Sorry for my absence from this blog, but the adult life could be really harsh and brutal.
This update comes late. My original idea was updating it on Zenās birthday and inspiredĀ in a spanish song, but again some pretty nasty adults issuesĀ came that month.
It turned larger that I expected but maybe some frustration is in there but even so ENJOY IT!
It was the most brighter and bigger screen on Broadway.Ā
It looked like the biggest success from his career, but even with that, the regret and loneliness from his heart couldnāt full it. He already paid out the price with his only love.
Two years before, you were Zenās manager. After some time the roles that he could get were smaller and a few ones. The audictions went pretty good, but some way or another the pincipal role wasnāt his. So a few weeks after, you got him a really great oportunity as the prince from the Beauty and the Beast with a really big actress that was already succecing on Broadway. Maybe he wasnāt to show all his beauty on the stage but he was going to appear on all the play.Ā
when you give him the news, he coulndāt avoid to put you in his arms, rise you near the ceilling and kiss you non stop.
āPrincess, youāre awesome! You got meĀ the role that maybe get me on the moon! I love you so much!āĀ
The reahearsals were to begin one week after you gave him the news.Ā
The role diposed a lot of work and the reahersals prolonged for many hours untill midnight, so he began to get worried that youāll get lack of sleep and feel bad later, so he told you that you should go home and rest. At first you denied it and stayed with him until the end, but every day was more tiring to be there and in the endĀ of that month, you agreed with him and went home earlier and wait for him. But a few days weeks later he began to come home later and later, until one night he didnāt come home.
The thoughts of that night were to bad to worts, only thinking that maybeĀ he got on an accident begin to round your head. Maybe he tripped while his was dacing or maybe he ride on his bike and had an accident again and he was on the hospital injuried andā¦you didnāt want to think about it anymore.Ā
Thenext morning, you heard the door slowly began to open making a really chirp. You jumped out the bed and saw him.
He was there save and sound. You sighed on relived and run trhought the living room to hug him, but he refused you.Ā
āSorry, princess, but Iām tired and today the director gave us the day off soā¦let me sleep, pleaseā
You were concerned with his attitude. He never was like this before with you. So you turned around and pause when you saw him witha bottle of water that he took from the fridge, on his hands. That pause lasted less that a minute when you talked.Ā
āDay off? When did the director told that, Zen?ā
āJust a few days ago, Why?ā
āBecause I didnāt know about it. Why did you not call me or tell me, Zen? Iām your manager and girlfriend, I need to know thatā
He opened his bottle and took a sip of water with annoyed face.
āI was tired and forgot it, alright? Itās not a big deal, ok?ā
āNo, Zen. Itās not ok. I have to know that kind of details. You are working untill late and besides the job as your manager I didnāt have a time to spend time with you as your girlfriend, so yes, Zen, Itās a big deal to me.Ā
He put the bottle of water on the table and turned his back at you.Ā
āUgh..please Iām tired and I donāt have the energy to fight right now!ā
āYou know what? Iām going to lock the door of the bedroom and when youāre less alterated, we can talk, byeā¦ā
He walk away and loked the door, leaving you there with all the anger inside.
The weeks pased and when you were on the rehaersals watching Zen doing his role. Everything was alright on his job, but his attitude change when you were home. It became the same as that day and become worst with the time.
The fights were more often and he got angried with you for every little detail.Ā Ā
Finally, the premiere night came and at that point you thought that the change of attitude from Zen came form your reactions and actions towars him, and all the yealing when he came home, so as a peace gift you decided to bring him his favorite food and a bouquet of flowers and surprised him back stage. So you told him to go to the theatre before you.
The taxi took you to the theatre after you picked up theĀ bungeoppang that Zen really loves. You rushed to his dressing room with excitment, bacause maybe with this he changed back to his usual self.Ā The security guard notice you and let you in without any question. Then when you were already in front of his dressing room and open the door from his dressing room to scream āSurprise!ā, you found him over with the actressĀ that had the role as the beauty, kissing her and with his pants down. You threw theĀ bungeoppang on the floor, bacuese the one surprised was you, a bitter one.
