pervert at large

Poe | they/them | 21+ | minors and discourse will be blocked sexualizing fish guys is a full-time job and I'm pulling overtime { my AO3 | my bluesky | my ko-fi | my shop } all of my ships are problematic, even the wholesome ones. current fandoms: hazbin hotel (baxtious, madcherrisnake, charcifer) + the FNAF movies (vanilliam, aftoncest more generally)

[aulwil]

✨ about me ✨, at least until I get off my butt and make a Better, Nicer about me (this will likely never happen)

hi, I'm Poe! I really like Hazbin Hotel + FNAF + a bunch of other random shit that may occasionally find its way onto this blog. much of this shit is NSFW, so I block minors. I will also block anyone embroiled in The Discourse™️. which discourse? yes.

I'm a multishipper and ship everything except for the things I don't. yes, even the problematic stuff. especially the problematic stuff. hazbin faves include Charlie/Lucifer, Charlie/Velvette, and Baxter/Pentious(/Cherri); as for FNAF I'm pretty solidly stuck with Vanessa/William and the truly nightmare combination of Vanessa/William/Michael.

I write a lot of fic on AO3 at Aulwil and post some of it here on this blog. you can also frequently catch me hysterically blorboposting on bsky (aulwil). or you might know me from my fanbinds! I also have a shop through ACGGoods where I sell stickers and keychains — currently it's just some Baxter and Cherri Bomb pinups, but more will come!

my personal post tag is #quoth the raven because I think I'm hilarious. I tag any posts of mine that lean more negative with #certified poe rant for ease of blocking that stuff if you don't want to see it. if you send me an ask and it takes five million years for me to reply to it, I promise that it's not you, it's me — I'm terrible about stuff like that.

alright cheers everyone, that's basically everything you need to know about me. hope you enjoy your time here on Mx. Poe's Wild Ride ✨

[murmurmurena]

[aulwil]

[through tears and gritted teeth] who actually wanted an explicitly trans & proud about it character in hazbin hotel like who even wanted that. I didn't want that. I would never want that, that's such a stupid and immature thing to want and care about. who would ever want that lol. not me of course

[aulwil]

look. look at me. look me in my eyes. I know that edgy cartoons will not save me. I know that in the grand scheme of things this matters approximately the same amount as what brand of milk I choose at the store. I know that there are a metric fuckton of issues with "representation" as it's been contextualized with shows like hazbin and helluva. please believe me when I say that I understand all that. I don't need (general) you to waltz into my tags or askbox talking about how Um Akshually It Doesn't Matter because I know it doesn't matter.

but. but. and I'm going to get into real-world politics here for a second, so. you know. fair warning.

I live in America. I am lucky to live where I do in America, a west coast city with a progressive leaning and a wealth of queer community. this does not change the fact that the people currently in charge of my country explicitly want me and other people like me dead. I consider myself lucky that I am not medically or legally transitioning so that I cannot be targeted by them. I go by my deadname every day I go to work and every day I speak to my family because I can't afford the struggle of NOT doing that. and again: I consider myself lucky. I consider myself extremely well-off in this regard. even still, I live with all that knowledge every day of my life. I am a trans person and I know that there are many people in my country who would like me to not be a trans person anymore, whether because I detransition and go back to the future wife of their dreams, or whether because they fucking kill me.

it's against this background haze and this miasma of knowing exactly what so many people would do to me if they got the chance that I would have really liked to be able to point to one of my favorite little guys and say, "hey, you know what? the people who made this little guy support me, and they support me EXPLICITLY and PROUDLY, and they're not afraid to show that by making this little guy just a little bit more like me." it's their character, their show, and their choice, and that's fine — but to everyone else who was disappointed about this, yeah. I see you. I'm with you.

[aulwil]

[through tears and gritted teeth] who actually wanted an explicitly trans & proud about it character in hazbin hotel like who even wanted that. I didn't want that. I would never want that, that's such a stupid and immature thing to want and care about. who would ever want that lol. not me of course

[scienceviewscreen]

Project Hail Mary // Incorrect quotes 2/?

