[astringentbeanz]

About Me

NB femme (idk)

pronouns are she/they

white

Used to be on tumblr a long time ago, only recently got back into it. This blog is a combination of things: a journal of my mind, an exploration of my gender, things I find interesting, my writings (which are mostly poems but might at some point be short stories too), and literally whatever the fuck else I want.

I love music, art, movies, theatre, politics, fashion, writing, animals, makeup, science, pc’s, anti LLM’s, pro human beings

Always open to mutuals, friends, community. Say hi!

Racists, terfs, swerfs can fuck off

No minors pls

[zexox]

sorry if this is too kinky but can you hold my hand and tell me i mean a lot to you.

[kiwilikethefruittt]

get it done.

do it weird. do it messy. do it scared. do it out of order. do it slow. do it a little bit at a time. do it.

[pierppasolini]

Blue Velvet (1986) // dir. David Lynch

[plus-size-aesthetics]

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hey can anyone help me out with soup so i can take my meds

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migraine is so bad i cant stand up straight, out of emergency meds, out of toilet paper, threw up twice since i woke up, fridge is bare. even $1 will help

c4$h4pp v3nm0 p4yp4l k0fi

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even $1 or a kind word will help <3

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been at HRA for the last 3 hours with this migraine to hopefully get my insurance fixed so i can get my meds. grateful for any help <3

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just got home, in a lot of pain, even $1 will help <3

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HRA didnt scan my lease when i waited hours to give it to them yesterday further delaying my case, i have to go and resubmit tomorrow. ive been sick 3 times this afternoon alone, the migraine meds i need are $480 without insurance. genuinely im struggling on an unearthly level. even $1 will help

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in the worst & most debilitating pain yet tbh. goal is still soup and litter. even $1 will help

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i had one garbage bag left and i just used it for cat litter. anything helps in a very literal sense <3

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even $1 will help <3

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My phone is broken abt to walk 40 minutes in the sun to hopefully get this fixed. Genuinely grateful for any help

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still out, wifi at the store. just need food to take my meds even $1 will help <3

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my phone battery is almost done for, they fixed my screen enough for me to use it :/ walking home. cant afford the er w/out insurance, goal is still soup for meds <3

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judt got home, in s ome pain. even $1 will help <3

[achillesinhighheels]

[liveleaker-deactivated20250423]

[weepingwidar]

Celeste Rapone (American, 1985) - Garage Painter (2025)

[wetheurban]

Sometimes “locking in” looks like sitting in the sun and remembering that your life is also meant to be lived, not just optimized, monetized, and turned into proof that you’re worthy.

[kyotoprotocols]

[k-wame]

WNBA star Gabby Williams supports trans women playing in the league: “I would welcome a trans athlete on my team or against my team.”

[astringentbeanz]

Love watching a chaser get visibly frustrated he can’t get his dick wet

[terminalboredom]

"Some of them say that we're sick, we're crazy. And some of them think that we are the most gorgeous, special things on Earth." - Venus Xtravaganza

[kitpikz]

Evening view from camp

[pmamtraveller]

A Forest by Gustav Klimt

[chroniccoolness]

racist white canadians and europeans want you to believe the slave trade worked like this

it did not. it is public knowledge the slave trade worked like this

and in fighting antiblackness within canada and europe it is so so so important to acknowledge these places's participation in and benefit from the transantlantic slave trade. Slavery is not just the US's dirty past, it is a triangular industry lasting centuries that white people in the united states, canada, and europe benefitted from and continue to benefit from to this day. Slavery was good for white canadians and white europeans. They liked it. they encouraged it. they had slaves, they profited from the slave trade, and they used products grown from US slave labour in every day life. The slavery of Black people would not have been possible on the sheer scale at which it happened if it were not for active, consistent participation from europe and canada.