a) If you could have two whole weeks for vacation and go and do anything you wanted, what and where would it be?
Probably some tropical island or something. I mean, I've always loved being by the water... I've gotten to go to a beach a few times. It's really nice. Just being on an island resort with a bunch of friends...sounds like a party!
b) If you had a weakness for one of the seven deadly sins, which one would it be and why? (pride, greed, lust, envy, gluttony, wrath, sloth)
Okay, if this isn't obvious, I don't even know who you're talking to. It's pride, duh. People tell me I'm way too proud of my talent, but so what?! I worked my fucking ass off to find something I'm awesome at, of course I'm gonna fucking flaunt it!
c) If you could bring one person back to life and spend a whole day with him or her, who would it be and why?
I don't fucking know...uh...hmm...is the person who hold or held the world record for fastest 400 meter sprint dead? I wanna see if I can beat them. (Of course I totally know I can, but how much fun would it be to beat it right in front of the guy!)
d) If you won a three-million dollar lottery, what would you do with the money? What would you do with a five-hundred dollar win?
Three million dollars?! That's a fuckton of money! Oh man...I don't even know. Probably just save it? I could just buy whatever I want but I seriously don't trust myself not to spend it all in one place if I don't stick it in the bank. That does for both.
e) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
I get angry too easily...but it's not like I can help it! It's just who I am. If you don't like it, tough. I mean, it's cost me a bunch of friends... And people say I'm too abrasive and blunt, but hey, someone's gotta be honest in this world full of liars! The truth needs to be heard, regardless if you wanna hear it. Also I guess the feeling of always wanting to be the best kinda sucks...but it's just who I am, you know? Wait, why the fuck am I telling you this? Just. I didn't say anything. Go away.
f) What do you do to relax after a bad day?
Running the stress off is seriously the best way to deal with anything ever. People also don't expect it, but I really like reading. A loud athletic girl isn't allowed to like reading?! Seriously, what the hell is wrong with people?
g) Where would you go to hang out if you wanted to feel comfortable?
Down by the water. I've always loved just watching it, and it's a super nice place to go for a run.
h) What do you do when you are angry?
Let it out and yell. There's no fucking point in just keeping it inside, you know? That will just hurt you more in the end. But God, people are so damn frustrating and annoying sometimes! Just fucking yelling at them can make it even worse... They should know that if I'm upset and angry, they seriously need to stop.
i) Do you have a secret passion? What? Why is it a passion? And why is it a secret?
Don't you fucking dare tell anyone this, but I love to sing. I probably suck though. Seems I manage to fuck up everything I do but running.
j) How do you feel in a crowd? How do you feel alone?
Well, depends. Who's in the crowd? If it's a crowd of screaming fans, hell yeah I'm fucking pumped! Crowd of annoying kids from school... Just get me the fuck out of there before someone starts a fight. And by someone, I mean me. Alone... Eh, not the biggest fan. At home I got my sister, so at least I'm not alone there. I'm just...really fucking tired of being alone, ok? Before I joined the track team I had like, one friend. Wait, fuck, again, why the hell do you need to know that?!
k) If you were asked to describe yourself, what would you say about the kind of person you are? How about how you look?
I'm a fucking awesome person, that's what! ...Nah but seriously, like I said, people say I'm too angry, too blunt, too...a lot of things. Well, fuck them! I don't need their approval.
l) Where do you want to be in your life ten years from now?
Even more successful than I am today! I'm sure there's tons of other stuff I'm good at too, I just haven't found it yet. But I'm sure I will. I've..I've gotta.
m) A tear jerker is on. How do you react if alone? How do you react if with others?
No way anyone's ever gonna catch me crying. I just don't do that! It ain't me at all.
n) Deep down, what does you really think of yourself? Are you fair, moral, honest, ect...?
I just ain't good enough.
o) What do you think would make a perfect first date?
I don't really know... I just like hanging out with people and having fun! I wouldn't want to do anything that feels too forced or awkward.. Like how you're supposed to be all romantic on dates and shit? Especially if I'm friends with the guy or girl, that would just feel really strange. So just anything where we can have fun and be ourselves.
p) How important is money to you? Why?
Money is the ultimate measure of success! I wanna have a bunch and never have to worry about it again. I mean, not like I've ever had to, but I'd really rather not have to start...
q) What do you consider romantic?
Again, I honestly just don't have a clue! I feel like I'd only date people I was good friends with, and romance would just feel super forced and really fucking awkward.
r) How "green" are you? At the store, do you ask for paper, plastic, or bring a bag? Do you take hour-long showers, quick ones, have a rain barrel in the yard to catch water for the garden? And so on. While you are figuring out how "green" you are, figure out why you are dark green or not green at all.
People really think about this stuff? I just take whatever bag they give me...my shower lasts as long as it lasts... Does it really matter?
s) How do you deal with anger, sadness, external/internal conflict, change, loss, jealousy, hurt, ect...? Why?
My emotions are pretty damn up front. Like I said, keeping it in just fucking destroys you. Running is always great to blow off steam.
t) How do you think others see you as a person? How do you think other see you when it comes to looks and clothes?
I know for a fact I have a fuckton of enemies, at least I did at my old school. But I don't give a damn! They wanna hate me cause I'm bold enough to tell the truth in a world full of liars?! People just wanna save you from the pain but that just hurts you more in the end! My clothes ain't all that special either, really. But I don't give a shit what they think of me.
*mumbles softly* No, not anymore...