I'm killing myself. I get that. I know what could happen, I know where my health could lead. I Don't need reminders, I need supporters. Everyday I tell myself what's wrong with me, I don't need to hear it again and again. I know you're worried but what the fuck am I suppose to say to calm you down? I'm worried too. I'm the one who'd have to lose a leg. How do I calm you down if that happens? I'm scared too ok. Maybe I don't show it, but what good would it be if we both did? I'm sorry, I just can't be strong all the time. And I can't comfort you when I can't do it for myself.













