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People fighting about DID on my old soulbonding post. 🙃
mental health status: need to look at the sea for hours and stay quiet.
Several people here really want a shared system blog rather than keeping up separate blogs that don’t get used often but 1) none of us are creative individuals when it comes to naming and B) anyone who comes up with a url has to fight the others for the right to use it and no one can agree on anything here.
I should really consider learning to shut the fuck up but I’m very bad at that.
Archer just vibrating intensely after seeing a single mention of Eli. Sorry we’re not going down the Eli Vanto tag rabbit hole right now I got shit to do.
Eli: There's nothin special about me-
Thrawn materializing from thin air: Who is speaking ill of Commander Vanto, the best and brightest man I've ever known?
Sometimes I look at Viren, Firefly and Rommath, the pragmatic mage trio, and wonder how the fuck I’m Reaver and not Garth. Reaver does not fit this theme and yet here I am. Like... why did I just decide to go off archetype that life? I wonder how common it is for people to just go totally off type occasionally.
Back to highkey wondering if lothwolves had swishy tails or if I have another tail kintype that causes the annoyed/restlessly bored/otherwise activated tail swish feeling.
Human brain wants to say NO THEY LOOKED JUST LIKE WOLVES but human brain is a fucking coward and even canon doesn’t have them looking like earth wolves. Kanan was blind when he encountered them as a human so I get no input there. Thrawn doesn’t remember, he just remembers them utterly annihilating his troops.
I have absolutely no dog tail feelings, and when I was eyeing a certain pokemon because of the big dog feelings it was specifically someone’s interpretation of it as a liondog, plus I would say in the memories I have of lothwolf movement I seemed to have a more flexible spine than a dog, so that might be it but it would be nice to actually remember.
only interact with me if ur problematic & mentally unstable
Just because I dislike someone doesn’t mean other people shouldn’t associate with them. The only person I’d absolutely warn people away from is Z and it’s because they literally have a body count at this point. People aren’t evil because you dislike them, I wish the majority of tumblr understood that.
I really won’t be shocked if Aaravos turns out to have had ulterior motives in giving humans magic but I’m not sure that effects my opinion of him at all. If he gave humans magic because he wanted to be worshiped or something that doesn’t change the fact that they needed it to survive.
very long post rambling about a Kylo memory that connects to Kanan
In another weird Kylo/Kanan twist I (as Kylo) remember finding the ruins of Thrawn’s ship etc on the planet Ezra teleported it all to. I was drawn to it, which is maybe unsurprising given the force and the fact that my apprentice (as Kanan) was responsible for it being there.
I have a lot of really clear flashes of memory regarding this actually, so I feel like it was important.
I didn’t actually know what was on the planet when I decided I needed to look at it; it just felt relevant to me, the way Vader’s helmet had. It wasn’t even a planet with a name as far as I know. It was out in wild space and completely uninhabited as far as I could tell, which was odd because it was actually a very nice T3 planet. It was mostly water and the part I was in was nice lush misty forests and big open grassy fields. It was a little warm (80F? 90F?) but it was really nice to be uninhabited.
Archer (AKA Thrawn) says he hated it because it was hot but he’s also from ice hell planet and kept his office at like 40F.
I’m wondering if the force didn’t just keep people away from it. It wouldn’t be the first time the force had created a no fly zone because it wanted something left alone until the person meant to find it had a chance at it.
When I’d first touched Vader’s helmet I had a very similar vision to the one Rey had in TFA. I remember doing my best not to think about it freely because I didn’t want Snoke finding out some of the details, which means I’ve forgotten/failed to remember a lot of it now unfortunately.
I know touching the helmet when I first saw myself killing one of my knights, the one who turned traitor after Snoke was dead, when he could tell I was turning more towards Rey. I saw Rey, obviously. I saw some of my (then future) interactions with Snoke. I’m almost positive I saw the time Kanan encountered Vader, and something about Rey and Ahsoka (idk if they met or it was some weird symbolic shit?). I distinctly remember a wolf howl, which is unsurprising since a lot of both my and Vader’s lives were directly linked to (read: easy to access/see from) the world between worlds/the gate on Lothal, which was directly linked to the lothwolves and Kanan.
