it… there was futurism and scream. Trying not to fall asleep but feels so good when you’re sleep deprived
2 dreams:
Shorter bubbling dream where Marceline was the chimera thing with lion legs and wings. She looked cool I want to draw it.
Long dream about Courtney Eaton (get out of my dreams woman!) I think I was in high school again and she was a special visitor for some reason. She had this brown cat and we all were drawing pictures of it as a gift to her.
Dreamed there were people looking under my door because there was this huge gap so I went out to yell at everyone and there were a bunch of neighbors out bc apparently a lot of people had the same problem bc someone had come through and kicked in simple wood paneling that was covering this apparent structural flaw I never noticed. On my way back to my apartment I forgot to close my door so a bunch of my neighbors were looking into my room bc they thought it was cool/were curious a few even went inside to look around (for some reason in this dream I had a ton of collectibles and film props) and I felt violated and started screaming at them and kicked them out and slammed my door. In the commotion I had knocked over some of my things so I started cleaning up then a huge giant ass centipede ran out from under something. I was spooked but got my bug catcher to safely capture it but it was really fast and kept going under things. As I was searching for it I realized I hadn’t kicked everyone out of my apartment someone was still there - it was Lottie Matthews lol who had just been watching me but then approached me once I noticed her. I was like “wtf” then she grabbed my chin pretty roughly and angled my face up to lean down to kiss me but I think I woke up before she did.
