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By the time you read this, I may have died and my death was not announced. So please, ask Allah to have mercy on my soul; to forgive me for my sins, transgressions, and shortcomings; to accept me; to make my questioning easy; to save me from the punishments and torments of the grave; to make the Hellfire haram for me; and to unite me with the best of His creation. May Allah have mercy upon you. And forgive me if I have hurt or wronged you.

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"We cannot become what we want by remaining what we are"

- max depree

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“There are thousands of reasons to be happy and you are drowning in misery”

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تطيب بخاطر الناس و تكسر بخاطري؟

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“Just because things hadn’t gone the way I had planned didn’t necessarily mean they had gone wrong.”

Ann Patchett; What Now?

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"seeing is believing, but sometimes the most real things in the world are things we can't see"

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I’ve written so many things and buried them in my notes, I just don’t feel like they’re good enough to share

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‎ مَع السلامةِ “ ؟ أينَ السَلامةً فَي وَداع المُحبينَ ؟

“When leaving we say goodbye” but “where is the good in leaving our loved ones”

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“The simple act of an ordinary brave man is not to participate in lies, not to support false actions! “

~ Alexander Solzhenitsyn

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Maybe because it’s not cold anymore

Or maybe it’s just that things have changed

I no longer feel the chaos in my head

I feel calm

I can read books again

I can write again

I like sitting outside and feeling the breeze brush against my face

I don’t feel the need to run away from my thoughts anymore

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The Messenger of Allah (ﷺ) said, "He who says upon hearing the Adhan: 'Allahumma Rabba hadhihid-da'wati-ttammati, was-salatil-qa'imati, ati Muhammadanil-wasilata wal-fadhilata, wab'athu maqaman mahmuda nilladhi wa 'adtahu [O Allah, Rubb of this perfect call (Da'wah) and of the established prayer (As-Salat), grant Muhammad the Wasilah and superiority, and raise him up to a praiseworthy position which You have promised him]', it becomes incumbent upon me to intercede for him on the Day of Resurrection."

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O Allah, make me healthy in my body, O Allah, make me healthy in my hearing, O Allah, make me healthy in my sight, there is no god but You"

اللهمَّ عافني في بدني اللهمَّ عافني في سمعي اللهمَّ عافني في بصري لا إلهَ إلّا أنتَ

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اللهمَّ إنّي أعوذُ بكَ من الكفرِ والفقرِ اللهمَّ إنّي أعوذُ بكَ من عذابِ القبرِ لا إله إلّا أنت

O Allah, I seek refuge in You from disbelief and poverty, and I seek refuge in You from the punishment of the grave. There is none worthy of worship but You

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"Repel the passing thought (khatrah); if you don't, it becomes an idea (fikrah). Repel the idea; if you don't, it becomes a desire (shahwah). Fight it; if you don't, it becomes a resolve and determination (azimah & himmah). If you don't fight that, it becomes an action (fi'l). If you don't remedy it with its opposite, it becomes a habit (adah), making it difficult to change". - ibn al Qayim

((دافع الخطرة فَإِن لم تفعل صارَت فكرة، فدافع الفكرة فإن لم تفعل صارَت شَهوَة، فحاربها فَإِن لم فعل صارَت عَزِيمَة وهِمَّة، فَإِن لم تدافعها صارَت فعلا، فَإِن لم نتداركه بضدّه صار عادَة؛ فيصعب عَلَيك الاِنتِقال عَنها)

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The Prophet (ﷺ) said, "The best supplication for seeking forgiveness (Syed-ul- Istighfar) is to say: 'Allahumma Anta Rabbi, la ilaha illa Anta, khalaqtani wa ana 'abduka, wa ana 'ala 'ahdika wa wa'dika mastata'tu, a'udhu bika min sharri ma sana'tu, abu'u laka bini'matika 'alayya, wa abu'u bidhanbi faghfir li, fa innahu la yaghfirudh-dhunuba illa Anta. (O Allah! You are my Rubb. There is no true god except You. You have created me, and I am Your slave, and I hold to Your Covenant as far as I can. I seek refuge in You from the evil of what I have done. I acknowledge the favours that You have bestowed upon me, and I confess my sins. Pardon me, for none but You has the power to pardon).' He who supplicates in these terms during the day with firm belief in it and dies on the same day (before the evening), he will be one of the dwellers of Jannah; and if anyone supplicates in these terms during the night with firm belief in it and dies before the morning, he will be one of the dwellers of Jannah."

سيّدُ الاستغفارِ أن

تقولَ: اللهمَّ أنتَ ربّي لا إلهَ إلّا أنتَ خلقتني وأنا عبدكَ وأنا على عهدكَ ووعدكَ ما استطعتُ، أعوذُ بكَ من شرّ ما صنعتُ، أبوءُ لكَ بنعمتكَ عليَّ وأبوءُ لكَ بذنبي فاغفر لي؛ فإنّهُ لا يغفرُ الذّنوبَ إلّا أنتَ) قال: ((ومن قالها من النّهارِ موقناً بها فهاتَ من يومهِ قبلَ أن يمسيَ فهوَ من أهلِ الجنّةِ، ومن قالها من اللّيلِ وهوَ موقنٌ بها فماتَ قبلَ أن يصبحَ فهوَ من أهلِ الجنّةِ»(٢) .

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The Messenger of Allah (ﷺ) said to me, "Shall I tell you the expression that is most loved by Allah?" It is 'Subhan-Allahi wa bihamdihi' (Allah is free from imperfection and His is the praise)'."

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Abu Hurayrah (may Allah be pleased with him):

"Whoever says in the morning and in the evening, ‘Subhan-Allahi wa bihamdihi’ (Glory and praise be to Allah) a hundred times, no one will bring a better deed on the Day of Resurrection than the one who has said this, except for one who has said similar to or more than what he has said."

(Recorded in Sahih Muslim)