Ā You wanted to run away, but your feet felt likeĀ pieces made from iron. You wated to scream, but you felt like a really big knot was stock on your throat.Ā
The only thing you saw on that state of shock,Ā was her, coming to you with a really challenging looked on her face and one hand on her weist.Ā
āWell, now that you found us like this, Iām going to tell you, Zen wants to break up with you, so bye!āĀ
You were with no breath but even so you managed to let your voice out.Ā
āWhy did you speak for him?! He has to tell me, not youā
She rolled his eyes with a really annoyed face and croked his mouth.Ā
āBecause youāre a bother. I mean, you only got him really small roles and nagged him when he went home with you. And if wasnāt for me, he couldnāt get the jobā
Those last words got you out from the shock and get you upset.
āYes, youāve already heard. I proposed him to this role to the dierctor. When you called, I was the one who told the director that Zen deserved the role. It wasnāt for your magnificent job as manager. It was because of meā
Zen was standing behind her with his head facing the floor. He looked like a teenager that was on the directorās office, he looked like a coward.Ā
You spoted him with your tearful eyes, beggan to walkĀ through the room and made him faced you.Ā
āIs it true, Zen? Are you tired of this?ā¦of us?āĀ
You asked him with a trembling voice,
Finally, he looked you wiht guilt and regret on his face and that up set you more.Ā
āEnough! Iām going to pack my stuff!ā
You ran from the theatre like youāve never run before. but that couldnāt help you to break from his hand, wich took you from your arm and made turned violently to face him.Ā
āIām sorry, princess. I was going to tell you butā¦ā
āBut what?! It was funny to look me on the face every day whe I was with you onĀ the reahearsals, wating for youĀ at home untill morning , making the chores like your maid meanwhile you were fucking her?!ā
He was surprised. You never got angry him, and if you did, you were always polite about it. So the sudden changed on you made him talked.
āNo, no! It wasnāt my intention, the truth is thatā¦.ughā¦I felt frustated with all the small roles you got me and I was strugglling really hard with the tight budget every month! ā¦And when she showed off and told me that she can help me to get bigger plays and rolesā¦I couldnāāt say noā¦I meanā¦and sheās prettier than any other girl Iāve ever saw, and cheered me on stageā¦and besides her manager likes me and with that Iā¦ā
You couldnāt let him finished talk.Ā
Your arm got free from his grip and slaped him on the face.Ā
Your eyes were tearful and your heart broken.Ā
The man that you loved was no longer with you, in his place has been left a selfish jerk.
āBut you preferredĀ your success?ā¦Good bye, Zenā
After you leave Zenās aparment. He felt emty, but he persuaded himself that this was the best for him.
A few days later when Zen was showing off his knew girlfriend on the media, you told all the RFAās members the situation with Zen. All were really up set with him, and even Jaehee proposed to kicked him out from the RFA, but you refused, because it was good for the association. Zen on the real national or international spotlight could help more that out of it.
The guys agreed with you, even if they didnāt like the idea at first.
A months before the RFAās party was celebrated, you took the decision to leave the association. All were upset again with Zen. This time because he took the liberty to bring the new bĆ©yonce with him.
A year passed and Zen moved to New York. Now, he was a famous musical actor with the most beautiful, talented and cheat actress as his wife.
After Zen moved, his relationship became cold. She Ā was always with him, but when camera was present.
āLove, come here and let sleep together!ā
He pouted and beg her for atention.
āUghā¦Zenā¦youāre so cheesyā¦I want my spaceā¦look Iām going out with some of my girlfriends and when I come back, youāll have all my attention!ā
āPromisedā¦ughā¦whaterver, Iām going. Donāt wait for me!ā
With every day that passed, his life with his wife become a living hell and with it, all the memories that he had with you.
One day, they illusion got broken.
āWhy are you with another man on our bed?ā
āDid you think that only one men can satisfies me?ā¦of course notā
āIām done. I want the divorce!ā
āSorry, dude. But I practically bought you when you were no one in this industry. If it wasnāt for me you probaly would be stocked with that ugly girlfriend-manager you had. So if you want the divorce, fine. But remember it well. I build you as an star and I could destroy you and become only dust!ā
Zen was devastated after that. He took his jacket and went out from the building.Ā
His marrige was a farce and also his carrer. His head was trying really hard to remember when was the last time that he felt really happy and your smiling face lay down beside him was the only thing he saw.Ā
He was in front of that big screen with his name on it. But he couldnāt see it, the tears from your memory were on his eyes.
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