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To all my black followers and friends, stay safe.

Also, I would like to add that black lives have always mattered, will always matter.

It’s awful that we even have to say that because it should be a given. However, we need to say it loud and clear for the racists.

We cannot be silent.

novantinuum

*new Roundtable video* *about the wyrm AGAIN (titled "Steven's Race Against Corruption! (Steven Universe Future Homeworld Bound Theory)")* Haven't even watched it and already I'm thinking "Ah s h i t , HERE WE GO AGAIN."

*sighs slowly*

oh well. he can do what he wants, at this point. it’s not my problem if he makes a fool of himself. i’ll just be in the corner continuing to serve actually well-constructed takes based on show thematics and the nuances of Steven’s emotional arc, instead of leaping to hilariously wild conclusions to try and squeeze every last drop of potential ad revenue from this theory as one can. lol at least most of us theorizers are doing this for free.

also, i believe the word he’s looking for in his video titles is “speculation.” it isn’t a theory if you don’t have jack shit to back it up smh.

awestruck-vox

I debated on responding, comments section sent me here, reached other means but that seemed to go nowhere so I just decided to respond here on Tumblr, where I know I have little followers and minimize the chance of drama by responding to, well, something extremely hurtful.

I just want to say that I am a human being, with my own thoughts and feelings. No one is punching upwards by coming after me, they’re just shitting on someone they know nothing about by making assumptions that I’m doing everything for money. You know what I was doing before YouTube? Making abundance of theories on an old blog. Just like you guys. But heaven forbid I start making those into videos, have the ability to monetize them, now suddenly I’m milking. if I never started YouTube I’d still be making theories and speculation in any way shape or form. And as for not having “jackshit...” you clearly didn’t check out the video, because I do provide my own talking points and evidence from promos and the series past to explain where I get to where I am.

I just don’t get it. Why is it so easy to shit on me? Why is it so easy to forget the biggest, most blatant message of the show when it comes to me? Because I made my own fuck ups years ago and owned up to them? Because my videos that make money that mainly go towards paying the artist for the thumbnails, my office rent, utilities, employee payroll and now apartment rent and utilities? I’m seriously NO DIFFERENT from any of you. Why does it matter most theorizers do it for free? Why does that mean I, in particular, am condemned for making YouTube videos? Why does no one think to communicate with me or talk to me?

At the end of the day, we’re all speculating, theorizing on a Cartoon Network show. Yeah some theories are going to be centered around the emotional arcs and themes of the show, but some are also just going to be centered around how an episode may go down, how it plays into an arc, etc. I’m not gonna silence myself or my theories or sharing them with my audience because I’m getting bullied over it on Tumblr, by someone I thought was cool with me. Now I’m seeing such a high horse with “well constructed takes” as if again, WE AREN’T TALKING ABOUT AN ANIMATED SERIES ON CARTOON NETWORK. It’s okay if you don’t like my content, but sure, let’s shit all over my imagination or “hilariously wild conclusions” because it doesn’t line up with the quality of your thoughts. Thanks for making me feel lie

I’m sure most of this will just seem like me being butt hurt, ass blasted but truth is I’m genuinely upset, genuinely hurt, and sick of being so vulnerable. This is more or less just me venting, or having a “public meltdown” because this shit is fucking wack. Just like when this hellhole shat all over my Connie video without watching it, assuming I shat on Connie when I was defending her.

SU ends in 2 weeks, you all can say my channel will die but all that means is afterwards, I want you people to leave me and my content the fuck alone. I can’t take this anymore. I can’t take being seen as some malicious robot hellbent on making money when I’m just expressing my thoughts and ideas on topics around a show I love dearly.

I don’t need you to respect me, I respect me

I don’t need you to love me, I love me.

But I want you to know, you can know me,

If you change your mind.

ruinedchildhood

Spider-Man: Into the Spider-Verse (2018)

joethejohnston

Yeah sorry but that’s bullsht. Pink Steven was Pink Diamond, no one can change my mind.

Well it changed white’s mind, maybe it’ll change yours.

shmoobeardraws

so i was thinking, what if in Mile’s universe, MJ was actually just Zendaya

cauldronoflove

@mjrey

thrussy

stevencrewniverse

Today, members of our animation team at Sunmin Image Pictures Co. came to visit! They are hard at work on the movie, have we mentioned that we’re working on a movie? Here’s the Storyboard for the movie!