Hello my lovelies. This has been a long time coming.
First off I'd like to say that I love you all more than anything. You all have helped mold me into the person I'd only wished I could be.
Recently my mother's best friend, a.k.a my second mother (I grew up in her house due to the fact she's my neighbor) nearly overdosed on prescription pills that she was using incorrectly (drug abuse). Her colon died and she's in the hospital on the ventilator, clearly not going to make it. I feel as if I am losing a mother and it's really taken a toll on me.
I haven't been myself lately. I'm doing better in school but I've become bitter and honestly rude to a lot of people I care about around me.
I've shut a lot of people out and it's just not me.
I'd just like to say that there isn't a group of people I love more than all of you. You guys are my family. You've spoken to me through attempted suicides and before therapy sessions and through the near-death of my sister without even knowing it. You guys, just by saying hi, have stopped me from doing so many stupid things and there is no way I can thank you enough.
That being said, it's time that I leave this roleplay.
I don't think I've ever cried so hard or contemplated anything this much.
But at this point in my life, I think it's best that I leave the group.
I cannot express my love for each and every one of you in words, but I truly love you all. I really do. You're my friends; my family.
Thank you.
Lindsey.
