HELLO! Do you have a summary of how you portray Leona's personality in your stories? I'm a big fan of your Leona and Yuu stories and I've read them multiple times www /gen I always feel like you just nail how he would act and say things and you inspire me to work on my own fics and get better at writing scenarios with him. Than you in advance ilyđ
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How I Portray Leona in General and in Romance
HI ANON! So I've gotten this question a few times and someone in my discord asked me basically the same thing so I'll share with you what I wrote a few months ago about Leona and the general way I write him. (it's quite funny bc a lot of these things come up in Chapter 7 when we see his dream. I AM CURSED WITH APOLLOS'S GIFT OF PROPHECY WITH THIS MAN ISTG)
I hope this is helpful?? I would like to point out that the way I write Leona is fully based on my biases and life experiences. And that a big part of fandom is projecting what you wanna see in characters while still making them feel like the same character we know in canon, yk? Good luck with your fic writing! And thank you!! mwah mwah.đ
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So Leona takes himself as a direct person, BUT he hides A LOT. He purposely misdirects people to get a reaction out of them. (Ex: pretending to be incompetent to anger someone) or he's playing with them. HE LOVES GAMES. Everyone is a chess piece, he has to feel in control bc thatâs all he has ever had over everyone else; his wits. Heâs a dickhead. He will say offensive shit to scare people off.
Itâs a test to see who sticks around. He has no reservations when it comes to this. You take him as he is. And despite how some people write him heâs kinda silly? Like dad jokes. Why does he joke so much about eating people, who knows? (He says shit like Namby-pamby ffs) Why are you a 40y/o in a 20 y/o body?
I HC he purposely talks casually and gruff to distance himself from his upbringing. (I like to mix proper language and slang with him bc it feels right? Also lots of animal puns, and nicknames. HE'S CORNY AF)
In general, I don't think Leona is an entirely romantic person in canon, however in my timeline, I do HC that he, like Scar has this âwant vs need problemâ with connection to others. He thinks it's just praise he wants (or to be king) BUT he NEEDS TLC. What was Scar MOST jealous of at the end of the day?? Mufasaâs connections, a âšqueenâš, a family! BEING KING DID NOT MAKE SCAR HAPPY!! He needs to be needed and in Chapter 2 novella, he admits he HAS to numb himself to not care. I feel like this is something he constantly battles with. Yeah, he's lazy but it's partly bc heâs tired. Heâs burnt out.
On the surface, he projects 100% nonchalance. He wants you to think everything he says is just "off the cuff", but it's not. He plans everything!!! Heâs a mentor, big bro, caretaker. He is not the best at comforting words but he enjoys being a leader bc people appreciate him and look up to him. Something he never got at home.
Leona and âšRomanceâš
He fools himself into thinking he has the upper hand at first and keeps his distance keeping an eye on the object of his affection. Why would you catch his eye? Well, his greatest strength is picking up on OTHER STRENGTHS. Chessmaster. He is a mentorrrr and caretaker lowkey, he wants others to NEED him and rely on him. HE WANTS YOU TO NEED HIM.
At first, he would place himself in your path, trying to be helpful in a very tsundere type way. But he would still be causal and keep ruffling your feathers to gauge how you feel for him. He guards his heart pretty heavily. And more and more he is slowly collecting info about you he would find more ways for these meetings to happen until he realizes: "Oh shit, Iâve caught feelings." This one is the winner. Heâs the king of nonchalance but also...heâs a very overly sensitive person. No doubt heâs freaking out a little, he doesn't wanna screw this up. But, heâd never show it.
I do think he wants to be challenged and given some pushback (insert manga panel about "something being harder to get and therefore is better"), He wants to WORK for it, to prove himself to you that you SHOULD choose him. He wants to impress you. It makes him feel alive. A person who keeps him on his toes.
