Sorry for my absence from this blog, but the adult life could be really harsh and brutal.
This update comes late. My original idea was updating it on Zen’s birthday and inspired in a spanish song, but again some pretty nasty adults issues came that month.
It turned larger that I expected but maybe some frustration is in there but even so ENJOY IT!
It was the most brighter and bigger screen on Broadway.
It looked like the biggest success from his career, but even with that, the regret and loneliness from his heart couldn’t full it. He already paid out the price with his only love.
Two years before, you were Zen’s manager. After some time the roles that he could get were smaller and a few ones. The audictions went pretty good, but some way or another the pincipal role wasn’t his. So a few weeks after, you got him a really great oportunity as the prince from the Beauty and the Beast with a really big actress that was already succecing on Broadway. Maybe he wasn’t to show all his beauty on the stage but he was going to appear on all the play.
when you give him the news, he coulnd’t avoid to put you in his arms, rise you near the ceilling and kiss you non stop.
“Princess, you’re awesome! You got me the role that maybe get me on the moon! I love you so much!”
The reahearsals were to begin one week after you gave him the news.
The role diposed a lot of work and the reahersals prolonged for many hours untill midnight, so he began to get worried that you’ll get lack of sleep and feel bad later, so he told you that you should go home and rest. At first you denied it and stayed with him until the end, but every day was more tiring to be there and in the end of that month, you agreed with him and went home earlier and wait for him. But a few days weeks later he began to come home later and later, until one night he didn’t come home.
The thoughts of that night were to bad to worts, only thinking that maybe he got on an accident begin to round your head. Maybe he tripped while his was dacing or maybe he ride on his bike and had an accident again and he was on the hospital injuried and…you didn’t want to think about it anymore.
Thenext morning, you heard the door slowly began to open making a really chirp. You jumped out the bed and saw him.
He was there save and sound. You sighed on relived and run trhought the living room to hug him, but he refused you.
“Sorry, princess, but I’m tired and today the director gave us the day off so…let me sleep, please”
You were concerned with his attitude. He never was like this before with you. So you turned around and pause when you saw him witha bottle of water that he took from the fridge, on his hands. That pause lasted less that a minute when you talked.
“Day off? When did the director told that, Zen?”
“Just a few days ago, Why?”
“Because I didn’t know about it. Why did you not call me or tell me, Zen? I’m your manager and girlfriend, I need to know that”
He opened his bottle and took a sip of water with annoyed face.
“I was tired and forgot it, alright? It’s not a big deal, ok?”
“No, Zen. It’s not ok. I have to know that kind of details. You are working untill late and besides the job as your manager I didn’t have a time to spend time with you as your girlfriend, so yes, Zen, It’s a big deal to me.
He put the bottle of water on the table and turned his back at you.
“Ugh..please I’m tired and I don’t have the energy to fight right now!”
“You know what? I’m going to lock the door of the bedroom and when you’re less alterated, we can talk, bye…”
He walk away and loked the door, leaving you there with all the anger inside.
The weeks pased and when you were on the rehaersals watching Zen doing his role. Everything was alright on his job, but his attitude change when you were home. It became the same as that day and become worst with the time.
The fights were more often and he got angried with you for every little detail.
Finally, the premiere night came and at that point you thought that the change of attitude from Zen came form your reactions and actions towars him, and all the yealing when he came home, so as a peace gift you decided to bring him his favorite food and a bouquet of flowers and surprised him back stage. So you told him to go to the theatre before you.
The taxi took you to the theatre after you picked up the bungeoppang that Zen really loves. You rushed to his dressing room with excitment, bacause maybe with this he changed back to his usual self. The security guard notice you and let you in without any question. Then when you were already in front of his dressing room and open the door from his dressing room to scream “Surprise!”, you found him over with the actress that had the role as the beauty, kissing her and with his pants down. You threw the bungeoppang on the floor, bacuese the one surprised was you, a bitter one.
You wanted to run away, but your feet felt like pieces made from iron. You wated to scream, but you felt like a really big knot was stock on your throat.
