Aych Photography

Original portraits and fine art photos taken by me. San Francisco, CA.

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It follows

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Dark Angel

[just-shower-thoughts]

Humans with anxiety are pretty much just people that are way too aware of being alive.

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Portrait on a glacier in Valdez, Alaska. Love her freckles.

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My little brothers rap about addiction...dark but pretty genius parody if you’ve ever struggled with opiates

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Any ideas of multiple people? Sometimes the single person makes me feel lonely.

As in a group portrait? I could try! :)

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Hey guys, I got offered an interview for a magazine! The problem is, photography is sort of only a side thing and I don’t do it for money for the most part so I can maintain the freedom to do my own projects....in short I don’t really know how to deal with questions about my “brand”. Any suggestions from other part time creatives?

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Trip to Ski Bowl at Mt. Hood in Oregon. Stayed late to take some pictures, turned out to be worth it

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Fly away

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Dreams, a self portrait from this week

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“if you consider a woman less pure after you’ve touched her maybe you should take a look at your hands”

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(via solacity)

I will never not reblog this

(via nuedvixx)

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Little Red

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Partners in crime

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Migration is Beautiful

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Sometimes being alive is a challenge

As I work more to distract myself, things seem to keep getting worse. I can’t sleep because I’m anxious, and the less I sleep, the more anxious I become. Sometimes it seems like everything is coming together for me, and I always try to be really grateful and focus on what I have, but then it’s like no matter what I do or how good things get I always go back to feeling like I shouldn’t be alive. Things don’t even seem real. I watch other people go through life having normal interactions but how can they go about their day like everything is okay? All I can do is obsessively replay the most horrible, haunting memories in my head of things that I don’t even want to acknowledge as true events, and know that in the future, more of these events will happen. The worst part is, I have good friends that I could talk to but I don’t trust them enough to admit how I’m feeling. I don’t want to be alone with my thoughts but the thought of being around people when I’m feeling this vulnerable is really scary. I’m posting on here because this is a secret blog. No one that I know can find it, and that makes me feel safer talking about my feelings. It’s funny that strangers are safer than friends, but I’ve never been hurt by a stranger, only by the people that are supposed to love me. I need to clear out these bad thoughts but I don’t have any time, and it just keeps building. Here’s to hoping it gets better before it gets worse.

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Please don’t make me face this alone