Robb

You met me at a very strange time in my life.

[wolkzz]

[toiich]

Pina (2011), dir. Wim Wenders

[konoko]

[eldiariodeuninvisible]

[australley]

At some point, I used to wish I would disappear from this world

The whole world seemed so dark and I cried every night

Will I feel better if I just disappeared?

I was so afraid of everyone's eyes on me

During those beautifully beautiful days, I was in pain

I hated myself for not being able to receive love

My mom and my dad, they're only looking at me

It’s not how I really feel but I keep getting farther away

The saying time is medicine was really true for me

As the days went by, I really got better

But sometimes, when I'm too happy

I'm afraid I'll be in pain again

I'm afraid that someone will take away this happiness

Those beautifully beautiful memories were so painful

I was hurting and hurting but the pain wouldn't go away

My friends, all these people, they're only looking at me

This isn't how I really am but I keep getting farther away

But still, maybe I can be

A bright light in this world

Maybe after all of that pain

I can shortly shine a light

So I couldn't give up

I couldn't fall asleep peacefully for a single night

Because maybe if I keep trying to get up like this

I will find myself

How painful must it have been?

How painful must it have been?

How high must my hopes have been?

To my youth - Bol4

[australley]

There was something about you that now I can't remember It's the same damn thing that made my heart surrender And I'll miss you on a train I'll miss you in the morning I never know what to think about

[australley]

Do you think I have forgotten? Do you think I have forgotten? Do you think I have forgotten about you?

[australley]

Tell me, where's your hiding place? I'm worried I'll forget your face And I've asked everyone I'm beginning to think I imagined you all along

[australley]

I think some words are overdue Could we just do it over? Can we just talk it out like friends Because I need your shoulder? I know we ended on the wrong terms But I said we're past it So why you texting me with questions You don't gotta ask me, like

“I know it's random, how you've been? Do you remember 'bout this band you said you listened to? When we were younger, when we were softer When we were all about each other Hope life is treating you better Better, better”

Girl, what's with that? Yo, cut the act 'Cause I don't got time for laughs No, I do not want the past But if you are ever in need And God has you down on your knees And you do not know who to be Then go on and come home to me Because I'm here If you need me I'll be here Right here Said I'm here If you need me I'll be here Right here

And how you liking this new guy? I know you always want the new life I hope you taking care of you, like The way you cared for me in my time See you got yourself some new friends No, you don't need to go to Houston You got me thinking back about then Girl, I wonder why you texting 

Girl, what's with that? Yo, cut the act 'Cause I don't got time for laughs No, I do not want the past But if you are ever in need And God has you down on your knees And you do not know who to be Then go on and come home to me Because I'm here If you need me I'll be here Right here Said I'm here If you need me I'll be here Right here

[h-u-m-a-n-o-s-s-e-n-s-u-a-l-e-s]

[love]

“You met me at a very strange time in my life” Fight Club (1999)

Art by M.S. Corley

[australley]

It's not a silly little moment

It's not the storm before the calm

This is the deep and dying breath of

This love that we've been working on

Can't seem to hold you like I want to

So I can feel you in my arms

Nobody's gonna come and save you

We pulled too many false alarms

We're going down

And you can see it too

And you know that we're doomed

We're going down

My dear

We're slow dancing in a burning room

I was the one you always dreamed of

You were the one I tried to draw

How dare you say it's nothing to me?

Baby, you're the only light I ever saw

I'll make the most of all the sadness

You'll be a bitch because you can

You try to hit me just to hurt me

So you leave me feeling dirty

'Cause you can't understand

We're going down

And you can see it too

We're going down

And you know that we're doomed

My dear

We're slow dancing in a burning room

[australley]

And I could easily lose my mind

They way you kiss me will work each time

Calling me to come back to bed

Singing “Georgia on my mind”

Pulling me back into the flames

And I’m burning up again, burning up again

I never should have told you

I never should have let you see inside

Don’t want it troubling your mind

Won’t you let it be ?

[australley]

I've been gettin' lost in translation

Trouble keepin' up communication

We were havin' fun, now I can't wait to be done

Feels like I'm the only one that's sick of playin'

Baby, why you gotta keep me hangin'?

It's like an apple of temptation, oh yeah

You let me get a bite, out of sight, out of mind

Until I found a bruise on the other side

[australley]

The green in your eyes makes me feel warm inside

[australley]

Next one I choose to trust, I hope I use some common sense

But I cut people out like tags on my clothing

I end up all alone, but I still keep hoping

I wanna feel all that love and emotion

Be that attached to the person I'm holdin'

Someday I'll be falling, without caution

But for now, I'm only people watchin'

[australley]

I think about you all the time, throughout my daily routines

You might think you're nothing special but you're special to me

Yeah, I hate it when I see you always put yourself down

Please don't worry if you lost, there's always a way out

I know it's easy for me to say I'm not in the same spot

But I'll stay with you forever, we can stare at the clock

Let's have a party for two until our eyelids close

I'ma ask you to dance and I ain't taking a "No”