it's literally so fucking crazy that 10 tries so hard to get away from his trauma and his sadness but he literally never manages and everything he does just ends up with him being even sadder like any friend he makes inevitably leaves or meets some horrible end til he's left alone again and he just becomes more and more miserable no matter what. and despite all of that he's still so unprepared to die like out of all the nuwho doctors he's the one trying to cling on the hardest while screaming at the universe about how unfair it all is!! like his entire existence was basically nothing but more and more loss but he STILL wants to keep going and living and doing things!! but ofc that's not how the world works so we have to watch him die scared and alone after several minutes of him begging for his life. insane character
