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not where my heart is, this is where my heart hides.

[awallhidayat]

I wish I were the blue sea that could drown your negative thoughts I wish I were the clouds that could replace your melancholy tears I wish I were the sandy beach that could ease your steep steps I wish I were the swift boat that could take you somewhere only we know I wish I were the green tree that could freshen your pollutant air I wish I were the lovable livable home where you could sleep so tight I wish I were the breaking dusk that could awaken you from the heavy nightmare All of a sudden, I realize, I wish I were everything that apparently unimaginable come true. (at Bira beach)

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"People get drunk and stuff happens in the night that maybe wouldn't happen in the day. And just because that comes as a surprise, it doesn't necessarily means it's a bad thing." - Eunice Noon, The End of the F**king World

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In recent times, there's something I can't get out of my head. It's always distracting how I saw in some mediums about being depressed and mental health. It ain't about my circle is mostly speaks about feel the pain and give in. We may deny, but life is hard tho. Yet, one thing I've learnt, stress is like... every cloud has a silver lining. The way we cope and deal with is matters. The choice is always this: would it take us to recharge or leave us to get another anxiety? Be wise. (at Malili, Sulawesi Selatan, Indonesia)

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I remember serious-cum-deep convo with girl volunteer who's the same year with my sister at the beach. She strongly asked me to treat better. Today, I'm having my sister-cum-pharmacist rookie gets older a year more. It's a bit tense how we see she grows up. Though we always deny, bcs she's always and only our little. Anyway, have a great years! (at Pantai dan tebing Apparalang)

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List #Bukuburuanku #gramediadotcom: 1. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire (Harry Potter, #4) by J.K. Rowling Harry Potter is midway through his training as a wizard and his coming of age. Harry wants to get away from the pernicious Dursleys and go to the International Quidditch Cup...  2. Please Look After Mom by Kyung-Sook Shin An international sensation and a bestseller that has sold over 1.5 million copies in the author's native Korea, Please Look After Mom is a stunning, deeply moving story of a family's search for their missing mother - and their discovery of the desires, heartaches and secrets they never realized she harbored within... 3. Yang Bertahan dan Binasa Perlahan by Okky Madasari Ini adalah serangkaian kisah tentang pertarungan dan daya tahan manusia. Ada yang melawan dan bertahan, ada yang lari dan menyembunyikan diri, ada yang tak punya pilihan selain binasa perlahan... 4. The Book of Forbidden Feelings by Lala Bohang I wanted to say, "I would love to know your obsessions, Is it landed house, gadgets, power, domestic life, succulent plants, achievements, money, work, more likes and followers, health, validations, sex, organic food, pets, perfect selfies, children, sports, religion, relationship, minimalism, perfection, muscles, urban toys, shoes, traveling, or fame?" but nobody is prepared for that kind of question on a first date.  So I said, "You look great." 5. Cinta Tak Pernah Sia-sia by Agus Noor Sebuah perjalanan dan proses kreatif sebagai penulis cerpen di Kompas Minggu selama 27 tahun. SEBAGAI AHLI WARIS PELBAGAI KHAZANAH SASTRA DUNIA, Agus Noor sangat berani mengeksplorasi gaya... 6. The Geography of Bliss: One Grump's Search for the Happiest Places in the World by Eric Weiner  Weiner spent a decade as a foreign correspondent reporting from such discontented locales as Iraq, Afghanistan, and Indonesia... 7. Eleanor & Park by Rainbow Rowell Two misfits. One extraordinary love. Eleanor... Red hair, wrong clothes. Standing behind him until he turns his head. Lying beside him until he wakes up... (at Gramedia)

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#BukuBuruanku #Change dan #gramediadotcom. . LAGI-LAGI KONTES! . KONTES #BukuBuruanku . Setelah kontes #BacaanPilihanku minggu lalu, pekan ini mimin kembali dengan sayembara baru. Dan tentu saja, berhadiah! . Mimin ingin mengajakmu berbagi #BukuBuruanku. Isinya adalah buku-buku yang lagi mau kamu baca banget, tapi karena alasan tertentu, belum bisa kamu miliki. Sertakan juga alasan singkat tentang kenapa kamu penasaran banget mau memiliki dan membaca buku tersebut. Syaratnya: . 1. Follow dulu akun @gramedia.com di Instagram 2. Post buku pilihanmu - boleh bikin list bukunya saja, boleh cari cover-nya, atau screenshot saja dari ponselmu, terserah! Bikin sekreatif mungkin. 3. Pilih 7 judul buku yang lagi kamu buru banget. DAN 7 buku itu harus tersedia di situs Gramedia.com (klik link di bio kami, ya!) 4. Tag paling tidak 5 temanmu di post tersebut, dan tag kami juga! 5. Post dengan hashtag #BukuBuruanku #Change dan #gramediadotcom. . Pemenang akan kami umumkan pekan depan. Ada pemenang yang akan kami pilih berdasarkan jumlah love dan komentar di post kamu, tapi kami bakal lebih memperhatikan kreativitas post kamu, keunikan buku-buku yang kamu pilih, dan alasanmu memilih buku tersebut. Tentu saja, semakin sering kamu post, semakin besar peluang kamu menang. . Hadiahnya? Gampang saja sih. SEMUA BUKU DI WISHLIST KAMU ITU BAKAL KAMI BELIKAN, GRATIS. Dan ongkos kirim kami tanggung. Lumayan, kan. . Tancap gas, mimin tunggu! (at Gramedia)

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At almost each night

Before i get sleep

You're still all in my head

All in my dream

And i wish, you're the first one I see

At the morning

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Remember the same old overwhelmed situation when you thought that you couldn't cope up with? You overcame. You can deal with it again. (at Legian Beach)

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Seems just like yesterday we first met, it takes about an hour to the final day. Here are new friends of mine to share a lot about volunteering, travelling, literary, culinary, and (most of it) shitty things. They are proof: there are still very good people out there. (at Double Six Beach)

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Dark and sorrow and misery attract my first sight a lot. Yet, in the name of pain, i know i have rock and roll pumping through my veins. #goestouwrf #neptunesays #imaginarytalk

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Relief🎈

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One day, there lived a woman who shares her deeply truly love into all families with blood, sweat, and tears. She, with her lovable husband, pushed the envelope for 4 sons, 5 daughters, 18 grandsons, and 8 granddaughters. It was a kinda warmth thing when she's around; everything about her smiles, laughters, and even angers. Then, one day, she passed away. It's precisely two years before, on this day. But, still, there's a never ending story and pray. Al Fatihah... #sliceoflife (di Allu Bulukumba)

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Catharsis (at Boeloekoemba, Sulawesi Selatan, Indonesia)

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"But you'll never be alone I'll hold you when things go wrong I'll be with you from dusk till dawn" #zayn #imaginarytalk (at Dermaga Benteng)

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How come I got soooo many fears and scars while all I really have is keep believing and faith? "Okay?" "Okay."

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"I tell myself I'm done with wicked games But then I get so numb with all the laughter That I forget about the pain."

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"I tell myself I'm done with wicked games But then I get so numb with all the laughter That I forget about the pain." #Louis #sliceoflife