And once this âgameâ of cat and mouse starts to happen. He might start to let his guard down if you are shown you can be trusted with his VERY VERY delicate feelings, that you DO accept his flaws, treat him differently than all others, and see past his gruff demeanor. It is a test of sorts. He is testing that you can âhandleâ him. MORE GAMES.
Heâd let you set the pace though. He won't be the first to give in. To kiss you or confess first. But he would fall first HARD. Heâs not been given much one-on-one attention in his life so he would crave that time with you. Physical touch is a big one, but he would not be pushy. He'd tease your boundaries and become addicted to your time together.
But yeah, this push and pull goes on for a while, all the while heâs gauging how you react to this. Memorizing it all.
Heâs def one of those texters who erases their sentence like 5 times when they are nervous bc he is cookin' up the RIGHT response to endear you. (Not in a sappy way of course more in a: âI know you miss me, mouse.â snarky sorta way.) Though he can be self-deprecating on bad days. Heâll act confident, though soften up behind closed doors.
I think once he realizes that you have picked up on his simpery and there's no going back...all bets are off. He doubles down, no longer ashamed of hiding it. (Assuming at this point the person has reciprocated these feelings too!) He wants to be yours and heâs not subtle. Someone to be by his side.
Then you get the REAL simp Leona, who lowkey mumbles the sappiest shit to you in his native language when he holds you, (bc heâs still embarrassed to be vulnerable, though this will fade over time) Heâll be your biggest supporter, and wants you around him as much as you can be.
This just keeps going until you're married. Congrats you now have a lion to take care of forever.đŠ
Hope this helps!âš
i'm sorry if this has been asked before, but do you have any tips for writing leona? both as he is in general and when he's with someone he cares about (not necessarily in a romantic way)
How I Write Leona (cont.)
NO WORRIES!! Iâve been asked similar questions before TBH but Iâll try to collect my thoughts in a way that might be helpful? DFGHJK
First, a disclaimer that: EVERYONE has their own âvisionâ of characters, so donât forget to stay true to how YOU feel he would act too!! When I write Leona, much of it is simply my OWN HCS that I've kept consistent when writing him. The little stuff I guess: how he talks, smells, body language, etc.
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Thereâs a lot I can say about how to âunderstandâ Leona to write him ig, BUT the core of it is, I think Leonaâs one of those characters who at first seems straightforward on the surface but turns out not to be! So much so that the rest of the cast tend to misunderstand him. ALSO, in the game he is introduced in a certain (BAD) way, and he tends to be relegated to a support character or even comic relief. Sooo, I get why some people write him one note.
But, IMHO man is just a big contradiction.
From what Iâve learned (and what I tend to lean into in my own writing), are how his pride and restraint work in tandem. I view Leona as a very emotionally intense person, but a lot of the time he refuses to show it in any sorta straightforward way. Heâd rather downplay, deflect, or act annoyed than DARE admit he cares about fucking anything. (which is alot) Heâs admitted that he's scared to hope!! HOWEVER, I do think ppl fall into the trap of making him TOO mean sometimes, so I try to have a balance.
In General:
Heâs blunt and he doesnât waste his words, (The VA was basically instructed to play him as if every word he said was too much effort!) He doesnât yell though, nor have an aggressive aura unless heâs purposely pushing/scaring someone.
Heâs VERY observant, he notices EVERYTHING. But in gen, Leona doesnât comment or get involved unless it matters to him. (Chessmaster headass.)
He defaults to laziness/apathy as a defense. If something feels like effort (especially emotionally), or heâs feeling a bit too vulnerable, sometimes heâll avoid deep emotions, or act like itâs totally not a big deal.
When He Cares:
When it comes to people he cares about (romantic or not), thatâs where it gets complicated!! Romance is a bit different I will say, and I already made a post specifically about this. BUT, I do soften him up DRAMATICALLY when It comes to being in love bc IMO compelling romance requires vulnerability and once his walls are down WE SEE THE REAL OOEY-GOOEY.
