ハーロ！。

you know those people that can literally carry on a conversation with anyone are amazing like wow how do you do that.

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I think after reading a book or two, i’ve noticed that it always give me the “fuck i wanna write” kind of feeling and i ended but writing a sentence or two and it always turn out weird after all when i write something i don’t make sense at all.

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Hey, you.

8 years ago or something, I've received a desktop computer with Internet connection of course! as far as I remember I think it was the time Friendster was still a thing and everyone was so into it, but this post won't be about that it’s about me 8 years ago or something. While looking for Kaname Chidori's pictures because I'm a huge fan of FMP (ugh, if you know what I mean) I found this complicated website called "imeem.com" yes, it was complicated at first I didn't even know how things worked but eventually I got it, signed up, started talking to people through comments and I got hooked! I never knew such a thing existed. I made friends from my own country to different parts of the world. Some of them introduced and taught me the joy of using Photoshop, blogging and a whole lot more. I'll be Forever grateful for meeting them (well, online ofcourse) even though I only got to keep in touch with a few I am thankful. As I write this post, I miss my 8 years ago or something me, I was fearless, brave and talked about almost anything on my old blog, I never cared about grammar and such hhahaha which I totally am bad with, until now it got me thinking about it because I wanted to put up another new personal blog and it's scary because I'm not so fearless and brave anymore, I wanna feel the comfort of writing again, I got tons of inspiration for starting up the blog but I'm just scared you know I don't even understand it myself. Haha I was never good at telling stories, I'm always random. Do you any ideas for a catchy blog name?

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You will never find home without leaving..

Me

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Me: Datte, I only have 3 years Working Visa hahaha

Him: Can't you make it longer?

and We'll be 25 years old that time, sooooooo...

*insert shy brown sticker*

Me: Soooooo?

Him: Himitsu (Secret)

Me: Meh.

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趣味

Found this while I was cleaning the apartment, a short crappy essay about my hobby. Reading.

私は本を読むこと好きです。 子どもの時から好きです。いろいろな英語の本を読みます。 高校生の時は毎晩、いつも 本を読んで 午前３時に寝ます。お母さんは「早く寝なさい！」と言いましたが私は寝ませんでした。笑 私のおばさんも 本が好きです。おばさんに面白い本を教えてもらいました。 新しい本を買って、さわったら、私の気持ちはめっちゃ幸せになりました。読んだら イマジネーションができると思う、だから面白いです。

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-I was humming a weird tune as usual-

Him: You look so happy?

Me: Because you're back. *continues to hum

Him: *Laughs*

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Slice of life, Anime

I never realized that I am such a sucker for slice o life animes and I don’t know it just gives me such a warm fuzzy feeling all the time. 

So here’s two slice of life anime I’ve watched this month, I got tons but I am totally recommending this two gems!

Barakamon

We got here a calligrapher who was sent to Gotou Islands to reflect and find his own way of writing calligraphy together with this wacky and friendly neighbors especially Naru, hehe and there the arrogant calligrapher learns so much more than he ever hoped to.

This anime is just simply amazeballs! as far as I remember I think I’ve watched it before and I just re-watched it again and It still gives me that refreshing feeling~ If you’re up for a chill, relaxing and funny anime I totally recommend this one. The manga is still on-going and there’s this new on-going anime Handa-kun which was before barakamon (I haven’t watched it yet)

Tamayura:Hitotose

“The story takes place in Seto Inland Sea and is about a girl who likes taking pictures. Tamayura is a treat for the people who enjoy so-called "slice of life" -anime, mostly as if you find it to your liking, there's a ton of material to consume. It's a portrayal about, an awkward girl in a new environment, and at the same time about a past long gone. The creator of the series describes Tamayura as "healing" anime, and despite the most popular example of "healing" anime being kind of horrible, this time the description isn't ironic. “ -  Dormin

This anime is just plain peaceful and you can say bittersweet, it gave me feels one thing I like about this is the MC uses a film camera it just gives me the old school vibe. You should check this out! I’m sure you’ll love it as much as I did! :) btw here’s the order on how to watch the series and the ova and the movies! (I got your back) 

