[legallybrunettedotcom]

[autistic--mothman]

I have filled 9 of these boxes FULL of political science, law, history books that my dad obtained over the course of teaching at a college for FORTY YEARS. He died years ago but my mom and I never cleared his stuff out and now that she died I have to clear both of their stuff out.

I found a book he got in 1957 when he was a teenager which is insane.

As a note I have done this since 2am and it is now 4am. Adhd is wild

Also for some reason baby photos of me were in the cigar boxes that were BEHIND the books.

[autistic--mothman]

Also I found these buffy trading cards that were definitely my moms since she loved buffy

[microraptorhours]

i love you archival work. i love you alphabetizing. i love you sorting. i love you reshelving. i love you document restoration. i love you shelf reading. i love you inventorying. i love you analysis. i love you archival work.

[autistic--mothman]

I have filled 9 of these boxes FULL of political science, law, history books that my dad obtained over the course of teaching at a college for FORTY YEARS. He died years ago but my mom and I never cleared his stuff out and now that she died I have to clear both of their stuff out.

I found a book he got in 1957 when he was a teenager which is insane.

As a note I have done this since 2am and it is now 4am. Adhd is wild

Also for some reason baby photos of me were in the cigar boxes that were BEHIND the books.

[pixiecaps]

big fan of whatever the youth is doing to torment scientology buildings

[pixiecaps]

they couldnt take the heat

[doctordotdj]

[thatsamadeuppenalty]

going to dnd for the first time in literal ages looking like the poster girl for an ad campaign about checking in on your friends, can I just be shot???

[thatsamadeuppenalty]

ohhhhh okay that was a preemptive you will be ugly crying on the ride home type fit...noted!

[autistic--mothman]

We are being tortured by dnd i miss our sexy elephant man already, sobbing

[funny-tik-toks]

[ecstasydemon]

the part of adulthood that no one ever warns you about is the amount of surfaces you need to acquire to put your things and trinkets on

[autistic--mothman]

So having both parents die meana you look through their vinyl collection and find a SIGNED wolfe tones vinyl

[chongoblog]

ITS APRIL 13 YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS

FETCH ME NEIL

[chongoblog]

[chongoblog]

HAPPY BIG TWENTY NEIL

[autistic--mothman]

Paid the mortgage today! Also gave the credit union my moms death certificate. Am adulting somehow. Still can’t believe my mom is gone and I will be a 22 year old homeowner through the worst means possible.

[stuckinapril]

I’ve had tumblr for 4 years but some of you bitches have had it for a decade. It’s time to seek penance

[stuckinapril]

wait I’m curious now . Reblog this with how long u’ve been on tumblr for. Dating back to ur oldest blog ever !!!

[jollygreengiantdick]

For anyone who wants to see the exact date and time you started on tumblr:

Tumblr is a place to express yourself, discover yourself, and bond over the stuff you love. It's where your interests connect you with your

[queerforscience]

How long have you been on Tumblr?

< 1 year

1-2 years

3-4 years

5-6 years

7-8 years

9-10 years

11-12 years

13-14 years

15-16 years

17-18 years

Since the beginning (19 years)

Voting ended onMar 25

Round to the closest year! I couldn't figure out the best way to succinctly communicate, for example, >10 but <=12 in a way accessible to people with varying degrees of comfort with math notation.

[marciellesmusings]

My blog is as old as my students.... (I teach grade 9 and 10)

[autistic--mothman]

i do not reconmend having a family filled with mental illness because man my cousin who got a cursed combo of bipolar and schizophrenia (the only issue with that is because she is unwilling to get treatment)

Said cousin decided to text me, my mom(who died literally less than 24 hours before), my aunt all basically trying to contact me to “make shre im ok” (translation is find a way likely to manipulate me into allowing her to move in as she has tried to do that with my mom.) she has bad gangstalking delusions as well as sometimes a belief that my mother stole her eggs to create me. That last bit is why I am absolutely no contact with her.

The big kicker of that though. I have been staying with my sister at her hotel because being at home sucks right now and I just had a bad vibe. Well we went to my home to get my moms oxygen stuff so the medical equipment company stops harassing my DEAD MOMS PHONE. And guess who was at the fucking door with her 7 year old child.

I, comically, opened the door looked at her said FUCK NO FUCK NO slammed the door in her face and locked it. My sister and I literally had to call my aunt to save us because we couldnt tell if she left after hollering at us and having her kid yell for us for about 20 minutes.

We legit had to warn the funeral home director that thwre could be an issue ans now I am convined that she absolutely is going to make a scene.

Thankfulky ive got suoer great friends coming plus a large extendedfamily who are not going to let shit slide but still.

[radioactive-earthshine]

You've heard of multi-shipper now get ready for multi-headcanoner: where multiple interpretations of the same character coexist in your head and they are all great.

[autistic--mothman]

It is cathartic to work on a playlist for my moms funeral. The amazing devil, irish trad music, fleetwood mac. All her favorite music and music I hold immense connection to her with.

I miss her so much and it hasnt even been a day. I just want to see her again but I promised her i wouldn’t see her for a long time because I have to get my dream career and keep on living even without her. She has been my rock and the best mom ever ans I just fucking hate cancer especially cancer that was literally only found a couple weeks ago and we literally haven’t gotten the genomic results back because it was a weird cancer that they couldnt identify.

I got a call earlier asking for corneal donations from her which for me was such an easy yes because i know she’d love to be able to help someone after death. It made me happy the idea of her beint able to continue on within someone even if I never meet them.

She stayed awake and aware until friday when my sister and the attorney came to finish the trust si everything would go to me (my sister is grown and has kids older than ne so she doesn’t need it and lives in maine)

God im 22 and legally without any parents now I am just so distraught abd upset and overwhelmed and just want my mama back. Its not fair its not fair its not fair she deserved to outlive trump a nan she fucking despises. I have tons of family and friends coming in but i just i need to be able to lay my head on her lap and cry. I cant do all this without her.

[tu0fu]

🪽

[autistic--mothman]

Laying in the couch bed at the ICU with my mom here for reslly really bad cancer that basicslly popped out of nowhere(as in this went from a hospital trip for pneumonia to cancer is everywhere including brain, trachea, eye, lung, and they dont even know ehat type of cancer it is yet and they had to send it for genome sequencing)is something I dont think id ever wish on my worst enemy. At least the hospital cafe food is pretty good and the hospital chaplain is amazing and has given me so many resources (am not religious at all but hes a good support beam right now as is the social worker ans palliative care doctor)

If anyone has any good fma, bnha, tgcf, mdzs fic recs right now send them my way.