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I practiced some voice acting again, this time with our beloved Jester. When I saw those fanarts, I couldn't help myself but voice it ~
[ CREDITS DOWN HERE ]
Artist 1:
https://x.com/muershao/status/2053166132564304190?s=20 - First part of the comic
Artist 2:
https://x.com/RU_rullru/status/2053451577135141341?s=20 - Second part of the comic
[ It still hurts. It will never be the same,right?]
it will never be the same? No. There is something we will always drag with us. Something we might get used to. Something that will lurk when we least expect it...
Its edging the surface of our existence. Its ripping us one by one, and we will puzzle ourself back together with each peace getting ripped over and over again
The Pierrot who believed in humanity, yet there was no humanity to be found. He believed in love and trust. He believed to hold his beloved close for the rest of his life, as he was the last one to strike, closing her eyes forever.
The Harlequin who lost himself in the angels eyes, and was the first one to strike, as starvation was hunting his mind. He lost his first friend, and first love, as he ripped into her, his theeth leaving deep markings and blood everywhere.
The Doctor who could only watch his family slowly ripping itself apart, by a man causing pain, abuse, trauma on to them. Cutting his feathers, keept him caged. Smaller pieces. One by one. Not looking at them, not thinking to much about them. Swallowing them in a whole.
The ticket taker, who watched his new found family ripping his beloved to pieces, watching humans toying with her, keeping her weak to her knees, just as the first time they met. All that nursing, the time they spend together, getting ripped bit by bit. Yet. He couldn't help but thank her while closing his eyes, hoping for it to be over soon as clawed into her arm, holding on to her hand one last time, as it was still warm, still twitching
The Jester, who decided for the behalf of everyone. Looking into the eyes of their beloved angel, while his heart felt heavy, telling them to finally eat. His hands covered in blood of his weakest, yet, beloved family member, who He held dearly until the very end. Looking into her eyes, telling himself not to look away, as it was his responsibility.
He watched his family being dragged away. A home they never had. He had to create a new home for them. Watching the human, with no humanity left behind, to learn. To observe. To do everything better, in hope of redemption for their act...
It will never be the same
They felt lost. The morning after everything went down, that gut wretching feeling, that pain, it was finally gone. But that hole that got left behind, felt heavier than any starvation could ever cause them.
The hole that would never close, it would only cover itself by a thin layer of new formed memories, new bonds and promises. Yet, Without realizing it, the feeling would lay like a shadow over them. Always within reach
The ticking of clocks might get louder in those quiet times, to be with her in paradise, yet, they promised to stay alive. Being human with what's left of their own humanity. Humanity? Oh. What an insult. There was never humanity, only laughter, torture, yet
The lovesick Pierrot keeps his smile and hopes, maybe there is humanity left after all?
The grinning Harlequin keeps joking around and keeps fighting.
The striking Jester is keeping his bonds close, close enough to still let them run free, yet, rules are rules
The patient doctor who is stitching those scars that are left. A patient smile and attitude
And the organized and well behaved Ticket Taker who is using his intelligent and charme to keep them full, to keep them safe and keep them in order
It still hurts.
We know. You are still trying to fill that hole of yours.
Now. Don't fight. We will take care of it
We always do.
[ Meet the Pantomime | Mime | Panto ]
[ FACTS ABOUT MIME]
NAME
Pantomime / Mime/ PomPom /Panto
AGE
Older than Harlequin. Still younger than Jester. The perfect middle.
HEIGHT
185cm
6'1ft
MONSTER/ SPECIES
Mockingbird-Gazelle
He's has smaller wings, at least as a human, which you can spot when he is not wearing his one-piece underneath his ripped shirt. As a monster, He was able to fly, but thats a another story
ORIGIN
His family is from France. He always wanted to travel, he wanted to understand the human-kind better, which he got _mocked_ for.
How stupid and naive he was.