Anyway. These are gen things I think about him, relating to how he cares for others!
Leona generally shows he cares through this sort of "tolerance of your proximity to him." Letting someone stay close to him, not just pushing them away, I think sharing space is a big form of affection for him.
Though I think he can get more irritable too. (Tsundere-ass.) Not because he actually dislikes someone, but because they affect him, and Leona above all craves control. Sometimes, itâs hard to decipher when he's just annoyed or when heâs trying to hide that he cares, and I feel like people confuse these two.
I personally see him as a very physical person but in subtle ways. (In my fics especially, I lean into how touch-starved he can feel and how that creates tension between wanting it so baddddd, yet resisting it.)
He doesnât sugarcoat things when he does reassure/help/praise ppl. But, he does it!! He shows this with his underclassmen and even Sally in the NBC event. He sees and believes in everyone's worth, even complimenting Vil and Idia when needed, two ppl he doesnât get along with that much.
Leona craves affection/attention more than most (his own words), but he doesnât often put in effort to reach for it. And so that gap creates a lot of internal tension when you write him!!
He often frames things like they DONâT matter to himâŠwhile clearly acting in ways that prove they do.
I think when he does get close to someone, thereâs this weird push-pull of wanting more vs. holding himself back out of pride, fear, or w/e.
The Leona Voice:
One thing that might really help is thinking in terms of character voice? Which is a basic writing concept that helps your character writing be more immersive in general.
Character voice in writing is unique to each POV character and how a character thinks, speaks, reacts to things, and basically how their world view works with all this.
The most simple example I came across in my creative writing textbook is comparing how Elmo VS Oscar the Grouch would react to someone handing them a bouquet of flowers and how they would describe said gift internally.
Leona is sarcastic but teasing, he can speak in short sentences when he's annoyed but when he's playful he puts on his princely air and that's where the drama come in. I have him go back and forth. He speaks properly sometimes when he's more serious, but mostly it's casual slang bc I think he likes the distance that creates from his upbringing.
But, it's not just what Leona says, but what he's thinking and his intentions, (He can be super sarcastic) his internal monologue, all through his VERY pessimistic worldview. He thinks a lot, but avoids saying things outloud, and he often contradicts himself. ITâS ALOT. TO CONSIDER. FGHJK
SO, if you wanna develop your own version of Leonaâs "voice", my advice is to think about how he sounds in your head, imagine how he would talk, gesture or react and try to put yourself in his shoes.
TBH there's no single âcorrectâ fanon Leona. I write him in a way that I LIKE and you should too!! I prefer to emphasize his softness and thoughtfulness. I write him through the lens of someone who used to be a dreamy, sensitive kid and now is a closed off, chronic over-thinker. He sees the world as a chessboard. And that alone GREATLY affects his relationships in both positive and negative ways.
I think to get that satisfaction you want, you might just wanna work on finding a way to consistently write him to your tastes? Re-read his vignettes, others vignettes with him in it. ALSO, @/yuurei20 is a great resource for lots of objective Leona facts if you have time!!
Once you start to write to him in a way that feels right to you, it will be second nature after a few times! At first, I really had TO THINK about how I wrote him and my relationship with him developed along with my Yuuâs. But now I just do it. And TBH this applies to all characters. This is just some creative writing stuff Iâve learned bc I myself wanna write my own fiction book one day!! And Iâve briefly worked as a copywriter as well.
Just How I Do it:
Here are a few random things I've noticed that I do a lot in my Leona writing after skimming some old stuff!!
â Leona defaults to holding back, instead of expressing his emotions.
Basically, I write him clenching his hands a lot. LMAO. And in gen, just always holding himself back, stopping himself from reaching out to ppl or saying something, etc. The strong emotions are there, gnawing at him, but those sweet words can come out through clenched teeth at first, yk?
â Hovering close to ppl he cares for without committing to anything.
