:dual pov, switches randomly, third person
⁀➴Childhood best friends, you and Gojo have always shared a deep bond. Hidden feelings and jealousy surface when another girl shows interest in him, causing tension. After a vulnerable confession, you both realize your love for each other, turning your friendship into a romantic relationship.
Inspired songs: Paper Rings by Taylor Swift, You are in love by Taylor swift, Gorgeous by Taylor swift, False God by Taylor swift, Cinnamon girl by Lana Del Rey, Bed Chem by Sabrina Carpenter, Colors by Halsey, Wish You Were Sober by Conan Gray, One last time by Ariana Grande
Warnings: Fluff, some angst, smut, praise, unprotected sex, drunk words=sober thoughts,
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You and Gojo were best friends. Doing everything together since you two were young.
You understood the hardships he had faced, growing up being seen as a weapon, learning to mask his emotions with jokes, hiding himself through a personality many despised.
That was with everyone but you, he let his guard down with you.
It was so easy with you, your smile that easily came out around him, your bewitching eyes that almost seemed to make him drown in them, even your heavenly laughter that erupted from the depths of your delicate throat.
Oh he was in deep, but would he ever admit that? no.
He busted into your shared apartment, "Y/nnnnn" his voice rang out in an almost singy songy voice. He came into your room stepping over the small clutter that lay on your floor,just clothes and useless notes you use for university.
You groaned, "Toru shut up" you said nuzzling deeper into your covers, he grinned mischievously opening your curtains letting all the light in, "You need your vitamin D y/n come on you're gonna be late to class" he said trying to pull the covwers off of you but you were just too strong.
"Fuck, you're strong remind me later to ask you your upper body routine" He says straining. That was until you let go and he fell back on his butt groaning. You let out a giggle, getting up lazily, wiping your eyes from the sleep that is still is there. "Fucking asshole," he muttered rubbing his butt, what's worse is he doesn't have much meat on his ass so his bone is bruised.
"Maybe don't try to force me awake Toru, coming in here like it's a goddamn musical," You said, tiredly getting up. Your sweatpants rolled up your calves to your knees making you look like some evil villain from Barbie.
Your hair a rats nest, mascara you forgot to take off last night smeared under your eyes making your eye bags even worse.
The worst thing about it? Gojo still thought you looked alluring as you usually do.
He stared at you eyeing you up and down enjoying the tired disheveled look you had. You drug yourself over to your closet, pulling out a random outfit combo.
"You know you look like you just walked out of a thriller movie don't you?" He asks getting up wincing from the bruise.
You scoff rolling your eyes with a grin, "right" you say humming trying to push him out. Grunting you say, "come on get out I need to change" you said, "Why scared I'll like what I see?" He grins playfully before groaning dramatically as you swat his bicep knowing fully well it didn't hurt.
"Way to hurt a man's ego" he says smiling, as you push him harder, "fine fine I'll get out" he grumbles walking out before peeking back in with a grin, "kiss to go?" You swat his hand and you heard his laughter outside the door descending as he goes into the kitchen.
Once you're finally done getting dress you walk into the kitchen lazily smelling either something burnt or Gojo was an A star chef. As you walked in you saw a shameful look, "so um you know breakfast didn't go well, let's go to that cafe you wanted to go to" he said smiling.
You grumble, "Gojo I have to get to class I like...25 minutes" you said glancing at the clock above your kitchen counter.
"Yea yea it'll only be few minutes come on" he basically drags you out the door as you comply letting him take you to that cafe. Because if one thing was for certain Gojo was a damn good persuader.
You two finally made it to the cafe, the warmth welcoming you, light chatter heard around, the smell of fresh baked breakfast sandwiches, the smell of bacon overpowering the scent of coffee.
You smile looking around not noticing the way Satoru Gojo was staring at you like you were the only thing in the room, his breath knocked out of him from the look of awe in your face. He loved seeing it.
"I love it in here" you said smiling brightly as you both approach the counter, "can I have..." you said ordering your usual while Gojo was just awestruck over how beautiful you were. You are always beautiful obviously but in this environment it's like it empowers it.
"Gojooo hello?" You said waving your hand in front of his face, snapping him out of his trance he laughed awkwardly, "oh can I just get a Carmel Frappuccino extra cream" he says before the cashier cut him off, "less coffee?" They ask blankly.
"How'd ya know" he grinned playfully, "you come here every Tues-" the barista started,"Uhhh let's go sit over there" Gojo says urging you to go sit down, glaring at the barista, "come on Nanami did you really have to make me look like a fool" Gojo said sighing dramatically. Nanami just stared at him and turned around making the order.
