foolish one

I relish in the way letters provide. She/her ☆ 25

[avtumnleaves]

sucks that fantasy worlds can only reach so far when it comes to impersonating real ones

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It grows, and grows, and grows

till it's bigger than me

till it breaks away

whether because I'm not strong enough to contain it

or because I'm strong enough to let it go

It wriggles out of my pores

through my skin, dripping off my fingers

and I'm lighter, but burning

Turned to acid by air

it scalds the shame away

cause it craves to be free

so I let it

I free us both

[avtumnleaves]

she fits on this earth the way the moon fits in the sky

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instagram knows all too well who i'm crushing on and it's lowkey embarrassing

[avtumnleaves]

She's now a permanent portrait inside the walls of my brain.

Anytime I see or think of her, I see shiny edges all around me. I almost feel lucky that I'm alive and able to come across such a sight.

I don't think there is any way out there to describe it, but if I wanted someone to undestand, maybe I can compare it to the sun reflecting on the tiny waves the wind sculpts on the surface of the ocean. Gleaming and catching your eyes to the point you can't get enough of it. So many sparks glimmering towards you, you wish you never had to look away just so you don't miss any of them.

And her eyes capture mine, and suddenly I'm under water, and everything's lighter, everything's quiet. I look at the surface, and I know the sun is shining, and everything's okay, because I can breathe under water.

I would feel lucky to be alive if the truth wasn't so devastatingly real.

You don't even give a second thought to my existence. You'll stand there, making the concept of beauty feel silly, and I will look at you, and if you look my way, you'll move on by the next second. But I'll stay there trying to get used to breathing air all over again.

[bylrndgm]

HEARTSTOPPER (2022 - ) 3.05 Winter

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this is one of my favourite scenes😭 i'm incapable of not tearing up every time i watch it

[heartstoppercomic]

Chapter 8 - 3

Vote for Charlie!

Read Heartstopper Online

More info/buy the books: https://aliceoseman.com/

Heartstopper updates three times a month, on the 1st, 11th, and 21st at 11am UK time.

[avtumnleaves]

absolutely loved this update. my heart feels very very happy after seeing charlie receive so much love and support from everyone ❤️‍🩹

[avtumnleaves]

i'm so sad i won't be able to watch heartstopper s3 as soon as it comes out 😭😭😭 i want to react in real time but i have to wait a couple days bc i'm planning to pull an all nighter so i don't get interrupted (by my family)

this is truly heartbreaking for me i feel like i'm gonna be So late to the party

and like. alice is SO excited about us reacting to it and i wanna be part of that 😭😭😭😭😭

[meljwrites]

Sahar and Imogen in Heartstopper Season 3

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i desperately need to know what's going on between these two 😭 alice please don't break my heart (or do, i honestly eat up every piece of art you create)

[ilyrozanov]

mwah 😚

[xoxonxo]

no one talks abt the relationship that tori and nick have over charlie enough. each and every time i reread solitaire i think about this.

[stanasbeckett]

happy 8 years of the heartstopper comic!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICK NELSON AKA LIGHT OF MY DARKEST DAYS AKA SUN OF MY COLDEST MORNINGS I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUU

[ucanbanything]

me:

[chronicintrovert]

IWBFT boys during pride month ft. antics on the tour bus

(btw raya is a highly exclusive dating app)

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i'm with my friend in a cafe studying and she has a stomachache and i don't know how to tell her i would rather her to leave 😭 she came to keep me company and to study together but i am so fucking uncomfortable because i HAD PLANS to get lunch and hot chocolate later and i can't do that know and idk what to do IM HUNGRY and upset

[avtumnleaves]

she wants to go yo my house cuz she left a jacket there last time 😭😭😭😭 help i know she'll want to stay and watch a movie or something i am fully panicking 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[avtumnleaves]

i'm with my friend in a cafe studying and she has a stomachache and i don't know how to tell her i would rather her to leave 😭 she came to keep me company and to study together but i am so fucking uncomfortable because i HAD PLANS to get lunch and hot chocolate later and i can't do that know and idk what to do IM HUNGRY and upset