He is kinda nosy AF and a know-it-all. He always has his eyes on what is going on in a room at all times. He ESP watches over people he cares for but knows when to step off. HEâD NEVER TELL YOU WHAT A LURKER HE IS. I think that this creates tension when you are writing romance with him especially!!
â Leona HATES formality in emotion or in relationships, but he be playin' games.
I think he appreciates ppl who are straightforward about their emotions since he deals with a lot of social games back home. And he might become closer easier to someone who can is a âread the roomâ type, and so, they can read/see through his caring, but standoffish behavior.
â Touchstarved but SO stubborn about it.
Maybe more a HC but IDC. I think this man craves touch, but thereâs always that internal resistance about wanting or even punishing himself for enjoying it. Like he wants it, but wonât ask for it.
â Irritation (can) = His Way of Caring.
When he cares, he can get snippy esp when you donât listen to him. I do think there is a threshold for this for when he is VERY close to someone. And then, instead of being annoyed he cares for you, you become one of the only ones he acts soft to. He uses that tough love sometimes to make you âbetter.â (Sally skipped the line on this. He was actually really sweet to her bc he respected her.)Â
â Heâs a pusher, and loves games/testing ppl.
I think Leona tends to push into pplâs space in a way thatâs a little overwhelming at first (his intro in game, THE SNIFF) But, itâs him testing boundaries and initially trying to force a reaction instead of just communicating his questions or curiosity about someone directly. Itâs def one of his less appealing traits, but itâs Leona IMO.
â Internal VS External Reactions
Internally heâs loud, he thinks a lot, and feels a lot. Externally, he tends to say very little. This contrast when you're writing his POV IS JUST SO FUN.Â
â Fixation on senses (especially with people he cares about)
Beastman noses and ears are sensitive esp Leona's who canonically can SMELL magic, etc. So, through his POV I think he tends to notice lil things like smells and sounds and body language. Again, in a romantic sense, emphasizing this can show how focused he is on the other person.
- Discomfort with being seen clearly or clocked on his shit!!
He clocks others a lot, but if you do it to him god forbid!. If the other person gets him too much, or is a lil too nice to him, I think it's his nasty self-loathing habit that makes him default to deflection or irritation. Being understood makes him vulnerable, and he doesnât like that!! (at first)
- There's a threshold to his âTsundere-nessâ
After a while I think there comes a switch in Leona when he truly appreciates someone and he will begin acting softer instead of annoyed or pushy, in a way this is him âsubmittingâ to his feelings! Heâs super mature actually. (THIS IS ONE OF THE BIGGEST WAYS PPL LOSE ME ON IN FICS OR HCS BC WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU ARE MARRIED/OR BFFS AND HE STILL CALLS YOU AN ANNOYING HERBIVORE??? HE DOESNâT EVEN CALL THE MC HERBIVORE LATER IN THE MAIN STORY THAT MUCH.)
- âYouâre still here?â
I donât think Leona expects others to stick around much through his tests or show him much focused individual affection. Heâs never got proper attention from anyone in his life, so I think when writing any kind of relationship with him heâs lowkey expecting the other person to leave and testing them the whole time. When they stay, it affects him DEEPLY.Â
- Suprisingly charming??? HEâS STILL A PRINCE.
I've noticed I tend to have him pull out these zingers sometimes in emotional moments. Much like he does in the game where he âsuddenlyâ acts nice, gentlemanly or says something waaaaay too sweet. This would happen more if you were his partner I think, but yeah! Heâs capable!!
- Using the word âherbivoreâ sparingly.
Thatâs all. I hate the overuse of it. (Or at all.) It immediately takes me out of any fic. I've all but cut it out of my romance fics/HC especially. And even if you were his friend he wouldnât call you this either, sorry. He doesnât call Ruggie one??? I just canât stand it.
