RATCHET BEASTS

My soul shrivels and dies daily.

[augusta-vradica]

hi i am augustavradica rate my blog https://t.co/OpWC8oWGB5

[augusta-vradica]

Just deleted my ex off of FB

It was time. He’s a beautiful man and lots of fun but I just can’t even be virtual friends with him. 

boy, bye.

[augusta-vradica]

"You can be sad today, but tomorrow is a new day. "

I really hope I can believe these words tomorrow, because today it is impossible.

[augusta-vradica]

When the only tracks are yours 👌 (Hakuba, Nagano, Japan　白馬村)

[augusta-vradica]

Today I turned 27

I want to kill myself.

[cute-animals-only]

[fozmeadows]

the lesser-known roof-fox makes its nest

[newyork]

San Francisco, California | Photographer: Charles Leblow

[augusta-vradica]

Trying not to hit trees or fall in creeks ###

[augusta-vradica]

From December, when we were in Kansai for our translation and interpretation clusterfuck--I mean, course.

[augusta-vradica]

もう一つの点

日本語の勉強は進んでいるけど、まだ自信を持って話せない。特に目上の人と。私は本当に頑張っているのか、と自分に聞くと、もうちょっと勉強する時間がつくれそうな気がする。でも、最近すぐに疲れたり週末は山に行ったりして、帰ったら食べて眠たくなる。

まあ、卒業式はあと二週間で、その後春休みに入る。春休みのうちに勉強しないと。

[augusta-vradica]

I’m just going to queue up a million pictures from the past few years

A lot has changed since I’ve been in Japan. I feel like I would hate the person I was when I was 22 and came here to work. Sometimes I still hate myself, but that’s a work in progress, and some days are better than others.

I think I’ll be posting on here more regularly as well. My life is going to change again drastically in the next 6 months, and this might be one of the only ways I have to stay somewhat sane and not go out of my head with stress as well as what I assume will be inevitable despair and disappointment. 頑張っていきたいんだけどね…

[augusta-vradica]

So I climbed Togakushi last summer. I am terrified of heights, so I was grateful for the cloud cover. 

[games-frontier]

Source

[bellygangstaboo]

“New Jersey father” is a weird way to spell nazi

[melaninmedicine]

^^^

[kiango]

so when is Child Protective Services gonna remove this dude’s kids from his custody

[quietstorm-thundathighs]

^^^^

[augusta-vradica]

Bridgitte Bardot quotes are my favorite

"Men are beasts and even beasts don't behave as they do." "You can be barefoot and have worries." "Solitude scares me. It makes me think about love, death, and war. I need distraction from anxious, black thoughts." "People are forever finding something wrong with you." "I tried to make myself as pretty as possible and even then I thought I was ugly."

[misopaste]

Jigokudani Monkey Park - Hot-spring Village

[augusta-vradica]

This isn’t in Hakuba... This is almost 2 hours away in Yamanouchi.

[adeles]

in which we are all Adele