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Wills: Can you tell the difference between "I" and "L"?

Me: Yes. "I" am still alive, while "L" is not.

#death note /#light yagami kinfeels /#death mention /#bolded text /

*brings a custom L mousepad with me whenever I take my laptop somewhere so no one suspects that I’m literally Kira*

#death note /#i don't know if anyone cares but here it is lmao #my brother made it in his graphic arts class in high school :D

*brings a custom L mousepad with me whenever I take my laptop somewhere so no one suspects that I’m literally Kira*

#death note /#light yagami kinfeels /#i mean i mostly bring it so i can use it as a mousepad #but that's why i bring this specific one lmao

I still think it’s fucking hilarious just how little a grasp I have on the entire concept of death? Especially considering how many of my kintypes are literal mass murders. lmao

#death /#light yagami kinfeels /#someone on a site im on died the other day #and i just found out about it #and its kind of fucking me up a bit that like this is an actual thing that happens to people lmao #i didn't even really know them either so ???

A notebook that literally kills people cares more about using trans peoples names than cis people do tbh

#death note /#murder mention /#like how fucking pathetic is that lmao #light yagami kinfeels /

mathes0n

how would the death note work with like .trans ppls preferred names and everything

mathes0n

like how i ASSUME it works is that its whatever name that the person is going by (like not even just trans ppl just anyone with a different name) but idk how a supernatural notebook works

cunningarborist

I’m not sure it would work like that? Because L, the detective who was going after Light, used L as their name instead of their real name because they thought that the serial killer needed the true name of the person in order to kill them.

mathes0n

MMMMM thats true but L wasnt really L’s name as much as an alias?? idk

autisticlightyagami

Actual, literal Light Yagami here!

From what I remember from my testing, any name a person consider's to be 'their's' would kill them. So a person named Robert, who also goes by Rob could be killed by either name. But if Robert had a different name when he was younger that he no longer uses or considers his, that name can't kill him.

An alias wouldn't kill you, but you have to be careful that it stays an alias. I definitely remember killing quite a few criminals using what had once been their aliases.

#so i dont know whether or not L was his 'real' name #but he considered it his name enough that it was the name that killed him #ALSO!#im not 100% sure about this since testing it was too dangerous #but using a name that a person doesnt consider theirs counts as a mispelling!#so if you tried to kill someone who's name you thought you knew #but they had given you an alias instead #they wont die #and if you intentionally use a name that you know that person doesnt use #that could kill you if done enough times #so if someone tried to kill someone they knew was trans and who no longer goes by their birth name #by using their birth name #the trans person wouldnt die but the death note user could if they did it enough #light yagami kinfeels /#death note /#murder /

Someone: Aro/ace people are straight!

Me: *crashes through Wall Maria* What the fuck did you just say?

#i just remembered this blog exists #oops lmao #reiner kinfeels /#bolded text /

traumato

Fictionkin problems

Not being able to tell if that conversation seems familiar because you’re rereading/rewatching/replaying/etc your Canon or because you actually remember it taking place

#lionblaze kinfeels /

Me: *feels unknown but obviously fictional kintype feels for months*

Me: Wait, I think this kintype might actually be [character/fictional species]!

Kintype: You know, I think I'm done here. Bye!

Me: ...

#charmander kinfeels /#grimmjow kinfeels /#not a kinfeel /#technically i guess?#bolded text /

It’s funny though. Some of the stuff that would be seen as otherkin “taking it to far” or whatever is literally stuff my dad did with me when I was a kid. And like maybe that had some effect on me becoming otherkin in some way?

But like, when I was a kid, we’d ALWAYS refer to our hands as paws and our feet as hooves. Not in a “no you don’t have hands/feet! You have paws/hooves!” Kind of way, but like just they were pretty much interchangeable with each other? Animals didn’t have hands or feet (sort of), but we definitely had paws and hooves.

#caps /#father mention /#aardwolf kinfeels /#hawkfang kinfeels /#general kinfeels /#yeah just ignore me #its 5 am and no one cares

Me: My blog is literally called Autistic Vriska.

Me: I am Alternian Trollkin.

Me: I am also Vriskakin.

Me: I've even listed that in my about so people can know some of my kintypes!

Cishets: Wow you transes sure are mean to us innocent cishets! Are you a troll?

#vriska kinfeels /#bolded text /#troll kinfeels /

Person: Are you a boy or a girl?

Me: I am Kira.

Person: Okay, but what's in your pants?

Me: Just a notebook.

Person: Well, at the very least tell me what your "real" name is!