Pick A Card: ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ Why Are They Thinking Of You Right Now ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡
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Pile 1
Hi. The person I'm channeling is someone from your childhood. Someone you've known from a young age, lived in the same town with. The photo itself tells me you two could have bonded over a similar taste in the arts, music, books and painting or the like, winter could be significant. Journalling could be significant. Making things, doing DIY crafts could be significant too.
How are they feeling about you? They feel like you're a toxic attachment they can't get over. Their thoughts of you go round and round in a constant loop. You two could have been in some sort of institution together, school, college, a cult (?) don't ask me why that came through. Religion is coming through strongly. They think of you as someone with a lot of fire and potential, and they know you'll drive many great things in life. They feel like you've left them behind. You've undergone a shocking change recently and they've noticed. They are trying to defend themselves against the comparison that flares up in their mind when they think of you, "Pile 1 could do it, so why can't I?" But they know they haven't accomplished what you have because they didn't put in the effort like you did. They envy you, and they admire you. They are exhausted when they think of you, but they also know you lit a spark in them, you motivated them in a way nobody has ever done. And that's why they cannot stop thinking about you.
Pile 2
From the picture itself, beaches could be significant. Maybe you like eating crabs. It reminds me of the trip I went to recently at the beach, and looking at the waves I realized I deserved more in life. You might resonate with the feeling that you're meant to have more in life, and that you should, and you are destined for greater things than most people imagine possible in life. Something about cats and whales came through.
Your person likes you a lot. So much so that every waking thought of theirs is laced by you. They go through life with rose colored glasses. They see things that reminds them of you constantly. Maybe they see something in a window display of a shop and go "Oh pile 2 would like this!" This is not giving me romantic commitment, more like somebody who has a crush on you. A huge crush on you. But they keep their feelings contained. Maybe they offer bits and sprinkles of their feelings in daily banter, letting you know subtly that they're interested in you. But their feelings go much beyond a superficial desire for affection. There is a deep wisdom in this person who knows that grass is greener where you water it, and they're in this long haul with you. They want the fulfilled version of life with you and they're not about to half ass it. However, you might be a bit closed off to romance so this person for now is playing it cool too. You might be a bit too career focused. Law and criminal courts could be significant, or themes related to justice.
Pile 3
When I first saw the picture, it reminded me of children. I'm not sure why. You might be fond of gift giving as a love language. And of course, the picture has flowers in it so flowers could be significant too. This could be my no contact, or exes pile. Not necessarily but that's what I feel like it is.
Your person views you through a lens of accomplishment. They respect you tremendously. There's so much respect and admiration in their eyes for you. They think you're magnetic and whenever they think of you they feel like you're the best thing that's ever happened in their life. You bring light, joy, hope, happiness, and healing into their lives. However underlying so much admiration is a constant anxiety and dread that you'll leave them for something better. You don't stop for anybody, you don't change your life to accomodate anyone. They appreciate and admire that but they're also intimidated by it. They know one day you'll find someone better, this person feels very insecure. They put you on a pedestal and in turn that left them feeling like the dirt beneath your shoes. They feel like you'll move on from them and they're very anxious and trapped in such thoughts. They love you so much that they're afraid to lose you. And that's the only thing they can think about.
Pile 4
Exhaustion. I feel totally and utterly exhausted. Go to sleep, pile 4. Your energy is tiring me even, let's all go take a nap. *Yawn*
Something about Russian tragedy is coming through. Bowl cut, femme fatale, different language, accent, something foreign is coming through. Disney movies, barbie movies— someone here is fond of children's movies. The letter S and the sign Sagittarius could be significant. This is a breakup pile. This person is one of your exes.
Now, I don't know what happened but this person is in PAIN. A lot of pain. They view you through the lens of a magnetic and fiery being, but following that admiration is just total, utter devastation of knowing they've lost you. There was a period of pause where they let the situation between you two hang before the cord was cut and the connection ended, and the universe wants you to know it was necessary. It was justice dealt to both of you, to even the scales of your connection because otherwise it was too unsustainable. Following that is much, much pain. They have spent a lot of time wallowing in grief, and they wanted to move on, and they're slowly still trying to make adjustments so they can continue on with their daily routines and life beyond you but it's hard. Your connection may have been very unbalanced in nature, one person was giving way too much and the other was taking too much, but either way, they have emotionally walked away from you, and that kills them inside. They see the light at the end of the tunnel, but the pain your memories have left behind is hard to deal with.
Hi. I'm genuinely so tired and exhausted. This mercury retrograde has effectively rendered me so physically sick that I cannot do anything else. Goodness. Hope you guys are doing okay!
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