Gojo saunters over to your shared table seeing how the light made you look softer, almost angelic.
He sat down sliding in smiling, "enjoying it so far?" He asked hopeful, you looked at him "it's alright" you said and his face dropped. You laughed smiling," I'm just playing Toru it's beautiful in here, I love the atmosphere" you said grinning.
He relaxed arm along the headrest, eyes studying you." You're beautiful" he says softly, before your head snapped slightly catching what he said.
"What did you say?" You asked ears slightly pink, "What? What's that our orders ready I better go get it" he says smiling awkwardly zipping out of the booth going to the counter and their order was definitely not ready.
He sighed, grumbling to himself, "fuck stupid can't just say shit like that" he said running a hand over his face groaning.
The bell rang, their order was ready, finally.
He got and carried the two drinks over to the table and one single muffin you got. "Mmm thank you," you said smiling. Grabbing the muffin off of the tray and your drink, he nodded mumbling a quick "your welcome".
You both ate and drank in silence, "thanks for the meal Toru, I have to get to class now" you said smiling, he nodded, "alright want me to pick you up after your lecture?" He asks. You nod, "yea like usual" you said before waving goodbye.
Then there sat Gojo watching the girl he's had the fattest crush on, walk away only knowing him as a friend, but oh how much more they could be if she would just see.
You made it to class, feet dragging as you were deep in your thoughts a random girl stopped you, "hey I know this is kinda weird but you know that white haired guy you hang out with? Gobo? Gogo?" she says thinking. "Gojo" you correct nodding, "yea him, are you two dating?" She asks.
Your heart picked up, you didn't know if you liked it or not, "um no why?" You ask.
"Oh just wanted to know before I try to shoot my shot, gotta be a girls girl right?" She says laughing smiling walking away, "right" you mumble looking down at your clenching hands.
Class ended, yet all you could think about was that interaction. Why did you feel so...protective?
It's not like you two were actually dating that's your best friend, but hearing someone else seeing that good in him. Seeing that side of him that was reserved for you? Why did that make you feel so....envious.
You drug your feet out of class, phone in your pocket, head down.
You heard a familiar honk and there he was. Satoru Gojo in all his glory. Smiling so brightly it could make someone go blind.
Yet she was there, that girl that asked if you two were dating, Mira.
You smiled fakely hopping into the passenger seat of his car.
They talked but you tuned them out not really listening, unsure of your own feelings.
"Oh y/n you told her about me?" He asked a hopeful look in his eyes but little did he know you took it the opposite way then what he intended. "Oh yea" you said glancing out the window just wanting to get home.
He nodded studying you noting your gloomy presence. He slowly turned back around smiling politely at the girl nodding to her rambling, shortly after he said goodbye. A note with a phone number later on his dashboard, almost as if waiting for the right time to strike and ruin something she didn't even know was there.
He started driving, taking glances every so often at you making sure you were okay, which you obviously weren't but it's not like you were gonna tell him.
"Wanna talk about it?" he asks softly, you turned to him acting confused, "about what?" you said obviously faking it. He sighed not pressing the subject further. Turning forward watching the road, cars passing by, a silence filled but not gone.
He strums his hands against the steering wheel, strumming to beat of the bass from the song playing.
You sighed staring out of the window watching trees and buildings pass by. Gojo noticed just how down you were. He wasn't an expert at reading you, not when you were like this. Shutting down, shutting him out on your emotions. It must've been something important for you not to tell him, you told him everything.
"You know y/n you can tell me I won't judge," He says softly, almost too softly. Letting himself be out there for you to take his offer or refuse, "No it's fine Gojo....it's nothing important" you said. "Obviously it is important for you to shut down like this" he said his voice raising higher, hands gripping the steering wheel.
"Just let it go Toru" You said not wanted to share your complicated feelings with the person it was about. He scoffed, "Why am I not trustworthy all of a sudden? For gods sake y/n I'm your best friend" He said almost bitterly, hurt flashing through those beautiful blue eyes.
You suck in your breath, suprised at his outburst, "Fuck, sorry I didn't mean to say that...it's just you do this thing where you shut down and dwell on it for however long it takes you to forget about it or the problem eleminates itself... I just want to be apart of it for once, Let me help" He said glancing at you tiredly.
"Sorry Toru just..not this one" you said almost sadly looking out the window. He sighed nodding his head muttering a quiet, "alright."