[rxskxxx]

fish😎😎🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟

[aulwil]

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for reasons that I'm sure are understandable, I hesitate to post photos of myself on the internet. however, I am fairly proud of my Baxter cosplay pics and will share the one above, which is the only serious one that doesn't show my face, and some of the goofier ones that probably won't doxx me.

unfortunately, I no longer have that wig. in my infinite wisdom, and the rush that I was in to get out of the state park day use area before they locked us in there at closing time, I set the wig on top of my car while I packed up and then promptly forgot to put it back IN the car before I drove away. it wasn't until 30 minutes of driving that I realized my mistake and at that point, we were halfway down the coast and the park was well and truly closed. we went back to check the next morning, but no dice. I suppose the positive side is that I was already planning to make a new one. still, kind of a bummer 😅

the wig (RIP) was styled by me, the lure (RIP) was soldered by me, the coat was sewed by me, and the glasses, pants, boots, and gloves were all purchased. I made the earfins from foam and painted them with acrylic paint — they're also on the chopping block to be remade because I need to find a better way to actually wear them. photos were taken by my beautiful and amazing friend who is not in fandom and does not have a tumblr account.

I may post more later and if any mutuals are interested in seeing the full set of pics, they're welcome to ask 💖

[aulwil]

I'm on beach vacation right now and I saw these shorts in one of the little tourist shops I stopped into. when I tell you that I stopped dead in my tracks I mean that so very literally. then I went back to my rental and hid in my room and doodled Baxter instead of socializing.

[aulwil]

I learned how to solder today. for Baxter #forbaxter

[cutstrings]

bittersweet ending

[basementexplorer07]

[cutstrings]

oh miss cherri... your bombs...

[drowning-in-cabbages]

Those I want to get to know better

Tagged by @luneandbarbecue

READING

- A Language of Dragons by S. F. Williamson

LAST SONG

- Sticks and Stones from How To Train Your Dragon

FAVORITE FLOWER

- Hibiscus

FAVORITE COLOR

- Turquoise

CURRENTLY WATCHING

- The Summer Hikaru Died

CURRENT OBSESSION

- Final Fantasy 14. I just bought a computer to play it on.

CURRENTLY WORKING ON

- An essay for college

LAST GOOGLE SEARCH

- Calculator

WHAT YOU’RE WEARING RIGHT NOW

- Godzilla Minus One shirt

tagging: @animaticbaker, @n0tamused, @the-void-via, @peachy-ciel

[nata-or-smth]

Those I want to get to know better

tag game!!

⭒𓆟⋆｡˚𖦹 𓆜✩⋆

Thank you so much for tagging me @tutullyunreal and @raedensoradraws!!!

The chain is getting rather long so I'm hiding it </3

READING

𓆝 I've started 'The Heroine’s Journey' by Maureen Murdock but haven't gotten past the intro yet

LAST SONG

𓆟 Fair by The Amazing Devil! I love them so much </3

FAVORITE FLOWER

𓆞 Dandelions! So many are blooming right now, I'm happy

FAVORITE COLOR

𓆝 Yellow-green! Though I tend to pick orange for drawing, it's very versatile and pleasing to my eyes

CURRENTLY WATCHING

𓆟 Avatar: The Last Airbender for the first time! I'm getting all the references now >:D

CURRENT OBSESSION

𓆞 My interests are too fleeting and unfortunately I don't have any at the moment. The last one was Caine TADC and lasted for about a week

CURRENTLY WORKING ON

𓆝 A ballet drawing thingy, wish me luck

LAST GOOGLE SEARCH

𓆟 Sacred Scarab. I still can't figure out if they have wings

WHAT YOU’RE WEARING RIGHT NOW

𓆞 Black t-shirt with pink hearts and sweatpants

Tagging: @yourubersawcrit, @vanillray, @fhazel27, @birdmitosis, @spoiledspine, @sawbones4117

My mutual situation is pretty dire. I'd love to see your answers, but no pressure if you're not up for it <3

[birdmitosis]

READING

- Pandemonium by Daryl Gregory; I just finished Revelator by him and I just had to check out more of his stuff...