Sometimes I wonder if the world between worlds doesn’t have something to do with force visions, actually. The weird snippets of info in force visions really reminds me of seeing things in the gate, but that’s not important here.
When I was in Thrawn’s ship I wasn’t having visions in the same way I did with Vader’s helmet, but I was seeing things. My theory is that it was echos of what happened there, but it was mostly just things moving at the edge of my vision and auditory stuff like hearing movement and voices and a faint alarm. If I didn’t know better I would have thought the place was haunted, that’s how it felt.
Their computer systems were still intact even though it had been a good 50 years or so since it happened. I very distinctly remember how pristine everything still looked, and booting up a console in front of a row of big rectangular windows looking out on a grassy field and the sea in the distance, which makes me think it was a communications console? It was pretty state of the art for imperial tech, they usually cheaped out on low level tech but the screen was nice and sharp and clear and there was some kind of blue and black screen with white writing?
These are really unimportant details but when I read it later it’ll help me remember.
There were a few holos of Thrawn talking to someone, but I don’t remember what was being said. In retrospect I think it may have been in sy bisti and Thrawn agrees, he says he had taught a few officers enough of the language to communicate orders that would be harder to interpret if intercepted.
I’m sure I brought back Thrawn’s logs and a bunch of data on things he’d been working on both because that feels right and because I recognize Thrawn’s prototype tie fighter (as Kanan saw it) as the same model tie that Kylo had.
I wanna say that was after Snoke was gone the first time cause the memory doesn’t come with the pressure that Snoke era memories do. I felt a lot calmer anchored to Rey and not Snoke, even when we weren’t actively communicating; part of that was the force bond with Rey but a bigger part was being away from Snoke, I’m sure. I also just had a lot more time to pursue things I was personally interested in with Snoke gone, so it’s more likely that I’d been able to go after this without him looking over my shoulder.
I know I picked up some other things there, more physical artifacts rather than just data, but I really can’t remember what (I say this and an image of a holocron comes to mind, but who knows if that’s from this)... I’d love to know I found something there that had belonged to Ezra, and it would be more likely than not, but I don’t remember.
You’d think a Reaver shift would be evil bastard time but it’s actually excessive confidence, listening to sea shanties and not knowing when it’s inappropriate to be affectionate with people and correcting way too far in the other direction.
This fucking fandom writing dissertations on why magical creatures, who are killed for dark magic, are averse to dark magic. Bruh that’s it, that’s all the info you need to figure that one out. It’s Not That Deep.
In nonkin-related news, I’m downloading the witcher novels so I’ll know wtf Dave and Jaskier are talking about. I’ve been drawn to these things for years but I couldn’t get myself to play through the games so maybe this is the better option, especially now that I’m invested because Jaskier.
Well they just announced today that The Dragon Prince just got renewed for the last four seasons, so there’s more Viren content coming soon. Fable is getting a surprise reboot after ten years. Warcraft dropped a bunch of lore info today and a warning that there’s going to be new content soon. There are new rumors that Rebels is getting a sequel.
There hasn’t been a single word about some of these characters for years, this is all so sudden.
idk what to tag this I guess being detached about kin stuff
I know a lot of my Reaver posts are like... oh that’s an atrocity, you were actually incredibly heretical and harmful to everyone around you. That’s absolutely fair but I’m detached from it mostly; Reaver is really not one of the kintypes I’m emotionally struggling with at all. If it bothers anyone that I’m talking about uncomfortable edgy emotional shit like... please be aware that it’s not bothering me personally, I just constantly want to psychoanalyze myself?
I say this a lot but I’m a little guilty about not being guilty, but I also believe reincarnation wipes the slate, I don’t think I owe anyone guilt and who would it help anyway? Like K always says, “if I cry about it will it make the victims feel better?”, of course it won’t.