Painting my thoughts

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You know I'm meeting several people , encountered several experience with these people . They all say you had every chance to fall in love again and there are so many stars in the sky , so many fishes in the sea and I don't know at which I'd lost and I'm searching you in every person i've encountered even if he just have your exact name , body shape , skin tone , voice it's enough for me and with that thought and thinking I'll make sure to live and breath

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Will Survive

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Hearing on loop #thoda thoda

Parvaigalum puthithu

Vazhkayum puthithu

Ovorumuraiyum puthithu

Thegatta thegatta ketkum paadal

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I'll leave my past behind without closure may be soul was impure may be I'm dead maybe there is no soul left in me though I've to survive ....

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Add on work make me forget the reality of world immerse in the shield of priorities

Add on work that makes me immerse in the dark forgetting the cruelty of the world

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And we always feel terrible, lonely , insecure and so on feelings when we don't have a soul partner and longing for love feelings ♡

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I know I can't give my pure Virgin to you and it's hurting me that you're not the person who touched me and sensed me and it hurts that ingimacy song of sharing the things between those couple and I know I can't giving those feelings to you .. and thinking of that I'm dying inside deeply ...

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It's always you .. always been you ... the saddest part is that you don't have any idea about it ..

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A simple things easily reminds you is that your fault or my mind

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That typical in me always wondered how are you .. are you alright, are you just fine .. atleast happy , that random thoughts of you whenever I cross the path that we cross each other and the way that we look a glimpse eachother .. and I miss each and every memories that I had with you

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One day my thoughts, sadness , love , care and all the thing that I have for you and i hope it will fade like cotton candy sky

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In the room full of people

I wanna squeeze your hand in mine tighter when I face those faces I really don't wanna meet them in life tym

I will hold you tighter than ever that there is no tmw

And I just want you caress my hand with your thumb .. that's all I need

I don't want your money expensive gift ...

All I want is hold your hand ...

I want your look that o had you Babe

Look in to my eyes

Concentrate on our breath

I know you had gone through a lot .. I'll give you my shoulder you can lean for your life tym this your place this your home...

That's it ..

This is all I need ..

I don't need word of explanation fir his action in this ..

A smile a caress a tighter even tightly holding my hands .. 

Thsi is all I need

Is this too much

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I fear about asking more in this temporary relation ... so I ended it without notice

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Did you ever feel the warm , cozy , frustration, and finally fulfillment between friendship and love and you sick of it to define whether is it love or friendship ... either way of defined you need this man in your life to defined it every step in your life ... is this taken to be sin or is taken to be beloved . ....

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When u really want it and ask for it and then you asked it and that's where your pride goes down and then you silly always go and ask for it ..

All you ever asked love and attention .

And that's the costliest thing in this world

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I thought that I've founded one that indeed love in virtue of virtual with you and again it proved me wrong..

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I clearly know that you're the walking red flag and I can't control my emotional thought of you ...