Tamayura (Optional)

Tamayura: Hitotose OVA 

Tamayura: More Aggressive 

Tamayura: More Aggressive OVA 

Tamayura: Sotsugyou Shashin Part 1 - Kizashi 

Tamayura: Sotsugyou Shashin Part 2 - Hibiki 

Tamayura: Sotsugyou Shashin Part 3 - Akogare 

Tamayura: Sotsugyou Shashin Part 4 - Ashita

Here’s the thing, what I love about this two anime is that they are set in the countryside part of Japan and I think it’s such an amazing thing. I lived in Tokyo for 1 year already, I love Tokyo it’s amazing here and at the same time I hate it but it’s convenient. Someday I’ll visit those places just to see it for myself because sometimes no matter how good a picture nothing beats it if you see it for yourself.

Okay I didn’t make sense again, sorry. TT  ^  TT

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Just because I think I'm beautiful than cute Hahaha #shameonme #sorry #Hahaha

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First step into being minimalist. Or so, I think. hihi

So the minimalist thing really took off , huh?

Well, I think it also hit me in some ways. I’ll be honest with you guys, I am a hoarder, I like keeping things that I don’t really need. I felt like my life is being consumed by things (well, my apartment that is.) so , I want to start a journey or at least try to be somewhat minimal , I’ve decided to start with “capsule wardrobe”.

Capsule Wardrobe. Simple definition? It's a mini wardrobe made up of really versatile pieces that you completely LOVE to wear. (that’s what google said so.)

I own a lot of clothes and it has the pros and the cons. One thing I hate about owning too many clothes is, it’s difficult to pack things and arrange them. I also narrowed down the colors, after looking at my clothes I’ve noticed that I don’t wear much color.

I plan to choose clothes I can wear for four seasons :D

Well, I’m not going to go full on minimalist, I just want to tidy up my wardrobe and my life.

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Moving outside Tokyo;

I was born and raised in the countryside. I’ve dreamt about living in the city when I was in High school, now that I am in Tokyo (which is really crowded and expensive) I felt like I wanted to move to the countryside, well not far from Tokyo maybe 1 hour away sounds just right.

I discovered that I am not good with crowded places, it exhaust me to the point that I need my own space for a moment. I know, i know .. you feel like this too and much worse than what I am feeling , right? Well I guess it depends on the personality of the person. 

Every weekend I always go outside of Tokyo. I always go to Saitama, an hour away from Tokyo. It’s a nice prefecture, you can visit popular shops without the hassle of crossing the Shibuya crossing in Shibuya. The air is really fresh too. It makes me feel relaxed and chill. When I am in Tokyo I feel so stressed even though I am just around the neighborhood.

I haven’t decided an exact date when I will move but I am planning after 1 or 2 months. I already found a really good apartment.

P.S 

I lost my job. they’re cutting down on people and i got lucky :(

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how to avoid lying?

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Me: Can we be minimalist?

Him: Yes. I wanna. Full of things in my room makes me tired.

Me: Me too.

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普通～

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Dyed my hair

I died my hair today.

Got bored with brown hair.

I am sorry because I have no pictures.

But, It’s in the color Elegant Ash.

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100円店に行って、その物を買ってしまった。やっべー！

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Gained weight.

More than a year passed since I started living here in Tokyo, and I gained weight. Last year if you follow me on my other social media accounts I’ve been obsessed with boxing together with my friends.

This time, I’ve decided to exercise again. At first, I wanted to join a gym but it turns out gyms are expensive here in Tokyo (well for me it is) that’s why I decided to just do some home workout routines.

I think I feel so stressed and I eat a lot and it’s not good because I eat unhealthy foods.

I decided to use my laptop while standing for a few minutes, my boss at work do this all the time. 

I’ll probably fail at some point. :p

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I don’t own a washing machine.

家で洗濯機がない。。アパートがめっちゃ小さい、スペースがない。