I think with any character writing balance its key, soft Leona (to me) is much MORE satisfying because he fights it SOOO MUCH. But, I remember not to make him too mean because I truly believe Leona is a very self-aware and emotionally mature character. (Crazy I know!!)Â
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Thatâs all I got for now!! ANYWAY. I hope that this was helpful in some sorta way?? I am not actually the authority on Leona but, I do create fan content for this man as part of my living now and I think it's well received?? So, I like to think I've learned something? (I HOPE.) Still, this is just my perspective on it!! Good luck!!
Last winter, after reading Leona's dream, I wanted Baymax to play the therapist for him cause his line broke my heart... I drew other stuff but didn't finish them back them.
Now that Baymax event is coming, it was the opportunity to finish them :3.
(Working on Leona's birthday, so I'm gonna answer you guys next month :x)
: ÌÌâ Summary: The chances of befriending a Wayne online are low, but never zero. You honestly thought somebody was trying to catfish you, you don't just believe anybody who tells you that they're Tim Drake online.
When you actually meet him, you realize that somehow you beat that impossibly low statistic and actually befriended Tim Drake. However, there is something strange going on with the Wayne family. You werenât sure what it was.
Until Red Robin saved you.
: ÌÌâ Word Count: 14.5k
Warnings/Tags: Online friends to friends to lovers, texting, LOTS of texting, they're literally online friends idk what you'd expect, Tim does photography as a hobby, reader is a uni student, reader and Tim deserve each other <3, secret identity reveal, very fluffy fic
: ÌÌâ A/N: First Tim Drake fic! Hope you guys enjoy :)! Thank you @r-4-y-v-3-n for this request! This prompt was a lot of fun <3! I hope I delivered :D!
Masterlist
âYes, I'll have the files emailed as soon as possible.â You place your phone onto your desk, pulling up your drive on your laptop. The moment you place your phone down, it buzzes. The vibration echoes loudly on your wooden table.
âThank you,â your boss responds on speaker. âCould you have them sent to IT as well?â He asks, and you hear some rustling on his side of the call.
You nod, forgetting that he can't see you. âOf course.â Buzz. âI am sending them right now.â Buzz. âDid you want it sent to your assistant as well?â Buzz.
âIf you could.â Buzz. âI'd appreciate it.â Buzz.
You grit your teeth, âGreat.â Buzz.
You glare at your phone, hoping the intensity of your stare will compel him to stop texting you.
Buzz.
You sigh, rubbing your temples as you click send. âAlright, I just sent them.â
âThank you,â your boss says your name. âI'll be in touch.â
You nod, âLet me know if anything else is needed.â Your boss hangs up. The display on your phone changing back to your home screen. Buzz. You are going to kill this man.
Tim: at this point i feel like you're just ignoring me đ
Tim: i KNOW you're home right now
Tim: gotta admit you're dedicated tho
You glare at your phone, quickly typing out a response.
hey sorry to disappoint but i can be at home AND still work, some of us are actually employed
He instantly responds.
Tim: tf you talking about?? I am literally the ceo of wayne enterprises bro đ„
I thought that was Lucius??? and even if you are employed you sure act unemployed bro đ„
Tim: are you calling me chronically online?
Tim: how do you think we met???
Tim: it's a two way street đ
yeah but like
Tim: đ€šđ€š
ok fair enough, but I was working đ what was so important that you had to spam me while I was talking to my BOSS
Tim: mb gang i didn't know :(((
Tim: I figured if you didn't respond the first time you'd respond by the 15th time
Tim: and it worked sooooâŠ.
get to the point
Tim: so consider
Tim: dinner
You feel your heart skip a beat, your thumbs freezing as any comments you had evaporate from your head.
Tim: at the manor
Oh⊠That makes more sense. Why would you assume he was asking you out? You scoff, feeling a low surge of disappointment run through your chest.
again??
Tim: yeah i don't wanna be alone đ
won't there be like 10 people there??? how would you be alone?