He didnt care. He wanted to understand
After He left his kind, he arrived in Germany, where he first learned about the word "Pantomime"
Pantomime: Imitating someone
Which, ironically, his kind was pretty much known for. Imitate voices, sounds, body langauges etc. So he decided to give himself the name "Panto" as his new name
TRIVIA
He loves taking Polaroid photos. But he prefers to photograph dead things or nature
He found his first camera on a human he had attacked and eaten as a young monster
He grew up learning a lot langauges at once. French and German being the strongest ones, besides English ( After joining the circus, Jester and Harlequin, that poor soul, taught him snippets of Portuguese)
After leaving his pack/tribe, he made it his dedided to learn more about humans. To imitate them better than any other, which is why his physical abilities and flexibility have improved more and more over the years
He loves nuts coated in honey. Nuts and fruits coated in chocolate. Anything _nutty_
His favorite fruits are persimmons and pears
His favorite drinks are chai latte and white chocolate hot cocoa
He enjoys reading romantic books and often fantasizes about what it would be like to be in a relationship, though in his imagination, everything is easier
[ Sexual preferences: Bondage play. Drug use. Choking. Switch/Sub. Machsoist. CNC. Biting. Using his own feathers. Horn grabbing ]
He adapts to his partner, whether sexually or in love, much like Pierrot. Him and Pierrot often talk about romantic gestures and what to buy MC as a gift
He loves Easter, a lot. He finds rabbits enchanting
He doesn’t have a driver’s license. He rather wants to be the passagener princess ~
Sometimes He loves to bully Bil by visiting his tent and causing problems. Be it throwing his little plush balls around and or playing around. He admires Bils interlect, for his smart words and personality
POWERS
- Voice mimicry
- Contortionism
The illusion of invisible objects (He actually uses the air and reflections of the lights around him, and makes the sounds unnoticed with his mouth)
He can float if he wants to, but he hasn’t been able to fly for a long time, due his past experiences
CAREER PATH
To get closer to people, he occasionally helped out with small jobs his colleagues kept dissapearing until he joined a job...
I wonder why
At a certain point, he was unfortunately discovered and had to flee. There he encountered a circus that claimed to take in lost people. They did so, but for Panto, it turned out to be a rather unpleasent experience.
Like the boys from the circus, he too had to endure harassment, though far less than the others; yet his wings lost their luster, and his desire to fly and explore grew weaker and weaker. He, too, had to deal with the famine
A small child—since this circus allowed people of all ages to visit—became friends with Panto. One day, in broad daylight, the child freed Panto... But in his hunger and anger, he did something he regrets to this day...
BODY FACTS
Tongue: Less then Jester, longer than Harlequins tongue
Lil Panto: Same as Harlequin
DESIGN CHOICE
He is a bird and well. Their anatomy seems to be pretty interesting
He is covered in feathers, mostly decoration, not only to impress his potential mate, but before getting his wings and feathers cut, He used them to actually float or fly.
His horns are based on the gazelle, agile, pretty to look at, steady and for specific balance.
His pupils are more similar to a gazelle than anything. His eye, tongue and member color are based on the colors of the gazelle's tongue (pink-blueish)
MORE TO HIS SPECIES
His species is indeed mixed, mutated through generation. To keep his "claws" long, he has to regularly trim and sharpen them
HIS FEATHERS
He would leave you a feather so that you could always have something with you that reminds you of him
Dancing? He would. He would perform a body performance, which might end up pressing you against the wall or mattress ~
NESTING
He will make your bed~
He would buy an extra blanket for you and him to snuggle up inside
He will be very proud of himself for getting you more pillows that's for sure
His family always did that with flowers and moss and perhabs human things they could find thah was soft enough to use for bedding
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Thats it for now! Thank you for reading through my ramble about my boy :)
(Due to time-zone differences, I'm posting this early.... I'm not sure if this is rude so feel free to let me know if you would like to be untag if it is 🙇♀️) Anyway, Happy 1st anniversary to @freakcircusofhorrors ! I've prepared a small token of appreciation to the team to celebrate this big milestone! 🥺 There's no need to reply to this, I understand you will be busy! Thank you @nekoboydreams for sharing your game with us! Sorry I'm a silent lurker who don't say much but I do feel a lot of love and care in your game! That is why it had captivated me so much. I wish you a smooth-sailing journey in your project going forward! Do rest well and take care of yourself! (Your reply to my art had also sent me to heaven and back, it is truly such an honor you like it 😭) Thank you @darthsuki @tazz-was-here @destinysquared for being such supportive mods! Sorry I'm gonna sound like a nosy stranger saying this but it warms my heart to see everyone being such kind and supportive friends! Thank you for being there and looking out for Neko! Thank you for also being so encouraging and open-minded with your contributions to the fandom too! I'm an anxious person so the hospitality had given me the bravery to finally explore more mature themes in my personal art journey. So for this, you have my biiiigggg thanks! Last but not least, thank you so much to @iwasbibliomaniac for compiling the lore masterlist!!! I LOVE reading every small little information I could get my grubby hands on so this has help me immensely as a late-comer!! I respect your hard work so much! Thank you! Sorry for the long message, I'll go back to lurking now! Good luck with the anniversary event!!! Fighting!! 💪 Once again, my blessings to everyone and the future!!
This post got me sobbing so much.