The only thing you saw on that state of shock, was her, coming to you with a really challenging looked on her face and one hand on her weist.
“Well, now that you found us like this, I’m going to tell you, Zen wants to break up with you, so bye!”
You were with no breath but even so you managed to let your voice out.
“Why did you speak for him?! He has to tell me, not you”
She rolled his eyes with a really annoyed face and croked his mouth.
“Because you’re a bother. I mean, you only got him really small roles and nagged him when he went home with you. And if wasn’t for me, he couldn’t get the job”
Those last words got you out from the shock and get you upset.
“Yes, you’ve already heard. I proposed him to this role to the dierctor. When you called, I was the one who told the director that Zen deserved the role. It wasn’t for your magnificent job as manager. It was because of me”
Zen was standing behind her with his head facing the floor. He looked like a teenager that was on the director’s office, he looked like a coward.
You spoted him with your tearful eyes, beggan to walk through the room and made him faced you.
“Is it true, Zen? Are you tired of this?…of us?”
You asked him with a trembling voice,
Finally, he looked you wiht guilt and regret on his face and that up set you more.
“Enough! I’m going to pack my stuff!”
You ran from the theatre like you’ve never run before. but that couldn’t help you to break from his hand, wich took you from your arm and made turned violently to face him.
“I’m sorry, princess. I was going to tell you but…”
“But what?! It was funny to look me on the face every day whe I was with you on the reahearsals, wating for you at home untill morning , making the chores like your maid meanwhile you were fucking her?!”
He was surprised. You never got angry him, and if you did, you were always polite about it. So the sudden changed on you made him talked.
“No, no! It wasn’t my intention, the truth is that….ugh…I felt frustated with all the small roles you got me and I was strugglling really hard with the tight budget every month! …And when she showed off and told me that she can help me to get bigger plays and roles…I couldn’’t say no…I mean…and she’s prettier than any other girl I’ve ever saw, and cheered me on stage…and besides her manager likes me and with that I…”
You couldn’t let him finished talk.
Your arm got free from his grip and slaped him on the face.
Your eyes were tearful and your heart broken.
The man that you loved was no longer with you, in his place has been left a selfish jerk.
“But you preferred your success?…Good bye, Zen”
After you leave Zen’s aparment. He felt emty, but he persuaded himself that this was the best for him.
A few days later when Zen was showing off his knew girlfriend on the media, you told all the RFA’s members the situation with Zen. All were really up set with him, and even Jaehee proposed to kicked him out from the RFA, but you refused, because it was good for the association. Zen on the real national or international spotlight could help more that out of it.
The guys agreed with you, even if they didn’t like the idea at first.
A months before the RFA’s party was celebrated, you took the decision to leave the association. All were upset again with Zen. This time because he took the liberty to bring the new béyonce with him.
A year passed and Zen moved to New York. Now, he was a famous musical actor with the most beautiful, talented and cheat actress as his wife.
After Zen moved, his relationship became cold. She was always with him, but when camera was present.
“Love, come here and let sleep together!”
He pouted and beg her for atention.
“Ugh…Zen…you’re so cheesy…I want my space…look I’m going out with some of my girlfriends and when I come back, you’ll have all my attention!”
“Promised…ugh…whaterver, I’m going. Don’t wait for me!”
With every day that passed, his life with his wife become a living hell and with it, all the memories that he had with you.
One day, they illusion got broken.
“Why are you with another man on our bed?”
“Did you think that only one men can satisfies me?…of course not”
“I’m done. I want the divorce!”
“Sorry, dude. But I practically bought you when you were no one in this industry. If it wasn’t for me you probaly would be stocked with that ugly girlfriend-manager you had. So if you want the divorce, fine. But remember it well. I build you as an star and I could destroy you and become only dust!”
Zen was devastated after that. He took his jacket and went out from the building.
His marrige was a farce and also his carrer. His head was trying really hard to remember when was the last time that he felt really happy and your smiling face lay down beside him was the only thing he saw.
He was in front of that big screen with his name on it. But he couldn’t see it, the tears from your memory were on his eyes.
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