Tim: can you just be there pls
no
Tim: please?
i'm busy
Tim: doing what
i shouldn't tell people online what i'm doing, that's creepy of you to ask there buddy đ€š
Tim: you've literally been in my ROOM before hello??
You chuckle, leaning back in your chair as you type. Any prior work you were doing is entirely forgotten.
that's an issue, what if I stole something? clearly SOMEBODY forgot to tell you never to tell strangers online your address đ
Tim: fyi i can handle myself PERFECTLY fine
yeah huh
Tim: and are you implying you stole something from me???
no but i could've, you wouldn't have even noticed
Tim: no I would've
then why'd you ask me if I did?
Tim: to see if you'd admit guilt
I didn't steal anything though??
Tim: that's what a LIAR would say
oh my goodness
you're on your own for dinner
Tim: WAIT PLEASE
Tim: IM SORRY PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME WITH THEM
Tim: WE CAN HANG OUT AFTER MAKE IT A WHOLE THING
Tim: ACTUALLY WE CAN JUST DITCH LIKE HALFWAY THROUGH AND HEAD UP TO MY ROOM
damn you're acting as if they burn you at the stake each time there is dinner đ
Tim: please be there i beg of you đ
mmmm i dunno you don't sound desperate enough
Tim: now I KNOW you're lying cause there's no WAY you just said that
Tim: I'd literally get on my knees and beg if I could
lmao what's stopping you?
Tim: my dignity
đ
Tim: u being fr rn?
the mental image is very funny
Tim: i'm sure it is, now can we get back on track? could you PLEASE show up to dinner Sunday I'm LITERALLY begging you
THIS SUNDAY???? I THOUGHT IT'D BE LIKE NEXT WEEK OR SOMETHING
Tim: PLEASE I KNOW IT'S SHORT NOTICE I WILL MAKE IT WORTH YOUR TIME đ
Tim: I'LL EVEN ASK ALFRED TO MAKE YOUR FAVORITE FOOD AND DESSERT
That makes you pause.
you will? đ€š
Tim: YES JUST PLEASE SHOW UP
mmm okay
gotta ask, why do you need me there that bad??? don't just say your lonely or smth stupid
Tim: if you're there, it forces everybody to act normal
You furrow your eyebrows, pondering what âabnormalâ would look like for the Wayne family. They seemed kind of normal when you met them. Maybe it's some Wayne thing you just don't understand.
what does that even mean??
Tim: just trust me, you being there makes my life 1000x easier
oh so I'm bait đ
Tim: nononono not like that
Tim: it's nothing actually bad I promise
relax Tim I'm joking lmao, I'll gladly be bait to make your family behave normally 𫥠(as long as you hold up with your deal with Alfred of course)
Tim: you're literally my favorite person in the world right now
Smiling, you chuckle at the message, leaning back into your chair. You are not going to read too much into that.
after this I better be, I'll see you later then
Tim: I can pick you up Sunday around five
perfect, see you then
Tim: see you
You place your phone down. Dinner, huh? It's not like you haven't been to the Wayne's for dinner. This shouldn't be any different. The only other time Tim invited you to dinner was when you were starting to get to know him in person. To be fair, he didn't exactly âinviteâ you. His family actually insisted that they had to meet Tim's new friend. Tim had quickly informed you that you could decline the âoffer,â but you had went anyway. It's not like you could just decline an invitation from Bruce Wayne himself.
The difference between now and then is that Tim is not only inviting you, but practically begging you to show up. Sure, he had snuck you in a few times, but formal invitations were not something that either of you did, not anymore.
What changed?
It's not something you should read into. However, your mind keeps going back to that one line. You open your phone again, scrolling to look at the messages. Your thumb hovers over the message: âif you're there, it forces everybody to act normal.â
Now, it should not be something you should read into. However, the strange thing is, you know exactly what Tim is talking about. When you met the Wayne's everything was seemingly normal, but the issue was that it was too normal. It set off some alarm in your brain, but you couldn't figure out what they did that set it off.
