I just don't have the fucking desire to be here any more
I left work early Monday and didn't go in yesterday. Just don't have any desire to be here. The environment is so petty and toxic, the work is boring, easy, and thankless. I ask for more difficult/enriching work and am not given it, yet I'm told "if you have some free time please let me know so I can give you new projects." New projects my ass. Why did you train me on payroll and then take it away right as I was ready to do it on my own? Why did you give me a taste of the monthly reconciliations and then never let me touch them again? Why do you keep telling me you'll get me on financials and then never do it? Why do I still (after 2 years) not make as much as the guy who was hired before me for this position started at? Fuck I want something new. One more year to finish my master's and I'm out. Getting myself to work is a drag. Doing my work is a drag. Fuck.
