Awkward Auden

Auden Barker | 16 | Sophomore Sometimes I wish I were invisible again, back to being an insignificant member of Art Club. At least then I knew who was really my friend, and no one wanted to use me for their own perverted pleasures. → read this disclaimer thing ←

[noah-manning]

Go to bed. A nap will make you feel disorientated and even more tired.

[awkwardauden]

But it's early, if I go to bed now I'll wake up at like 3am and that will be worse.

[awkwardauden]

So I've been procrastinating posting, partially because I don't know what to say and partially because I needed time to figure out what I want. You guys are all really important to me, I love every connection and relationship I've made here. I love my characters and I even love Lakeview. I'm currently talking with Helena to figure out what I can do with my Sux characters, and I'm looking into the possibility of creating a roleplay so I can keep playing them. But until Helena and I work out what she's cool with, I'll still be here playing all 5 of my characters. So if you're not ready to give up yet either, come play with me. And I'll let you all know wherever I admin next because you're all welcome. Love you. Sara

[jillian-dawson-deactivated20200]

The new One Direction video is so cute.

[awkwardauden]

It's perfect, and all of my heart hurts and loves for Louis!

[awkwardauden]

I'm so sleepy.

[srslyian]

Homework’s worse. 

[awkwardauden]

How do you know, have you ever had to work in a sweat shop?

[srslyian]

If homework isn’t child labor, I dunno what is. 

[srslyian]

[awkwardauden]

Working in a sweat shop for 12 cents a day, 20 hours a week.

[awkwardauden]

I burnt my tongue.

[jillian-dawson-deactivated20200]

Just remind me a few days before and tell me what snacks to bring. 

[awkwardauden]

Oh, you don't have to bring anything. My mom really likes to cook and bake for my friends, so she'll probably make more than we can eat, even without extras.

[awkwardauden]

I burnt my tongue.

[jillian-dawson-deactivated20200]

I’d love to. When and if you do, just let me know.

[awkwardauden]

Okay, I will. I think it'll probably be on Friday.

[awkwardauden]

I burnt my tongue.

[jillian-dawson-deactivated20200]

You should rinse your hair with cold water, too. I heard that’s supposed to help. I love dry conditioner.

[awkwardauden]

Oh, I haven't heard that one, but I'll give it a try. Thanks! Actually, I've been thinking about maybe having a girl's night party, with Callie. And maybe you too, if you want?

[awkwardauden]

I burnt my tongue.

[jillian-dawson-deactivated20200]

A little, yeah. My mom swears by using aloe for that, though. I’ve never tried it. Your hair is beautiful, Aud.

[awkwardauden]

I guess, but it's pretty fine and flat. I use volumizing shampoo and sometimes I use dry conditioner, because leave-in or wet conditioner sometimes just makes it look greasy faster, and it makes it so heavy I can't style it.

[awkwardauden]

I burnt my tongue.

[jillian-dawson-deactivated20200]

No, it was a hair mask. Half an avocado and two egg whites. My hair will be super smooth.

[awkwardauden]

That's supposed to be moisturizing too, right? I never do stuff like that, but I probably should.

[awkwardauden]

Text >> Reese

Auden: hi i miss you

Auden: thats it thats the text idk i just havent talked to you much lately and i just wanted you to know

Auden: i hope football practice was good today and ill see you in math tomorrow

Auden:

[awkwardauden]

I burnt my tongue.

[jillian-dawson-deactivated20200]

You just did!

I would shake your hand but mine smells like avocados and egg whites.

[awkwardauden]

Were you giving yourself a facial?

[awkwardauden]

I burnt my tongue.

[jillian-dawson-deactivated20200]

You let her win or she beats you?

I would say that sounds amazing. Do you like blueberry muffins? I can bring you one tomorrow if you’d like.

[awkwardauden]

I'm not telling!

Sure. We'll call it a trade. One muffin for one glass of chocolate milk. Deal.

[awkwardauden]

I burnt my tongue.

[jillian-dawson-deactivated20200]

I used to get yelled at for doing that. Well, I did if my Mom was around. Dad would join in.

I’d love to but I just put on a hair mask. I’m goopy.

[awkwardauden]

Dad always let us have competitions at the table, as long as we cleaned up afterward. Sometimes I still let Macie win.

Well, I'll bring you some for breakfast tomorrow to school, sound ok?

[awkwardauden]

I burnt my tongue.

[jillian-dawson-deactivated20200]

I miss when Quent and I used to do stuff like that. I have never liked cider, obviously. I just can’t get used to the taste. I want chocolate milk now but I know we’re out of syrup.

[awkwardauden]

I told Reese about our bubble-blowing contests, and he looked at me like I was crazy. Tell me we're not the only family in town that blows bubbles in their milk...

It's kind of late, but you're welcome to come over for some chocolate milk with me tonight, if you'd like.

[awkwardauden]

I burnt my tongue.

[jillian-dawson-deactivated20200]

Sorry, but if chocolate milk was an option, why would you pick cider?

[awkwardauden]

Macie and I drink chocolate milk after school together almost every day, but Mom only makes apple cider for Halloween and Thanksgiving. It's a special treat, so I always jump on it when I get it.