Normal.
What defines normalcy?
Is it the standards that you are accustomed to? Is it expectations one expects a well-adjusted person to have? Either way, it set off some alarms because while you didn't know how to describe their usual behavior, Tim does.
They act normal when you're there. This implies that there is a time where they don't act normal.
Your finger lightly traces the edge of your phone as you stare at the messages. Now, you're definitely reading into this, but the fact of the matter is something is up.
You're going to figure it out.
Meeting Tim had been, potentially, the most unexpected event in your entire life. Now, since both of you live in Gotham, one might presume that perhaps you met somewhere in the city. Perhaps you went to the same university or bumped into each other on the street. Perhaps you had met him at one of the dozens of events hosted by the Waynes every year. The possibilities were endless.
Instead, you met him on a thread online.
You didn't even know it was him.
It had been an online forum. You don't even remember what the exact topic was. It was something photography related. One of the usersâ TimTamâ had been discussing something about how to balance one's subject with the environment around them. They had gone on and on about the rule of thirds, and how the the environment was meant to enhance the subject. Curiously, you had checked out their profile. After all, you'd expect somebody who talked the talk to be able to walk the walk. You'd found a link to a blog he had.
Apparently, you should've never doubted TimTam because the photos he took were absolutely breathtaking. You've lived in Gotham for decades, and yet the photos that TimTam took exhibited an unconventional beauty of the otherwise deplorable city. For a moment, you wondered if this was his job. Some of the photos looked too perfect to just be a mere hobby. He had shots next to the gargoyles on Wayne Tower with angles that looked unfeasible for any sane person to achieve.
Who was this guy?
Curiosity got the better of you. You had attempted to look him up for any other social media accounts, but your efforts were fruitless. A conclusion that only made you more curious.
You wanted to find more about this mysterious individual, so you sent him a quick message. Polite and inquisitive.
Hello! I stumbled onto your page, and I adore your photography! I was wondering if you had any other social media accounts. I would love to follow some of your other socials.
Checking the original forum, you noticed that the timestamp was from over a week ago. Hopefully he'd respond. You didn't really keep up with online photography forums much. Stumbling onto this had been an accident, but a happy accident nevertheless. You were about to get up from your chair, when you saw a little bubble signifying a notification.
Your mouth parted in surprise. That was quick.
TimTam: Hello. I don't have any other socials at the moment for photography. I only really post it occasionally on my main.
You nod, understandable. It's a shame, but you weren't about to ask a random stranger for what may be their potentially personal account. You were about to type your response, when TimTam sends another message.
TimTam: You think I should make a photography accoutn?
TimTam: account*
You slowly blink at the message followed by the typo correction. Somehow this person seems a lot less intimidating than they did five seconds ago.
Absolutely! It's rare that I can find somebody capture Gotham in the perspective you do. I would definitely follow you if you make any other socials.
There's a pause for a moment. The bubble appears, disappears, and reappears again. You tap the space bar of your laptop idly, curious what TimTam has to say.
TimTam: Like right now?
You can't help the surprised snort that escapes you.
I mean if you want? I meant more generally, but now works.
TimTam: Right, right, of course
You like their message, unsure how to respond to that. You think that's the end of your adventures with TimTam, but about ten minutes later you get another message. You open the chat back up. It's an Instagram link.
TimTam: Thanks for the advice. I made the social.
You nod as if they can see your physical response. Tapping onto the link.
For sure! Honored to be the first official follower :)
You actually are their first follower. The account's user is Tim_Tam with a profile picture sitting on the ledge of a building overlooking the sunset. Zero posts, one follower, zero following. It was brand new. Not even a bio present.
Satisfied with how the interaction went, you had presumed that your conversations with TimTam had ended. You didn't exactly give them a reason to keep contacting you.