The rest of the drive home was tense, full of an unspoken silence neither of them wanted to touch or even acknowledge.
He dropped you off at the shared apartment, "I have to go teach my class I'll.....be back" He said not really making eye contact with you, you nodded your head, 'Okay" you said as he smiled but it never quite reached his eyes. You watched him drive off, the engine getting distant.
You went into the silent empty apartment staring ahead zoning out, mind think over how he looked at you. With those beautiful eyes of his, the way he looked like so concerned for you.
Did he seriously care that much for you?
That night was a silent dinner, and the silence only grew worse. Days dragged into weeks and weeks soon turned into two months of you and Gojo doing this silent dance of existing but not yet talking.
It's not like he didn't try, he did. You just shut down completely, pushing him away scared of what he might think, or do when he found out that you loved him.
Loved his bright blue eyes, that toothy grin he used in the mornings to wake you up, the lips of his that he used to spill jokes that always made you smile, that big heart of his getting anything you needed even if you didn't ask. You started to realize just how much he cared and, it scared you.
It was like when you drop a soda can, just waiting to explode. Bubbling bursting at the cap.
You saw Gojo smiling at his phone a lot, that soft smile usually reserved for you now implanted onto his phone, probably Mira.
It got worse after that, you did everything you could to avoid him. Not quite coming to terms with accepting that he could feel the same. Thinking he wanted Mira you didn't want to hurt your heart on something that won't turn out good in the end.
One night your guys friend group went out to bar, as a reunion in a type of way. Nobara also wanting to drag you out knowing the slump you have been in.
You wore a simply black dress and some heels. Your hair nicely done and maybe some light makeup, you walked in and your eyes fell on him instantly.
He was laughing, laughing so easily with that smile that graced his lips.
He glanced at you his expression falling almost unguarded before he snapped out of it talking to Geto.
You walked over there talking to Nobara as she slid you a drink, you took a sip not being a hardcore drinker.
You heard Gojo behind you, the air was tense, filled with unspoken words.
You drank more than you intended wanted to lose yourself in the feeling rather than think about Gojo. You thought he didn't notice, he did. He saw the way you barely spoke to anyone and just sat at the bar.
He pulled a stool next to you, the chatter now distant and low. "hey you need to calm down on your liquor" he says gently, knowing how emotional you get.
"I'm fine Gojo" you said a frown on your lips,"I just stopped thinking about you then you just had to check on me" you said taking another sip.
"Thinking about me?" He said almost surprised, wide-eyed, his breath hitching in his throat.
"Yea thinking about you and that stupid girl Mira..just having to talk to you" His ears perked up and what you said,"Mira?" He asked. "Yea her talking bout some 'need to be a girls girl right?' Shut the hell up just because I say we aren't dating doesn't mean I don't feel anything for him" you said hiccuping.
He smiles,"Really, and would you like to date this mysterious man?" He asked. "Gojo I may be drunk but I'm not stupid I'm not telling you that information" you said almost grinning, the first real smile he's seen in weeks.
He chuckles, a deep rumble coming from his chest,"Right" he says. "What are they doing?" You asked talking about the group,"oh they're catching up" he says glancing at them but his eyes are solely on you.
"I'm just lame over here drinking my worries away like I don't have to go back home to the man I'm in love with, Gojo you know he probably like doesn't like me, I haven't spoken to him, I've been a complete jackass to him because I can't figure out how to tell him my feelings without scaring him off" you said sighing.
"What if he does like you?" He asks humming, "Oho no" you said take another drink groaning as you lay your head on the table.
"Hey come on let's get you home" he says getting up rubbing your back. "No" you groan dragging yourself off the stool willingly getting off. His arm snakes around your waist helping you not stumble. He just listens to your babbles that made no sense whatsoever.
He waved their friends off as they giggle shooting knowing looks and Gojo rolls his eyes before smiling.
He was just happy to have you in his arms, finally.
"Hey let's get you settled in okay? " he says gently helping you into his car, fastening your seatbelt for you.
"I don't wanna go home, I have to face him he doesn't like me anymore" you started rambling. He chuckles a throaty sound coming deep from within his chest.
He slips into the driver seat starting the car, fastening his seatbelt.
"You know I'm sure if you talked to him about how you're feeling I'm sure he'll forgive you" he says.
"Yea? What about that Mira girl she likes him a lot?" You grumble, he smiles "well I'm sure he doesn't see her that way just probably wants to distract himself from you" he says face falling knowing his words were true.
