you see ive got hope

No matter how dark it may become Don't stop your light from shining on Jade | F |

[axioumutt]

i just got very tired for some reason.....

[xheartcode-blog]

it will be stuck to you forever jglish *trenglish you cant stop it now

i guess but whats the point of feeling when all thats there is probably just gonna be regret and guilt of the past and lectures about ‘you need your past it makes you who you are’ etc etc arent needed because my past sucks really

ah  maybe so

short term memory a blessing but also a curse one i would rather have than my photographic memory sucks ass it does but whatevs

on a side note i think i have a pseudo daughter not self proclaimed as such but shes a dork and also a troll so you know if you wanted to know i guess

[axioumutt]

im doomed!!!! oh the sweet irony of the hope player being doomed ;P

hehe

well!! yes you say that but think of all the good feelings youre missing out on!! like joy and contentment and that warm bubbling feeling in your stomach when you think about someone you care about a lot??? those are all incredible wonderful feelings that should be enjoyed and remembered fondly!!

you cant give up on yourself and say that its all bad and you might as well not have them :)

well!! i dont know i mean its unfortunate say when you abruptly forget where youre going or what you were doing or what that person you just mets name is :O

!!! congratulations on your cute family unit :)

[xheartcode-blog]

tree thats it just tree

tree english has a ring to it though you have to say say trenglish trenglish the mighty trenglish the all powerful dork dunno jglish its growing on me

i mean i really cant register it its been like this since like forever its been awhile since ive felt anything not forced its just weird i guess

and im fine being a knight of heart tends to suck sometimes but im fine

ouch i hope its not too bad

dont stress about it if it pains you to remember some things

[axioumutt]

oh no not you too

the curse is spreading!!! will i ever be free of that blasted moniker????? :’( oh noooo....

oh.... well thats no good at all

i mean i dont really know a lot about this godtier thing but im sure its not meant to entirely drain you of your ability to feel!!! that just seems too hefty a price to pay by any account

maybe ill grab dave off of whatever router hes taken up residence on and the two of you can chat about it

mmh well its fine itll stop hurting as soon as i forget about it happening probably

one of the few blessings of having short term memory loss in a world built on memory!! hahaha....

[xheartcode-blog]

alright jglish youre definitely jade

well in all technicality thats probably true but ive only known one two now at least so im kinda surprised well i would be if i could register it but i cant so im not

and shit jglish that sounds rough they dont sound too nice of crab folk

haha reminds me of karkat fuck

[axioumutt]

well id hope so!!! if i wasnt jade the only name i have left is tree

i dont want to be tree english eli :(

:O cant register it???

are yo alright??

oh well!! he didnt mean it im sure he was in a lot of pain at the time but those pincers are VERY sharp inside and exert a surprising amount of pressure

maybe i really should work on remembering details that arent painful when it comes to my company.....

[xheartcode-blog]

fuck oh my god

so you may be jade but maybe maybe jade isnt jade maybe but it may be that jade may be the maybe in the jade were referring to shit fuck oh my fucking god im getting a headache

jade english though thats a familiar name

howre you doing jglish

[axioumutt]

im so sorry lol how about we agree that im definitely jade and call it a day?? :) 

is it? well i mean i suppose i shouldnt be surprised that there might be another jade english out there in the bubbles somewhere but i have to admit its still a bit odd to think about

oh uhm!!! im alright

my shoulder is killing me though

one of the cute giant crab folk snipped me a bit hard in thanks while i was tending to its wounds :(

[axioumutt]

eventually ill remember i have this blasted thing for more than a few hours at a time

[hyorina]

[axioumutt]

i got distracted watching movies with dave whoops!

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[axioumutt]

pish posh!!!!

youre just being paranoid i lived around these adorable things all my life why would they hurt me???

ssiiiiggghs

i mean youre missing out of course but!! if you dont want to come with me thats fine

we can do other fun things together!! like camping

[daveprobably]

No she wanted to eat your dumb face you dumb

Ugh so dumb

How you doing by the way

[axioumutt]

*exaggerated eye roll*

dont call me a dumb YOURE a dumb

i think id know if she had been trying to kill me!!

im fine though!! :D how are you??

[daveprobably]

Jade stop letting cats kill you

[axioumutt]

youre both being silly she wasnt trying to kill me she was just playing!!!

[charming-annihilation]

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[axioumutt]

dont be silly!!! she was just playing lol

i think id know if shed been trying to KILL me or

rekill me as the case may be!!!!

geez! theres no need for that!! im sorry i worried you (even though you didnt know until now and im clearly more than safe) but

pffff well if you dont like the animals we can avoid them if thats what youre worried about :P

[axioumutt]

thereaperspet started following you

hello to you too!

[charming-annihilation]

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[axioumutt]

well you see crotuna i followed one of the large cats with four mouths into a cave that id never seen before (or dont remember seeing maybe) and when she noticed i was following her she decided she wanted to play a bit of tag!! which was fun and all but she forgot to put her claws away and wasnt taking no more play time as a good solution so i ended up having to hide and take a break in one of the smaller off shoot caverns!!

unfortunately by the time shed gotten bored id forgotten how to get back out of the cave so i spent i guess longer than i thought inside looking for my way out!!

all in all it was a lot of fun but!!!

hello i missed you too!! if you want to join me on an adventure youre more than welcome to join me you know :)

[axioumutt]

charming-annihilation started following you

:O

hello!!!!

[axioumutt]

did you know one of these charming expansions lets you have a tiny pixel kitten running around your blog feed????

[axioumutt]

i keep forgetting i made this whoops!! :X