Painfully hungry and cold.

Aortic veins

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Intro post because everyone apparently makes these i guess

This is my 4th? 5th? vent account, nothing happened to the other ones, just rather have an actual private ish one (not worrying about my friends seeing it etc)

Uh, Again rather not give out my name, but you can call me Aortic if youd like? ig veins would work too

Im a guy if that means anything, he/him

Not revealing my age, but do not dm or anon or etc me weird shit. please

This is a vent account. Full stop. I probably wont put tws/cws on txt posts, i will with a cut for/if theres photos. Block me as you need

Uh you can ask for me to tag smth spesific if you need it, its not a bother and i dont mind

I really really like guitar and wanna play it someday istg

As writing this, this blog is still a work in progress, give me time, i promise im not a bot 😭😭

I am or guess want to be an artist, i also write fanfic things sometimes, depending on what it is, it might be posted here though it wont be anything good, so dont get your hopes up

I have several issues. I dont know exactly which ones, but ones. (The only thing i know for sure is an eating disorder and probably depression, but not diagnosed, i cant for personal reasons, yk healthcare, etc. wish i could but alas!)

I relapsed lmao. 02/July/2025

I go on tangents alot, if you cant tell by the intro, i feel like i constantly have to explain myself no matter what it is, im guessing thats the reason

Uh i dont really reply all that often, dms, asks, etc. Kinda really fucking bad with words honestly, so if i dont reply its nothing personal

Uhgh im too lazy to write a dni because. people dont really even read/use those do they? Generally assholes etc, i block as i see fit

I cant understand my own feelings and often feel numb to everything

uh i cant think of anything else to add, and i feel sorta stupid writing this, so ig thats all for now

Tags are tbu

• The heart muscle aches - my awful inconsistent writing

General warning for Eating disorder shit/numbers that come with it, general suicide ideation, etc etc yk the jist i guess

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motherfucker i know im fat god damn just shut up

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why have i posted 442 times no one likes this shit

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still alive i guess

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And sure

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I really forgot that shipping wasnt just for postage in english oh no

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im going to fucking die here what dont you understand

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I didn't sign up for this not one bit

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at this point this blog is just to see if someone was termed or blocked me

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on the note of that, i am so wildly suicidal right now because of like 0.6 social interactions?

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it is kinda funny how my depths are to worry

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havent been here in a while um

apparently one of my main mutuals is selling themselves to keep 2 people safe. i havent talked to them personally but i wonder if i should

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Always the first last resort

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apparently i worry people

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its snowing

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well then uhm

so does it count to loosing nnn if it wasnt entirely your fault?

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i havent done shit all day hell