"He just so nice and sweet and funny, but I don't tell him that or his ego will get big, but I don't think I could inflate it more then it already is, but honestly if I was him I'd have an ego too, because he's so like unreal. I love staring at his ocean blue eyes they're so pretty, and his smile..God it gives me butterflies" you said smiling out the window.
"He sounds like quite a man" he grins looking forward the sky darkening beautifully, the sun peeking slowly disappearing below the horizon.
"He is" you mumble, sighing eyes drifting off to sleep. He glances at you smiling fondly at you, god you didn't know how much he wanted you.
The car ride was silent, but almost soft.
Finally he pulls up to the apartment, turning off the car and getting out closing his door.
He opens your door carrying your sleepy body as he easily holds you bridal style closing the passenger car door.
He enters the complex making his way to the apartment you two share. Finally once he's in he sets you on your bed sighing wiping the hair out of your face, taking your heels off, covering you with blankets. He started to leave before you grabbed his wrist looking at him pleadingly, "stay please" you said desperately on the brink of crying.
God he couldn't resist you like this, he sighs taking off his shoes and climbing into your bed, getting under the covers you nuzzle into him as his arms snake around your waist holding you close. You fell asleep easily with his warmth, the slow rise and fall of his chest, his steady heart rate. "I wish you were sober" he whispered sighing eyes drifting off to sleep.
The next morning, Sun peeked through the curtains casting a golden glow in the room, highlighting Gojos soft masculine features. You were the first to wake up as you grumble eyes opening tiredly seeing a sleeping Gojo holding you.
Your lips part, staring at is features that was before he decided to be playful, "oh yea just keep staring I know I'm hot" he says a tired lazy grin graces his lips as he opens his eyes seeing your flustered state.
You scoff, cheeks tinted a rosy pink,"as if Toru now let go of me" you said rolling out of his arms. The spot beside him cold and empty now.
"You know y/n you could've told me how you felt I wouldn't have judged...just sucks hearing from your drunk self" he says arm propped up as he watches you, your posture stiffening at his comment,"what?" You said slowly turning meeting his eyes.
He grinned, "fuck I told on myself didn't I?" You grumble.
"Maybe just a little" he said grabbing his legs off the bed as he sits up, "I'm an easy guy to talk to why'd you shut me out? If you didn't like Mira why'd you let her go for me?" He asks but it just overwhelms you.
"I don't know" you said jaw tightening.
"Y/n-" he starts,"no" you said backing away. Shaking your head afraid of rejection, afraid of losing your best friend.
"Y/n" he says closing the distance having you against the wall as he peers down at you trapping you with his gaze. You stiffen looking up at him, lip quivering.
His hand grazed your jaw as he looked down at your lips before meeting your eyes again.
"Does this answer your questions?" He asks, "what are you talking abo-" you said before he smashed his lips onto yours. A surprised sound left your mouth, eyes widened.
Quickly you melt into the kiss arms wrapped around his neck as his other hand finds your hip, gripping it keeping you there.
He pulled away, faces inches apart. "If you didn't understand, I want you y/n, bad, I've been in love with you for forever" his voice husky, raw with honesty dripping from those pretty lips of his.
Your chest heaves up and down wanting nothing more than to smash your lips against his again, "fuck...I need you y/n, I hate seeing you second guess my feelings I want nothing more than to have you in my arms" he says "and I want nothing more to show you how much I want you" he says,"that is if you'd let me" he speaks in a low tone.
You look up at him a hungry look in your gorgeous eyes, "I want you too Satoru...show me" you say your voice a dangerous tone almost as if you were stepping on lava rocks.
A deep guttural groan escaped from his throat as he heard your words, "fuck all I want to do is ravage you" he said closing the distance his lips finding yours in a hot,messy, passionate rythem.
His hands roamed over your curves memorizing every dip you had, hands finding their way to the back of your dress from the other night unzipping it. The sleeves falling loosely around your shoulders as he helps you out of it leaving you in just your undergarments. And if he thought he was the only hungry one? Oh he was wrong.
Your hands desperately grasp his wrinkled shirt pulling it over his head, making your lips disconnect for a second. He guides you over to your bed placing you gently as he pulls away looking at your body in awe,"your so fucking beautiful" he says kissing your jaw slowly they became more hungry leaving marks all around your collar bone, jaw, and neck.
He unclips your bra tossing it to the side watching your perky breast fall his eyes darken with lust as he leaves light kisses on them kneading one while his mouth nips on your nipple watching your face contort into pleasure.
