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[averageloserboy]

"A madman is not less a musician than you or myself; only the instrument on which he plays is a little out of tune" -Kahlil Gibran, "The Madman" 1918

I don't really like introducing myself but whatever (also this intro is so disorganized, my gods)

I'm aroace-spectrum transmasc genderfluid dude (he/bug) but I've never been too fond of labels, I'm basically just a teen boy

Diagnosed anxiety and recognized-by-therapist depression. Otherwise, idfk man but something's wrong

I play guitar and I'm an author/poet (for some reason though, I am utterly terrible at writing music). I may post poems here, not sure yet though

My favorite artists are Siouxsie and the Banshees, Twenty-One Pilots, Dazey and the Scouts, SadBoyProlific, we are the dirt, Murder Person for Hire, Blood Orchid, Cavetown, Rebzyyx, Mystic Priestess, $uicideboy$, MCR, MSI, McCafferty, Dead Poet Society, and many many others

I'm not good at deciphering which words to use/expressing things and often fail to say what I mean so feel free to ask for clarification on things if something i say confuses you. Also, I would appreciate the use of tone tags. Ik I'll certainly use them

My idea of fun is climbing tall trees, pretending not to notice no trespassing signs, and playing tag on railroad tracks. That is all I'm gonna say on that topic

Alright, so I like both the Marvel and Star Trek (cough cough will always be better than Star Wars cough cough cough cough cough hack hack choke choke gods i'm actually dying help i'm dyingggg) franchises, but I am also actively working through the movies and tv-shows so please be patient with me. I'm not a fake fan, I'm just a new fan.

Favorite movies: A Wrinkle in Time, Labyrinth (david bowie <333), The Breakfast Club, When Marnie was There, multiple others i can't think of rn i'm tired

To be cringe is to be free

I am currently trying to learn Arabic (my mom was a translator. I'm really bad at it and language in general, but I am trying 😌)

Ik I act weird and annoying or edgy or whatever shit was going through your head when you read this, but I swear I'm not mean. If you ever need to talk or vent or anything like that, I shall always be here (at least until the aliens come back to get me but there's a lot of traffic so it'll take a bit). There's a pretty good chance I understand, and if I don't, I will do my best to listen + help, if you want it

My main blog is @thatweirdbottleofgenderfluid (multiple tws if you decide to check that out tho)

[averageloserboy]

Crap I gotta go to sleep now

Good night everyone, love y'all, thank you for being here

Hope you guys rest well <3

[vinceioum]

if you cut open my stomach all you would find is organ and maggot soup and it would probably taste like ultra paradise monster

[averageloserboy]

Going into my emo era y'all periodic severe depression induced spiraling and posting about it to feel less alone, whether people like it or not. Will probably delete in morning, dw :D

[averageloserboy]

Oh, to have someone hold me while I cry instead of holding myself

[averageloserboy]

Oh god why do I have Mental Health Ed on my schedule??

I'm gonna flunk that damn thing, I swear...

[v1ktorian]

all of the stationery I've bought for school is green #imaslutforthecolorgreen

[averageloserboy]

It's so fun following one person on every single account

WE ARE ALL ONE AND WE ALL LIKE YOU

[averageloserboy]

When the drink starts tasting like "I wish I could've healed my mom before she hurt me"

[thebonehoarder]

[somesharkguy]

all my mutuals look like angels from heaven, and I'm over here looking like a fuckass chud 

[c0cc1n3ll1d43]

when does it end (hopefully never, realistically september)

[averageloserboy]

I find it so funny when alloromantic people are like "I'm taken."

WHO TOOK YOU?? Has thee been stolen?? Has thee been captured?!?? DOES THEE NEED ME TO RESCUE YOU FROM THE DARK CLUTCHES OF HUMANS!?!?!

After that, people ask "hey, why'd you steal their leg??"- like, they stole someone's heart, this isn't equal in the slightest, I'm being merciful

And then it's all like "my heart is broken" YUH NO WONDER they stole it and they're a fucking CLUTZ because they only have one LEG

I love my allo moots but y'all confuzzle me

[averageloserboy]

Bitches love my frog memes

[averageloserboy]

I think it's important to not roll your eyes or laugh when a kid (especially a little kid) says something about their parents like "my momma and daddy yell at each other" or "daddy is scary and he hurts a lot" or "mommy doesn't like when I talk about myself." Because sometimes (and yes this isn't always the case but unfortunately the risks are too high to blatantly ignore what a kid says) there's no proof until it's too late. And it's not always, like, the kid going to school with a suspiciously broken wrist or ending up on the news or a conveniently timed amber alert that means it's too late. Sometimes it's just that one day where you tell them a joke, and you notice that when they laugh, their eyes don't light up in the same way.

You can say I'm being dramatic all you want, but hear me when I say that light never comes back. Maybe it gets relit with a different flame after years of therapy and love but it's not the same fire.

No kid should have to have that original light in their eyes washed away. So stop ignoring them when they speak of rain.

[averageloserboy]

UGHHH why are there always other trees blocking the view from the trees

[ribey3]

𝚋𝚘𝚛𝚗 𝚝𝚘 𝚏𝚒𝚝 𝚒𝚗, 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚌𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚜 𝚐𝚞𝚢 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚝𝚞𝚖𝚋𝚕𝚛 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚒𝚜𝚗'𝚝 𝚊 𝚜𝚞𝚋𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚙𝚞𝚙𝚙𝚢𝚋𝚘𝚢