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Um i was going psychotic and got sent to the psych ward i dont remember ltjerally anything i did on this account recently and if i look at it i will probably actually have skme kind of panic attack so im just logging out and pretending this never happened. YAY!!!

here is a consolation cat for anyone who happened to interact with that. hashtag Post episode guilt is awful

#(i was being overdosed on my t and then the cops sent me to the psych ward after the ER putting haldol in me didnt work #my meds are fixed now. im normal now. I was out of control before genuinely. Um. Im outta here!!!!! What the fuck!#oh yeah my doctor was super transphobic too and was breaking a lot of laws so thats also. Part of why #dont worry i advocated for myself

I Understand.

#bottom picture feels so me thats egirl cat !!! ^_^ im girl online egirl cat. yuppp.#realized part about system self i have two alters concrete. little splits from stress yes 👍unsplitdbwhen feel safe. ???? Yes inteoretetion

like looking at this account right now HELP . JESUS CHRIST THR WAY ITS LAID OUT IS SO . HLEP. HELP. OSYCHOSIS.

literally shouldve realized i was psychotic when i pbsessively remade accounts every time i felt threatened in Literally any way possible

#explanation: did not fully accept autistic until now. professional diagnose. accepted. unspecified bipolar = neurotypical understand of my+#+DID. understand now. Understand. 0_e 0_e 0_e 0_e 0_e Wow. Fuck. Shit.

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ME WHEN I REALIZE TESTOSTERONE ISNT SUPPOSED TOMAKE YOU GENUINELY FEEL LIKE YOURE TRANSCENDING HUMANITY AND EMOTIONAL PERCEPTION

#flashing #fast gif #JJEEEESUS FUCKING CHRIST GENUINE GENUINE: SORRY TO ANYONE WHOS KNOWN ME IN THE PAST 6 YEARS #I. HELP. EXTREEEEMEE PSYCHOSIS .#THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING SO GENTLE WITH ME. I NEVER FULLY REALIZED UNTIL NOW. i am not owed forgiveness but like. guh. 0_e dont overdoseguyz

psychotic episode was horrible horrible but made me actually fully accept that i'm autistic and transgender and like nearly all but two of my parts feel integrated right now. holy FUCK

#and fhe two that still exist also feel quite close. don't want to ever fully conjoin #because we will just split right back apart again LOL #sega Is a part of me :) and that's hwhy he was so. Help

finally see why people would "check up" on me though. its because care about me.

hey gamers i've finally stepped out of the 6 year long trauma induced psychotic episode i was having and maaaaybe. just maybe in the future might come back to this account in an odd way Lol

#in the future ofc. but. jesus fuck guys.#i was NOT ACTUALLY 'JUST GOING CRAZY' THIS WAS FULL BLOWN PARANOID PSYCHOSIS #AND NOOO ONE BELIEVED ME UNTIL I OVERDOSED ON TESTOSTERONE AND IT FORCED ME TO EMDR MY WHOLE LIFE #IF I DIDNT HAVE AN UNDERSTANDING PATIENT BOYFRIEND UM . i dont wanna think about where i'd be.#i'm happy that i am finally out of this.... maybe overtime i can rebuild connections i feel i miss #of course no one is obligated to forgive someone in an extreme psychotic episode like this. HELP .

r u still cringe af lol

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