stove burns on your hands // show them to my friends

19 m - half a leering bruise hidden in the dark

[august-undergrounds]

you win some you lose some

[august-undergrounds]

i would have loved to die for you

[august-undergrounds]

suppress all appetites // become unkillable

[august-undergrounds]

sasha has the deepest burn ive ever seen on her left arm

[august-undergrounds]

all 24 wretching with desire

[august-undergrounds]

first nosebleed of the summer

[torturequeen]

Ok great so Im punished

[august-undergrounds]

shift lead at work told me six times today to be careful around the knives because they're sharp and i can't cut myself on them ... there are many benefits to visible scarring i suppose

[august-undergrounds]

what's the most you've ever missed someone?

either last summer or this april. same person, maybe. i missed her so badly i made myself sick, walking around in the rain with no shoes and never sleeping, bleeding in the shower, praying. praying so violently it left me sweating and shaking like those pills at the lake. i wrote a poem about the praying, but not the lake, and not the girl. maybe i'll show it to you.

either that, or my mother. but i miss her all the time. sort of a chronic emptiness there, in my chest, where mothers go. i think i miss everything and everyone. i miss you sometimes, when i look at my hands and the sky.

[9e978e]

via

[sizzlingcandyjellyfish]

NEVER be vulnerable. FLUSH your medication down the toilet. LIE when people ask how you’re doing. SUPPRESS your feelings. ALWAYS be irritable and abrasive. MAKE SURE you push away anyone who’s close to you. CANCEL your therapy appointment.

[thedecayer]

What if i was beating that dead horse out of self defense huh

[jerreeeeeee]

not every mutual fits neatly into an archetypal medievalism but there are some mutuals that im like yeah addressing you as “my liege” would come strangely naturally

[jerreeeeeee]

what mutual is prev

my liege lord

my loyal knight

my wise wizard

my evil advisor

my brother in arms

my lady muse

my wild mermaid friend

my fellow alchemist

my dashing rapscallion

my monstrous foe

Remaining time: 2 days 19 hours

[august-undergrounds]

inshallah he dies soon

[august-undergrounds]

scary day

[august-undergrounds]

you remind me of a warm cup of tea on a cool early morning

thank you anon ... been a while since i've drunk tea in the mornings, usually its all coffee. maybe this is my sign to make a cup of tea tomorrow morning

[qweople]