Smudged ink and rusty strings

Hey! I'm Nick. [He/His] I'm an aspiring filmmaker and writer. This is were I sort of unload things that've been on my mind & other stuff I like.

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My 2017 aesthetic is movies about black people getting stellar reviews and crushing it at the box office

[cybergata]

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goat cat

[gluten-free-pussy]

A coat

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A gat

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Coral Way

Staring into your eyes, Like burning the phantom Of a sunset into my own

Breathe in your scent, Breathe in your breath, Fill in my lungs with you

The touch of your chest, The touch of your legs And your lips on my own

Two nights in my bed, Two dozen in my head, I want to taste you once again.

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The year so far

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Old Dream

A myriad of words unwritten ink, consciousness flirting with the shapeless, abstracts of emotion, the irrational vivacity of your bed imagination, canvases unseen, statues untouched, notes never heard again, the very seconds before you sleep, washes away a museum hall.

[rawlands]

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the best of the best: my all time favorite songs → 7. 5 years time - noah and the whale 

‘cause i’ll be laughing at all your silly little jokes and we’ll be laughing about how we used to smoke all those stupid little cigarettes and drink stupid wine 'cause it’s what we needed to have a good time

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Five years time

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Well shit. Time for us to get stronger then. 

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Today I sold my first script. Ironically words can't put how I feel.

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im so bad at maintaining online friendships!! im sorry to everyone i’ve had a lovely chat with but havent followed up with!! im a very isolating person and i still consider you my friend i promise !!!

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Visiting Grandma again in Aruba, today's the last day.

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Thank goofus it's Thursday

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August's always such an intense month for the last 6 years. It was great but I'm glad it's over.

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Flower of light Messing about with firework glasses and lamps

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Andres Eloy Blanco

LA RENUNCIA

He renunciado a ti. No era posible Fueron vapores de la fantasía; son ficciones que a veces dan a lo inaccesible una proximidad de lejanía. Yo me quedé mirando cómo el río se iba poniendo encinta de la estrella… hundí mis manos locas hacia ella y supe que la estrella estaba arriba… He renunciado a ti, serenamente, como renuncia a Dios el delincuente; he renunciado a ti como el mendigo que no se deja ver del viejo amigo; Como el que ve partir grandes navíos como rumbo hacia imposibles y ansiados continentes; como el perro que apaga sus amorosos brios cuando hay un perro grande que le enseña los dientes; Como el marino que renuncia al puerto y el buque errante que renuncia al faro y como el ciego junto al libro abierto y el niño pobre ante el juguete caro. He renunciado a ti, como renuncia el loco a la palabra que su boca pronuncia; como esos granujillas otoñales, con los ojos estáticos y las manos vacías, que empañan su renuncia, soplando los cristales en los escaparates de las confiterías… He renunciado a ti, y a cada instante renunciamos un poco de lo que antes quisimos y al final, !cuantas veces el anhelo menguante pide un pedazo de lo que antes fuimos! Yo voy hacia mi propio nivel. Ya estoy tranquilo. Cuando renuncie a todo, seré mi propio dueño; desbaratando encajes regresaré hasta el hilo. La renuncia es el viaje de regreso del sueño…

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As I get older I’m finding that a lot of the “intellectuals” I used to admire are actually just condescending and pretentious. And also realizing how much more important it is to be present, considerate, and empathetic because nobody really knows what they’re talking about and anyone who claims to know everything about anything is feeding you bs.

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“When I was young, I admired clever people. Now that I am old, I admire kind people.” - Rabbi Abraham Joshua Heschel

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Today’s set though