All of you created not only an amazing game, stories, headcanons and more - no - you Artist. Story-Writer, VA's and creative heads, you created an amazing community. A community I am proud to be part of. A community which I never felt more at home, safe and welcomed than ever before.
Thank you. All of you. For filling this side of the internet with so much color. So much laughter and amazing memories.
You are all doing amazing. We hear you. We see you. We welcome all of you with open arms and hearts!
I can't wait for the future, where everything will shine even brighter.
Should I write more little one-shot stories with the TFC cast(´꒳`)♡?
I actually have a lot of ideas for all of them. I just need to start somewhere...
[ Jester ignoring Mc ]
Well, at the end of the day, we are all into that, huh?
Im not going to judge anyone~
[ CREDITS ]
Artist: Lovely Euly once again ~ [Click me]
Va/Edit: Me :3~
🔞[Being Ticket Taker desk pet ] 🔞
Being his desk pet means:
You will be tied up and forced to pleasure him with your mouth as he is working on pretty important papers~
He will thrust into you, after not acting for quiet a while, to make sure you are still there and still function to pleasure him~
You will only hear slight humming. Maybe a small noise here and there, before He is picking up his pace to go faster, more intense.
He wants you to realize that your only purpose in that moment is to serve him. To pleasure him. To keep him busy while He is doing his usual work.
Of course He is stressed, you know it, you know how acts and how messy and clocked up his mind can get. So why not helping Bil to get rid of that feeling? He loves when you act all obident and loyal after all. Just like a dog would do.
He will ask, calm and collected, after He is done with his papers...
"Do You have enough stamina left? Nod for me"
You eventually nod
"Good. Keep going"
Without evening thinking about it, you keep going. You can feel your mouth getting tried. Your thighs hurt from sitting on them for to long
But that small chuckle. The way He is ruffling through your hair after you said yes, it makes you melt on the spot and all you can do is watch yourself in a tiny mirror right next to you, where you sometimes can spot his eyes looking at you.
Making sure you are still doing your job
While this is not the first commission I've completed on VGen, it certainly is the first spicy one— and I'm really happy with how it turned out and the commissioner trusting me to deliver on what they were looking for with our charming Harlequin :3c
So behold! I have a feeling that I will be learning a lot about the intricate details of proper sound effects and crafting a good soundscape for these types of audios (and also how to pronounce Portuguese better...). It is genuinely a lot of fun to do! :D
Credits:
SFX: OpenNSFW Sound Pack
The Freak Circus ( @nekoboydreams / @freakcircusofhorrors )
Want to commission me for custom audio, voiceover or ASMR? Go check out my VGen page!
🔞 [ Be less noisy, pet ]
Jester being in control, as usual~
Keep your voice down, pet~
[ CREDITS ]
Lovely VaeLovesSam on Twitter: [ https://x.com/VaeLovesSam/status/2064041055897395528?s=20 ]
Va/Edit: Me (´꒳`)♡
Just wanted to tell you how much I love your voice work! Never give up! :)
Oh my god thank you <3
I appreciate it!
[ He learned hate is sweeter than love ]
Well. Harlequin is breaking and learned a lesson.
This one was super fun to voice. Going crazy for once feels nice ~
[CREDITS]
Artist: The sweet Euly once again! [ https://x.com/i/status/2058365908507115819 ]
Va/Edit: Me 🫶🏻
[ Doctor comforts your dysphoria ]
Since it's Pride Month, I thought this comic was pretty fitting. Cutting some onions here and there :'(
[ CREDITS ]
Lovely Euly on Twitter! : [ https://x.com/Euly_y/status/2054701614741528659?s=20 ]
Va/Edit: Me （〃｀ 3′〃）
You can't tell me otherwise. RIO is the favorite movie from Harlequin, Pierrot, Doctor, TT and Jester.
The doctor once saw an advertisement for the film on an a big screen/board and could persuade the others to watch the movie. They loved it
[ DiamondMirror - Stay calm ]
Just some ideas/thoughts I had while starring at the ceiling in my room (//▽//)
We know that TT and Jester have a very deep bond. At least that's my interpretation. They keep the circus running, TT with his amazing organisation and Jester with his grounding rules and protective personality.
TT being stressed out, this time, numbers are doing worse than ever. Tickets are getting sold less and less. People seem more aggressive, while Jester keeps his calm demeanor, He couldn't help but notice his old friend being more, not aggressive, no that's not it, irritable. He is trying to do everything at once. Numbers. Organisation. Keeping the tents neat and clean, maybe one of the visitors has broken one of his mirrors...
