I'm a dumb bitch you can't kill me

26/5'10/HW: 79.9kg, LW: 57kg, SW: 76.1kg, CW: 64.8kg, GW3: 63kg, UGW: 50kg

[dariavelcman]

[bakwaaas]

being tired all the time is such a mystery.... is it anaemia? vitamin d deficiency? chronic fatigue syndrome? depression? insomnia?? is it just the crushing weight of being alive in a capitalist society??? someone cure me

[awshitdudeherewegoagain]

That professional ed feel when you manage to fit in Bailey's and stay below 500kcal

[kittkattty-deactivated20220328]

I swear to God if I binge or overeat one more fucking time 

[twiggybones]

Ultimate Binge Prevention

10. Drink a glass of water : binging will make you gain weight

9. Grab a piece of gum : binging will make your body and face bloat

8. Get out of the kitchen : it will take you double the amount of time to get to your goal weight

7. Drink more water : your clothes will become tighter

6. Go for a walk : you will regret binging in the morning

5. Watch a TV show : wearing a bathing suit will be so much harder

4. Draw yourself at your goal weight : you will feel greasy

3. Do a YouTube workout : binging ruins your teeth and skin

2. Write down the reasons you want to lose weight : you will feel guilty

1. Drink a hot tea : control yourself for future you

[fragileheart-fragilebones]

👏🏽thank👏🏽you👏🏽

[modelsnmemes]

[awshitdudeherewegoagain]

Can we stop making hierarchy in eating disorders?

Like, no, anorexia is not the ultimate goal or the most valid sickness. If you don't fit the dsm criteria (including the weight) you don't have it.

Does not having the anorexia diagnosis make your struggle with an ed any less valid? Hell no! All of the eating disorders are terrible things to live through, this includes osfed, bulimia and binge eating disorder.

You are valid even if you don't have anorexia. It's ok. Anorexia is not the "queen" of the disorders. You. Are. Valid. Without. Being. Anorexic.

And no, the weight criteria in the anorexia diagnosis is not fatphobia. It's a criteria. It's there for a reason: to know what treatment you need.

[awshitdudeherewegoagain]

I haven't been posting bc i binged so much i gained 2kg in 3days so nvm as I disappear until I'm back at 64.7kg

[etherialwinters]

I 🤢

*punches wall*

JUST WANT 🤲

*dropkicks baby*

TO SEE 👀

*challenges God*

MY GODDAMN😫

*screams into the void*

RIBCAGE 💀

*curls into a ball and dies*

[clawingatbone]

Someone: you sure you don’t want anything?

Me: I just ate an entire bowl of pasta like not even 2 days ago. I’m so full honestly

[munsiel]

I used tumblr in 2020 no I’m not “okay”

[hypersexualsportswear]

Garlic is so iconic

[awshitdudeherewegoagain]

So that's why I'm pale today. I'm sick 😷 but I don't think it's the corona

[awshitdudeherewegoagain]

How the f am I this pale today? Like I ate a shitton yesterday. At least 1300+kcal and today my face is nearly as white as my sweater 😬😬😬😬 my mum is definitely going to force me to eat more today.

At least i already let her know I wasn't feeling too good this morning (bc I'm a lactose intolerant bich that forgot to take lactase supplements when eating pizza) and told her I was gonna have light food today and avoid caffeine because my stomach and intestines are not having a good time rn.

... maybe that's why I'm so pale?

[awshitdudeherewegoagain]

Can my mum plz stop noticing my weightloss and commenting on it saying she's worried?? I'm nowhere near my UGW!!!!

She says I look pale "thin" that my jaw is sharper and my cheeks are "sunken in". Lol idk what she's drinking but I'll have whatever she's having.

Also how the fuck is it that the more weight I lose the more obese I start to look?? Like??? I am so full of questions???

[awshitdudeherewegoagain]

I really should make a prepared mix for pipparkūkas (Latvian gingerbread but with much more pepper). Bc I'm craving it due to the festive season.

Today I mashed up a banana and added gingerbread spices to it and it was nice but I like pipparkūkas spices better (for anyone who wants to try out the spice: mix 10g ground cinnamon, 5g ground clove, 5g ground cardamom, 5g ground ginger, 5g black pepper, 5g of allspice pepper)

[awshitdudeherewegoagain]

Guess who stayed strong and didn't binge? This bitch. It's paramount I don't binge bc this Sunday is my mum's bday party (her bday is on Monday) and I don't wanna get fat