TE AMO IN AETERNUM

𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐈 𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 𝐌𝐄 𝐈𝐍 𝐀 𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐆, 𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐖𝐎𝐎𝐃, 𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐘 . . . ◞ 𝐌𝐈𝐃𝐖𝐀𝐘 𝐎𝐅 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐀𝐋 𝐋𝐈𝐅𝐄

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𓏲 ࣪₊ ཐིཋྀ┊𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄 [ˈrev(ə)rē]. ♱ XVIII ↑. renaissance man of the 21st century. hierophant of katabasis. “therein lies sacred geometry of onanism, of ouroboros, of punishment.”

꒰ 𝐼. etiquette (+mlists)・𝐼𝐼. index・𝐼𝐼𝐼. she, demise of dostozai・𝐼𝑉. inferno・𝑉. rêvesque・𝑉𝐼. q&a・𝑉𝐼𝐼. ♡ ꒱

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Ещё один старенький рисунок,залью всё сразу, мне все равно в соц сетях не особо везёт обычно

[aureatchi]

Omg I love that its been 2 years and you’re still talking about him

rêvia never changes 🙂‍↔️

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a little music taste from me. i fancy cocteau twins, eminently for their use of glossolalia. the concept remains close to me. language and words fall apart into insignificance and become unreliable — what is unmasked instead is the bare soul (sensation, sentiment, soul), not defined by any words in itself, found through the music

[aureatchi]

spring in audio format, to me)

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and summer’s

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they could never make me hate you baby

[iiumz]

[aureatchi]

wait okay because i have accumulated many new people on here hi i am reverie and i am not normal about bungou stray dogs’ antagonist fyodor dostoevsky apologies in advance if nothing. i say about him makes sense and i am also sorry if you witness me pseudo-philosophically posting about him late at night my brain does not ever catch a break. just smile and wave thank you

[aureatchi]

dostoyevsky (author) stated he wanted to talk to at least one person about everything in the way he conversed with himself. it’s a simple and universal thought, but regardless, it has circled itself in my head repeatedly ever since i read it.

because, the words hold a deeper weight if you come from a similar plane of mind, which holds a contradicting desire of the same intensity—to not speak at all. it is a war of extremities: to kneel before another as they become the recipient, intimately familiar with the map of all the dents and ridges of your soul, like kissing the hand to recognise the fingerprints of your digits. or, to not bare yourself at all, but losing salvation of union. vulnerability is not vile if looked at properly; it is only fragile, and can shatter into the objects of pandora’s box, including cruelty, if handled incorrectly.

and it is that war he (fyodor [bsd] ♡) battles with himself. to trust is a concept foreign to his authorisation. the matter is not just being seen—if he were to be seen, he would have to be seen in all of his entirety. truly, he wishes a vivisection of the lowest crevices and and highest mountains of his anima, like a dissection to trace the gyri and sulci of the brain. misunderstanding is a parasite that has plagued him—it is why he longs to be known only in perfect totality and nothing less; it is what “everything” means to him, out of his knowledge that he would not be known at all, if he were known only partly (all-or-none principle). such intensity he keeps under the layers of his intellect and emotional restraint, in efficiency for his goals—is there a human who could hold all-consuming fervency without catalysing him, without suffering him? it is why he rambles so much from the intellect, in hopes that the quiet subtleness of his philosophy could perhaps be acknowledged through the permeable surface, personal analogies to reveal shadows of his soul.

[aureatchi]

a 🪡 , centred and opening with an excerpt from on nietzsche, by georges bataille :

i. georges bataille defines “communication”; on nietzsche. ii. mansfield park (1999) iii. the bite by edvard munch iv. letters to vera, vladamir nabokov. iv. extracting the stone of madness, alejandra pizarnik. v. … vi. nostalghia (1983), andrei tarkovsky. vii. drawing by tim dayhuff. viii. les films rêvés (2010), tim pauwels.

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👁️👀👀👀👀👁️

the news 🤡

[aureatchi]

Reverie by Pantone: Racing Green

With Love, Bella ʚїɞ

ah, la mia BELLA DONNA!! ♡ this was so nice of you to send me and to include me in your rounds of ask gifts. thank you for thinking of me!

as for the colour, this shade of green is soo opulent 🙂‍↕️ i am pleased by all earth tones. now i am so curious about the thought behind choosing this for me (if you would like to oblige!)

[perriaeyjeve]

[camelliapollen]

durdle door / dorset, england

[aureatchi]

hello again!! tis i, ⭐ anon stopping by :D i hope i'm not sending too many asks before you have a chance to respond to the ones i've already sent, i fear i have a bad habit of forgetting when i've sent asks and getting surprised by seeing myself on my dash..... please do take your time though!! there's no rush to answer anything i send, i'm just happy to have someone entertaining my rambles <33

i do understand what you said in response to my last message, about missing the earlier arcs of bsd... it had a different feeling IMO, and maybe that is the sentimental part of me talking (i'm hopelessly nostalgic over the time period when i was reading bsd for the first time, so i can admit i'm biased T-T) but alas. i am looking forward to the next part though !! once i'm fully recovered from whatever...... THAT ending was, i'm sure i'll be thrilled to read the next installment.

OOOO AND YOUR WIPS !! that is something else i'm excited to see, i patiently (and eagerly) await any new writing from you 👁️

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i apologise for keeping you waiting for a few more months, darling! i believe i will be a bit better with my responses, now that my semester is over. anyway, you never overwhelm me with your asks, i am always glad to see you (and for your knowledge, i have only one other to get to from you). ♡

i am the same as you! one of the things on my to-do list is to literally reread BSD from the beginning, because my longing for the earlier arcs has just grown stronger since this hiatus (i say i hate this series and then wish for it to return lmao) + i want to refresh my characterisation — i actually want to liveblog it on here and bother everyone hehe

i can finally write oh my gosh, my ⭐️ please wait just a little more! it is all i’ve been waiting to do this summer. T_T and actually, if you see this, please look out tomorrow . . . i do have a little appetiser! thank you for being here, and as always, i hope you’ve been doing well in the meantime

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a blessed june from i, to you. may this month and the season treat you well, and do keep yourself hydrated, please! ♡ i type this on my new phone, as after years of keeping the previous, i have been gifted a new one ahah (truly new beginnings)

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Dostoyevsky, The Brothers Karamazov

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Detail — Portrait of Philippe de Croy (1460) by Rogier van der Weyden † Savonarola by Michael Hussar