"Those things can happen, Bil. Please. You need to stay calm"
"I am calm. Collected. Everything is fine. You have other things to worry about. Pierrot and Harlequin, they are getting involved with more and more rather aggressive human beings - we need to - "
"There is nothing to worry about. It already got taken care of"
Jester and TT are standing in front of each other. The moon is shining above them, casting shadows and reflections around the two old friends. Gentle and carefully, Jester walked towards TT, their eyes locked into each other. It wasn't an intense or heavy stare, no. There
"Look at me. Trust my words, Bil. You can take things slow for the next few days. Harlequin, Pierrot and I will take care of the ticket sales..."
"Jester, you - they - I..."
TT reached out to his friend, his leader. His hands gently claw into the other's clothes. While Jester notoriously despises being touched by almost anyone, Ticket Taker operates as his trusted confidant and is one of the few exceptions. Jester's notices the exhaustion of his friend. He always did.
"Forgive me."
"There is no need to feel sorry. I need you, fully functional, fully able to make rational and those emotional choices..."
Jester stopped for a moment. A smile and calm sigh escaped his mouth before He continued speaking.
"How about I treat you to a coffee tomorrow, there is a art exhibition, would you like to join me?"
"... I would love to"
"Good. Now. Rest. I will take care of the lights tonight"
"... Good night, Jester"
"Good night, Bil. Rest well"
They nodded, as they slowly parted from each other. Out of sight, Jester couldn't help, but still felt the touch of TT, his loyal friend, around his arm.
He glanced down at the area and couldn't help sighed, his eyes following the circus lights up into the sky, to the full moon
"Maybe its time for a break. Just this once..."
destiny i love your fanfics(its my favorites fanfics you are a good writer).My question is about jester.I know jester and ticket taker hate humans,and its dificult creat love .Is there some way do they love mc?Love too much?
Hello there! So glad you like my fics!
Sadly, this is not an easy question to answer, however I do believe it is possible for Jester and TT to love MC, even be yandere for them!
But it'd take work....
Jester especially I feel might not even realize his fixation on MC until a year (or years) later. He will expect you, EVERY DAY, to betray his family---to prove him right---to give up, to leave, to call the police, to burn the circus, etc. etc.---Your very presence might give him an ulcer because he's so nervous/wary of you (though he'd never show this in his character). Jester will visit you EVERY night, in the guise of 'getting to know you' but really he's just making sure you behave.
It won't be until he finds himself LOOKING FORWARD to those nightly visits that he realizes you mean something to him.....but what could it be?
As for TicketTaker, he would love you if you obeyed him, if you RESPECTED HIM, really. All he wants is to be treated fairly and for you to know your place. Don't make messes, keep your areas neat, respect everyone's space and he will NOTICE.
See if you can teach him better ways to organize, help him with his work but DON'T surprise him with it!!! Please ask for permission to clean and where and how---and he will appreciate it more---perhaps even eventually allowing you to do it whenever if he trusts your approach.
One day, as you bow your head to him in respect, he will invite you to his tent---because he likes the way your eyes shine as you lower yourself to the ground and do everything he asks~
He might even one day make a place for you to sleep in his tent if he sees you cleaning up after yourself once you two are done~
Hello destiny!! Hope you’re having a great today. Just wanted to ask how do you think the circus members first times were like? Minus Pierrot and doctor ofc.
Probably not the best? They're always on the run so.....
Harlequin: Standard first time--it's awkward, messy, but he's addicted to the feeling. It's also possible he learned from someone more experienced and/or channeled all he learned from the manyyyyyy humans he watched have sex. I wouldn't be surprised if he took notes lmao before getting to do it for the first time.
If his first time was with a human, I sadly would assume he had to devour them the moment they screamed and saw his true form. I could even see him crying afterward because he really enjoyed himself.
If his first time was with a monster, I'd imagine he felt lonely once they left---realizing that....yeah.....of course they'd have to leave...
TicketTaker: Gonna headcanon that his first time was with someone he genuinely cared about. Someone who said that he had value. It was nice, and he got better as they went on---but then this fellow monster reveals (perhaps to some friends and TT overheard it) that he was only using TT because he's a 'dull-claw' and it's easier for him to get meat. Basically admitting that he never cared about him and thinks he's weak. I could then see TT coming out hiding, likely killing all of them and proving them wrong.....crying after. ----but that's also a tad melodramatic. Could also be that he just fucked on the run once and the two got separated.....and he was sad about it, but there was no time to look for the other monster....so he just moved on.
Jester: He had sex with someone he liked, not loved or anything, but saw as a valued partner. They worked well together, had nice conversations---it was a good exchange, very even. Until one day, humans captured and killed his friend.....Jester did get his revenge and poured their blood over his friend's grave; grateful to having known him---mourning of course what could have been.
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