It's a metaphor

My name is Ava Stevens and I am 19 years old. 

[hmunaomi]

I got yelled at by my boss because my neck still looks like it’s been attacked by a rabid animal. Time to freeze some spoons.

[avastevens-bby]

Well your boss is rude for yelling but good luck with covering all that up. 

[biebshq]

It’s the way life operates. When they say the truth, they want the good truth because the "bad" or honest truth always hurts them the most. But if we’re being honest, that’s an ignorant type of logic because in fact it doesn’t matter which path you take. Life has pain.

[avastevens-bby]

I just hate when someone ask me for the truth and says they don't care if it's bad, then when I tell them they get angry at me. I'm sorry. 

[iromeky]

And watermelon just because. 

[avastevens-bby]

Oh! Good choice. 

[iromeky]

Little piece of heaven.

[avastevens-bby]

It is. I also have to add mac n cheese. It's so good. 

[kaleypls-blog]

Because people can’t handle the truth.

[avastevens-bby]

I just don't understand. 

[iromeky]

I could live on cookie dough and pizza.

[avastevens-bby]

Same. It's just so good. 

[avastevens-bby]

[hyfrgemmaarchive]

Oh, sorry. Don’t mind me, I’m just stuffing my face.

[avastevens-bby]

Gemma... you need to share with me. I'm hungry. 

[lolalaska]

The phone call I got this morning is one of the reasons I fucking hate my parents.

[avastevens-bby]

You alright babes?

[iromeky]

Has anybody ever actually gotten salmonella from eating raw cookie dough or are people just trying to stop me from living my life?

[avastevens-bby]

I don't think anyone has. I love raw cookie dough. It's my life. 

[avastevens-bby]

[pstryker]

Netflix has some crazy ass movies.

[avastevens-bby]

It does honestly. 

[gdifoster]

Movie Night || Ava + Zach

[gdifoster]

Zach nodded and smiled at Ava before responding in monotone, “You have no clue how grateful I really am for this, I just need to hear someone be nice to her for me.” Gemma made him happy, even if he didn’t necessarily want to be happy and quite honestly, he had grown these feelings ever since she began showing interest. Maybe he was being ridiculous by catching feelings for someone this easily, but perhaps it was just the way that he was already physically attracted to her. “I’m just worried what Lily will think if things don’t work out between us because I don’t want her to worry about my feelings. I’ll get it through it and I don’t know how to get her to understand that,” he sighed, giving Toby another scratch behind his ears before he rolled over on his side to look at Ava more clearly. “But I really am, Ava, I’ve made far too many mistakes that I don’t want to make and that I don’t try to make.”  The brunet swallowed the lump in his throat as he listened to Ava speak, her words being etched into the back of his mind for later use as he continued to make eye contact with her. “That’s really beautiful. I don’t know where you learned philosophy or anything, but you should write a book about love one day. You seem to be quite an expert, I must say.”

[avastevens-bby]

Ava smiled and nodded, "If someone's nice to me I'm nice to them. Gemma's really sweet so you have nothing to worry about from me." Ava sighed deciding right there that she'd let go of her feelings for him. She'd try to go out on dates and stuff because she couldn't hold on to a guy who has no feelings for her. "Don't worry about Lily. If anything I'll talk to her for you to just relax. I'll bribe her or something." Ava giggled slightly, "And everyone gets heartbroken once in a while, some more than others, but we all grow from it. Plus you have friends that will be here for you if anything happens." She bit her lip slightly closing her eyes. She felt him rolling on the bed so she opened her eyes to look at him, "No matter the number of mistakes you've made, you still get another chance okay? We're human. It's in our nature to make mistakes and learn from them." She sighed and curled up more pulling Toby a little bit closer to her. "I honestly don't know where I learned that from. My love life is at a zero right now so I don't know how I'm an expert at all."

[biebshq]

Aw – sure, sure Ava. Love ya too boo. Ha.

[avastevens-bby]

How are you babes?

[kaleypls-blog]

Chocolate & Little Talks || Kaley & Ava

[kaleypls-blog]

Hearing the girl outside, Kaley stood, set Steven on the bed, and walked to the door. She never locked it, so Ava could have just walked right in, but it was whatever. The brunette opened the door a crack just so she could stand in the space between the door and the frame. “Alaska ate your candy already.” She said jokingly, though her tone was believable. “I’m kidding, get your butt in here.” Kaley smiled, opening the door wider so that it was welcoming and inviting. After Ava had come inside, she closed the door again and then started back toward her bed, flopping onto it, picking up Steven in the process.

[avastevens-bby]

Ava smiled as the door opened and she laughed, "I'll kick Alaska's butt if she ate my candy." She raised her eyebrow just laughing. She walked in and held Toby in her arms just petting the top of his head. She walked straight towards the bed and fell on top of it. "Did you have fun shopping?" She was happy to be hanging out with her friend. Since the two of them haven't hung out in a while. Ava just needed to relax and be with friends without having to worry about something. 

[lilyjfoster]

Awe, are you going to survive?

[avastevens-bby]

No. I need chocolate. 

[lilyjfoster]

Lady Cuddles || Ava & Lily

[lilyjfoster]

Lily smiled and pet the puppy in her hands. “Well that was nice of him. Hi little guy,” she said in the most baby voice that she could muster. “He’s adorable, Aves!” She continued to make baby noises at the puppy before she decided it was probably annoying and stopped. 

She picked up Toby when he walked over to her. He was the perfect size to be cuddled. She kissed the top of his head and scratched behind his ear, making him paw shake. “Confused and stressed about what, babe? I need more details than that.” Lily loved her best friend to death, and she was glad they could confide in each other and have nights like these. They were very much needed once in awhile.

[avastevens-bby]

Ava smiles, "Yea. He's adorable." She laughed a little as Lily made those baby noises towards Toby. "I'm happy that I have a cuddle buddy when I feel lonely at night." She kissed the top of Toby's head and laughed. 

Ava curled up on Lily's bed sighing slightly and thought a little bit about what she wanted to tell Lily. "Confused about my feelings. Stressed about... everything." She covered her face, "I think I like your brother but he likes another girl and I can't help but feel like I'll never have a chance because all he'll ever see me as is his best friend." She uncovered her face, "Then I have my mom on my case everyday about money when I'm barely making any anyways. Plus classes and... I hate my job." She sighed and looked at Lily, "It isn't much but it's stressing me out." She was happy she had Lily because sure she could go to Zach and talk about her stress and stuff but she would never tell him she had feelings for him.