How do you know that you were taken advantage of? Has he taken advantage of me if I didn't speak out? Or if I portrayed as I don't know what did happen?
It was not like he forced himself on me, he is a close family relative of mine and he slept over one day. As usual we had some take out food and were watching some movies in the hall and as usual I slept off in between the movie.
Then suddenly I felt a cool breeze on my lower back, but I shouldn't feel it as I tuck myself tightly. Then I felt his hands running through my back slowly and when I opened my eyes partially it was painful, but I didn't speak out, or scream as my other family members in the other room.
He didn't stop with my back, he grabbed onto my boobs and started kissing my chest. He forced his mouth on mine, even though I clenched my teeth.
Then suddenly someone came out and he immediately went to the sofa and acted as if he was asleep. As the room was cleared again, I went to the washroom, even then I didn't realize the terrible thing that was happening.
I went to an empty room thinking that he would not follow me, but after 10 minutes, he again came to the room thinking I slept off. And
then to my horror he started fingering me.
I don't know what came into me, that I didn't speak was I scared, embarrassed or was I even enjoying it a secret way. What is the real reason I don't know.
Whatever the reason might had been I hated it and I hated myself for not stopping it at that time. I promise myself that person will never touch me ever again.