LAST SONG

- Wake Me When It's Over by Faouzia

FAVORITE FLOWER

- I'm really not sure I have one... I'm inclined to say snapdragon, maybe?

FAVORITE COLOR

- Orange!

CURRENTLY WATCHING

- I'm slowly doing a School-Live! rewatch at the moment!

CURRENT OBSESSION

- Keroro Gunsou (the anime). Especially Kururu/Saburo and Dororo/Kururu. I am just down bad.

CURRENTLY WORKING ON

- Nothing at the moment, sadly. I feel bereft, but my brain has been mush for the past 6+ months...

LAST GOOGLE SEARCH

- 'hearts html' (I knew it was ♥ but I wanted to copy-paste it somewhere I couldn't just use HTML to conjure it!)

WHAT YOU’RE WEARING RIGHT NOW

- PJs! Includes a Stranger Things nightshirt. I only ever watched the first few episodes of Stranger Things. 🤔 (...And now 'thinking emoji' is my most recent Google search!)

Tagging some mutuals, but honestly, if anyone else who sees this wants to do it, please do!

@salty-an-disco @toon-topaz @minotaur-asterion @aulwil @synthbug @geroyu @valentronic @wynn-ing @nevermeanttoknow @galagotchi

[aulwil]

thank you for tagging me, @birdmitosis! 💖

READING

the plans for Titanic's B-Deck. I've placed a hold on the book they're collected from, Titanic: The Ship Magnificent, but it hasn't come in yet.

LAST SONG

Santa Maria, Strela do Dia as performed by Apollo's Fire

FAVORITE FLOWER

this is like asking me to pick a favorite star...uhhh they're all beautiful ? I guess I am very partial to oleanders. I'm sad I can't grow them where I am because it's too cold for them. maybe if I ever get rich and get a greenhouse hahah.

FAVORITE COLOR

red 🍎

CURRENTLY WATCHING

a lot of Oceanliner Designs.

CURRENT OBSESSION

taking into account the Titanic answer, I'm going to give you three guesses and the first two don't count. yeah it's still Baxter. specifically right now I'm obsessed with the concept of late 1800s spanish catholic choir girl Baxter.

CURRENTLY WORKING ON

my fic for the Girliepop Bang, still. it's almost finished and I'm very excited about that. also, a commission fic for a friend. outside of fic, I'm crunching a Baxter cosplay to have it ready to take it on a trip to the coast this weekend.

LAST GOOGLE SEARCH

"edible flowers" because I needed it for the aforementioned Girliepop Bang fic.

WHAT YOU’RE WEARING RIGHT NOW

my work uniform, which is a black button down, black pants, and my one instance of rebellion in the form of bright green socks with avocados all over. you can't really see them when I'm standing up so I can get away with wearing them.

anyone who sees this and wants to do it should do it and you can say I tagged you if that makes you feel better, but I'm especially going to tag @diuueliz and @thespookiestace and @princetore 💕

[aulwil]

the fact that I made Baxter grow up in a devoutly Catholic family in late 1800s Spain combined with the fact that my extremely loose backstory thoughts for Valentino also have him being Catholic (albeit in America over 100 years later) means that they could have some absolutely fucking insane sex I'm just saying. like the sex was going to be insane no matter what but holy shit

[twig-the-escaped-cephalopod]

i am Thinkimg . about the Character. and listening to a Song. i a m sure this will not have repercussions

[aulwil]

now that I've become completely enamored with the idea of Baxter being Spanish whenever I see something about Spain I send it to my friend like this

[mebssann]

A guilty bystander