intro post..... after all this time.....
hi!!!!! i primarily go by red, thorn, five, and/or lian, irl mutuals who know my real name try not to use it online pretty please!! /npa
i have ONE DINGULAR SIDEBLOG and it's @average-poetry-enjoyer. i post poetry there which the name doesn't insinuate ever at all (BEWARE THRY ARE !!!! PROBABLY EMO)
main pronouns are they/them + what's listed in bio, im honestly cool with any pronouns
general info:
bi aroace lesbian idk how it works lol
agender, pangender, and genderfluid!! idrk how that works either but im all of those at the same time. basically i don't have a gender bc gender is a construct but im part of the gender fandom yk. so i collect them like pokemon and sometimes some of them go into hibernation and others show up instead but i still have all of them available
neurodivergent (adhd & ocd)
i am absolutely terrible at expressing emotions so be warned!!! if i interact with you i think you're cool and i value you even if i don't say it outright!!! if i seem rude i am absolutely not trying to be!!! /gen
mediple system (fairly certain i at the very least have a fictive and a songtive)
donation asks or messages will be deleted and marked as spam since i can't tell which ones are real and they make me paranoid (also im a minor i have no cash dollars to give)
i use satire a LOT and anyone who knows me irl can confirm
i am Really Bad at in-person socialization like talking and stuff so i will be way cooler and more trendy and hip with the youths today if im like writing and not talking
anti-capitalist!!! this does not mean communist i lowk just don't support any economic system
i have this thing where when im really REALLY hyperfixated on something i get genuinely distressed merely looking at like any fan content of that thing whatsoever as to not disturb the sanctity of that thing so if you are CERTAIN that i really fw something but i don't post or reblog content of it often that's probably why
i will most certainly post and reblog political content very often!!!!!!! so be warned if that's smth you don't like to see
i may use tone tags in seemingly unnecessary circumstances beware
watch out i will like and reblog all of your posts!!! i will flood your activity page!!!! idk if this is improper tumblr etiquette so be warned bc i am going to keep doing it!!!! /pos
i will put userboxes to explain the aforementioned things better.... someday....
CURRENT HYPERFIXATIONS!!!!!!! FINALLY
- alan becker - jesus christ superstar - doom I & II - breaking bad - house of leaves - myhouse.wad
things i fw heavily but am not quite hyperfixated on
- lemon demon - fight club - rage against the machine - baldi's basics - unravel - community - the hoosiers - the fratellis - the amazing digital circus - malware - sacristuff - astronomy - undertale/deltarune - vocaloid - the stanley parable - slay the princess - dayshift at freddy's/dialtown - object shows (bfdi, ii, hfjone, boto, aib, ggg, animatic battle, 5sos, and more) - various musicals (a chorus line, cabaret, west side story, little shop of horrors, american psycho, and many more)
fictional characters im hyperfixated on or rlly like and will probably reblog more content of
- caine (the amazing digital circus) - ragatha (the amazing digital circus) - pencil (bfdi) - narrator (dialtown) (there is actually no fucking content of them so there is nothing to reblog) glados (portal) - harken (die of death) - null (baldi's basics) - akita neru (SPECIFICALLY the one from baumkuchen end credits)
kin list!!! bc im adding it in this section also
- leafy (bfdi) - lightbulb (inanimate insanity) - roger jones (dialtown) - red (animator vs animation) - blue (animator vs animation) - tenna (deltarune) - voice of the contrarian (slay the princess) - mark evan hansen (dear evan hansen)
anti-endos & radqueers respectfully dni. aside from that anyone can interact aside from like really bigoted people but that goes without saying
i will probably come back and add more to this post later
have yourselves a holly jolly holiday 💙🩷💙🩷💙
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