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[vacuiterror]

sorry im talking sm im a lonely girl, my mother hates me, im proud of my small accomplishments and i dont rly have anyone to tell

[vacuiterror]

i either get my life together this summer or itll be my last 🤣

[mynowherenothing]

Lets beat the sensitive young man for more information

[mawmenny]

[datamalwre]

[vacuiterror]

ive also been clearing up my room, throwing a bunch of junk out, 75% of the work is done. a week ago the floor wasnt even visible, now i just need to dust and go over my wardrobe. finally looks like a semi functional person’s room! once im done ill buy myself some incense and start trying to decorate it a little bit.

[makingimages]

[vacuiterror]

i don’t like nicholas chavez’s vibe but. cant deny that is an attractive man

[vacuiterror]

Would you rather be a snail or a roly poly?

roly poly!! i love both, but i was obsessed with roly pollies as a kid and im still envious of their ability to.. ball up! they’re so cute

[vacuiterror]

ran my first 10k, had two yummy coffees, the last of my banana bread, im painting my nails now (they look shite but it’s just for fun) and then im gna wash my hair and take a nap before i do my chores :D i rly enjoyed running! im trying at this life thing

[fairycosmos]

being ugly is smth i have to stop caring about but well i cant deny it has cursed me in this specific world

[vacuiterror]

[vacuiterror]

i wish i had more ppl to talk to as well but ive been stuck inside so long i literally don't know how to socialize anymore im just a husk of my former self

ive never been able to socialize properly but, sadly, it truly is just forcing yourself to do it; there’s no way around it. thats what im gna have to do so im terrifieddddd, but i have to do everything i can to get out of this

[vacuiterror]

i think i literally just need more ppl in my life. i have one (1) friend, and i mostly only ever interact with my suffocating mother. all i ever engage in is housework and self torture, i dont feel like a young woman at all

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[beetlewoman]

adult backpack wearers of the world unite

[vacuiterror]

why do i want to destroy myself so badly? like genuinely, where does this desire come from and why is it so strong?