You let out sounds of pleasure, his tounge ge swirled around your nipple easing the soft pain.
He smiles watching you wither beneath him,"such a pretty girl aren't you?" He asks before focusing on you dripping cunt.
"Fuck your dripping wet, did I make you this way my pretty girl?" He asks smiling as you let out a whine nodding trying to create friction on his hand.
He chuckles slowly, teasingly taking off your underwear tossing them behind him. He forces your legs open peppering kiss on your inner thigh leading up to your cunt making you needy.
He grins as you try anything for an ounce of pleasure, "be patient sweetheart" he says before he licks your slit eyes on you as you leaned your head back in pleasure.
He hums before sucking on your clit, the bundle of nerves heighting your pleasure. He pulled away chin dripping with your juices as he inserts one finger in curling it to hit your g-spot. Making you groan, back arching.
"Such a needy cunt, squeezing my finger" he grins before slowly moving it in and out watching your mouth open in pleasure.
He removes his finger abruptly smiling at you when you whine from the sudden emptiness glaring at him, "aren't you such a tease" you said. Before suddenly feeling his angry red tip dripping with pre-cum.Smearing itself with your juices.
He grins devishly, "only for you" he grins before slowly thrusting in your walks clamping down on him. You moaned head throwing itself as his hand was on your stomach keeping you down.
He groaned, throwing his head back, "fuck your so tight, so perfect for me aren't you" he mutters finally entering you all the way feeling his bulge on your lower belly. "Just tell me when you ready sweetheart" he says waiting for your go ahead. Eyes lust hazed.
You bit your lip getting used to his big size, "alright" you strain. He looks at you with a hint of worry,"are you sure?" He ask and you nod.
He nods before slowly pulling out til the tip is the only thing left before slamming his hips back down against your cunt.
He grabs your legs throwing them on his shoulder giving better access.
"Fuck you feel so good, your so good for me beautiful" he says groaning his speed slowly increasing. The bed creaking by his speed the room full of moans and groans. Quickly his thrust became sloppy as he pulled out cumming on your stomach as you climaxed.
"My pull out game ain't weak" he says his voice tired but a playful grin graced his lips.
You breathily laugh," I think Megan Thee Stallion would agree" he smiles laughing. He got off of you,"come on let's clean you up" he says carrying you over to the bathroom you both shared.
He cleaned you both up, you guys sharing light chatter and playful banter laughs filled the bathroom. Mixed with the shower drops raining down.
You both were cleaned up but the Gojo remembered, "it's Nobaras birthday dinner today" he groaned. You smiled hand in his hair playing with it,"then we should probably get ready," he groaned nuzzling his face in your neck smelling your scent making him easily relax.
"I just want you in my arms," he says and you smiled softly," you can tonight but we kinda promised her we'd be there" you said pulling away from him. He quickly followed his hand not leaving your waist.
You both got ready basically matching as you wore a flowy white dress and he wore a white dress shirt with black pants and you wore black heels.
When you two arrived hand in hand they all exclaimed loudly disrupting the whole restaurant.
"We knew it!!" One speaks
"Give me my 2,898 Yen" Geto said.
"Geto you guessed that they would be together in two months give me MY 2,898 yen" Nanami says staring at him blankly.
Gojos jaw drops at Nanami,"when have you ever been included in things like this?" He asks,"Since people bet recklessly and I win" he says staring at Gojo like he was stupid.
Nobara runs up to the both of grinning proudly, "finally" she says before "best birthday present ever" she says a hand on her up as her other slaps Gojos back making his groan and stumble forward as you both laughed.
Maybe it was worth the wait.
In the end you got the one who's gonna be there for you through thick and thin.
"So that's how you and daddy met?" Your little daughter ask, your youngest sitting on your lap. You nod,"yep he basically threw himself on me" you said as Gojo peaked in gasping dramatically,"your mom is a liar I was very nice when asking her out" he said.
You snicker at him, and grins playfully at you. Your kids groan at the interaction.
Both of them having your attitude and his looks.
"Ew daddy stop looking at mommy like that" they said hugging you to "protect you".
"Yea you nasty animal" you said smiling widely.
"Oh I can show you nasty" He said grinning.
You gasped, "not in front of the kids" you said smiling and the kids groaned in disgust, "eewwwww" they said.
You both smiled fondly at one another.
You wouldn't trade this for the world.
You already had your whole world.
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Thank you so much for reading this took me three days to write even though it's not that much I tried adding so much more detail and bickering then usual. Hope you enjoyed!
