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just a blog where we can all reblog things and vent and just be...us? / (traumagenic | osdd1b) there's 5+ of us, undiagnosed and actively looking for help / body is 19 / dni nsfw, ??? or pro ed blogs, or anything sketchy please, to be honest we just tryna have a cool time / eng-spa-ita

[suppermariobroth]

The paws and Mario hand cursors from Super Mario Maker. The cat paws belong to producer Takashi Tezuka’s cats and the dog paw to senior director Yoshikazu Yamashita’s dog.

[zsnes]

what about that arm on the right

[zsnes]

whos cat is that

[cozyastronaut-deactivated202010]

Really, really nice resource for DID/OSDD (especially given the recent drama with Tr*sha P*ytas

[ourfragmentedmind]

"ur such a people pleaser"

thanks it's the Trauma™

[fortuneaday]

[A white fortune cookie paper with black text reading: Your fondest dream will come true within this year.]

[airframeextender]

[anxietyproblem]

Instagram

[sentientdessert]

…  I feel called out…

[fvckeddown-deactivated20200706]

// God we at the gates, we couldn’t see, hear, or touch you but we had faith

we know we messed up, we human and we make mistakes

so we just begging we get in and that you’ll have grace

God, what if we didn’t mean it

what if the place we grew up forgot to teach us

what if we never even got the chance to go and seek it

then what

then what //

[whitepeopletwitter]

[memewhore]

[sassy-echidna-deactivated202202]

Aka men on the bachelor have no taste

[kirishima-hates-terfs]

I don’t know what generic ass white man they had on but she was too good for him anyway

[florapatite]

no but you don’t get it, the reason for the sloth costume is that the bachelors big thing about him is he’s a virgin (i know it’s ridiculous). so she comes out of this god damn limo slowly flailing about and goes, “heeeeeellllooooooo. i heeeeeaaaaard yoooooou liiiiiiiike tooooo taaaaaake iiiiit slooooooooooooooooow” and it was the best thing i’ve ever seen on the bachelor and he definitely didnt deserve her

[monfufu]

[forsakenoathkeeper]

if u dont acknowledge the fanfics u read, the writer won’t think anyone is actually taking the time to read their stuff, which makes our effort feel wasted and our passions feel worthless

[wintermoonqueen]

Tell. The. Fanfic. Writers. How. You. Feel.

[starscheme]

I will always reblog this. It’s important.

[yespolkadotkitty]

The more you comment and engage, the more content you inspire.

[hatefuckingunconditional]

“i like your personality!” thanks! It’s a complete copy of others traits I picked up along the way to fill the empty shell of the person I am!

[old-friends-senior-dog-sanctuary]

[bpdgooglesearches]

how to get over the fact that your fp has other friends too like everybody else

[redemptived]

FAVORITE PERSON

- fāv(ə)rət pərs(ə)n

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1. the back draft that takes me out into the ocean spinning me around and around till i don’t know which way’s up. a gentle kiss to my lips and i get a rush of oxygen. Like the mermaids who give the princes kisses in fairy tales, i can breathe under this current. i close my eyes and sink. find my new home at the bottom of the ocean.

2. do you know what it feels like to burn? to be consumed in a never ending fire that can’t be sated. do you know what it feels like to love? because i do, i’m better at it than you because when i love i love with the same energy as a hydrogen bomb going off in your backyard. and none of us will survive this catastrophe. don’t get too close, but also don’t go too far where i can’t follow.

3. i can’t help but pick, whether at my face or my arms or at the little things you do that make me upset. i can’t see things the way you do. I roll a nat 20 perception check 24 hours of the fucking day 7 days a week, i notice that shift in your breath and my heart drops to the floor. i didn’t mean to make you agitated please just know i love you with all my heart.  

[adisorderedpersonality-blog]

Gotta love when you make your fp mad so you just keep on saying you’re sorry because you’re so anxious and then you feel like you’re manipulating them into feeling sorry for you and so you say you’re sorry more and then you feel like you’re manipulating them so you say you’re sorry-

[bpdghoulie]

me when i scare off a potential romantic interest, not caring because abandonment issues and a delusional belief that i can and will get my ex back.

[iceeh]

In order to avoid letting my borderline self fuck up my new interpersonal relationship, I made some rules for myself that I thought may be helpful for others w/ BPD and FPs?

DON’T OBSESS! If they haven’t answered you yet, they’re probably busy. If they leave you on seen, they probably couldn’t think of a response or felt like that was a good stopping point. If they haven’t talked to you all day, wait for it…………….. they’re probably busy. Chill!!!

DON’T SPEAK FOR THEM! This doesn’t mean literally (though that isn’t great either), it means don’t have conversations in your head and pretend like that’s their actual view on whatever the topic was. This is a SUREFIRE way to get Fucked Up, because if you’re expecting a reaction, you’ll do anything it takes to avoid that reaction and then the topic will never get brought up and you’ll continue to panic and be miserable over nothing.

LET THEM BREATHE! If you start to go down the abandonment spiral, you’ll get clingy and possessive, which tends to manifest as distancing yourself in an attempt to not seem overbearing. Follow their lead, talk about boundaries, do whatever it takes to fully understand their position and what they’re comfortable with. AND MAKE SURE to accommodate YOUR comfort too! **very important**