A few days went by, and slowly TimTam began to post on social media. His first posts garnered thousands of likes, which you found impressive for such a fresh account. You did tell him that he'd do well on other platforms. It didn't take long for him to build up a following. Nothing insane, but definitely a good start.
You had been keeping up with TimTam. You weren't sure what drew you to him, but you found yourself liking each post of his. You found a smile appear on your face each time he posted.
Perhaps you were a tad bit proud that your suggestion led to such fruition.
Judging by the way he had immediately asked you if he should make a photography account, you assumed that he had previously considered the idea. Either that or he was a very spontaneous person.
Either way, you took some satisfaction out of it.
Days had gone by and you watched as his followers trickled up. You found yourself living vicariously through TimTam, silently celebrating ten thousand followers with him.
Then you saw it.
You had been about to go to bed. It was nearly midnight, and it was freezing. The comforters weighed heavily onto you, shrouding you in warmth. On top of that, you had pulled the Batman throw blanket up to your neck, nearly suffocating yourself with the soft material. The blanket had the different symbols of all the Bats plastered onto it against a light gray backdrop. You'd gotten it years ago, and to this day it was still one of your favorite blankets.
You squinted your eyes as the bright light of your phone shone through the otherwise dark room. Your eyes started to feel the strain as you continued to fight the urge to sleep.
Then you saw the notification.
The first thing you registered wasn't the message, but the sender of the message.
TimTam (or is it Tim_Tam now?) had sent you a message.
Sitting up, you read the notification, not wanting him to know you're reading his message.
Tim_Tam
[Image attached]
Sent now
Tim_Tam
[Image attached]
Sent now
Tim_Tam
Which one do you think looks better?
Sent now
You paused, thumb hovering over the Instagram notifications. You couldn't see the photos if you didn't click the message. However, if you clicked the messages, he'd know you're awake.
Would it be weird to respond? It's nearly midnight. What if he judges your poor sleeping schedule?
Then again⊠He texted you first. If anything he should be worried about how he comes across. Also, why should you care? It's just a stranger on the internet.
Before you could reconsider your actions, you clicked on the messages.
Nothing could have prepared you for what you saw.
The two photos looked practically identical. Upon closer inspection, you noticed a few discrepancies, but they were so insignificant that they were practically the same photo.
It was taken on a rooftop. Nightwing and Robin were shown to be conversing with one another. It was, quite possibly, the clearest photos of the vigilantes you had ever seen.
Of course, you've seen the blurry images and videos of the vigilantes captured by the news or even by Gothamites themselves, but none of them were this sharp. It was evident that the photo was taken from a distance (likely due to TimTam not wanting to be spotted), but that didn't change the fact that this was potentially the best photo you'd seen of the vigilantes before.
Sure, you've seen a whispered shadow pass over your head, or even heard the roar of the Batmobile echo across the city, but you had never gotten a clear look at their faces. It's blurry enough where specific identifiable facial features may not be evident, but it's clear enough that you can actually deduce their facial expressions.
Nightwing appears to be smiling, a wide grin plastered onto his face. Robin doesn't share the same expression. It's more difficult to tell what he's thinking, but it's evident that he does not share Nightwing's apparent amusement.
You swipe between the two photos TimTam sent. You were only able to make out five differences total. In the first photo, Robin's shoulders were more tense, Nightwing's mouth was slightly open (though still grinning) as if caught mid-speech, and the lights of the city shined down a low red lighting onto their costumes, bathing them in the ominous color.
The second photo had Nightwing simply offering an amused grin, smiling with his teeth on display. He wasn't saying anything. Robin's shoulders were more relaxed, but the unamused expression was a constant in both photos. The low red lighting from the first photo turned into a slightly more vibrant scarlet that enveloped the subjects. If you looked closely, you'd notice that Nightwing had a couple strands of hair out of place. The change making him look slightly more unkempt. The only other noticeable change was the direction Robin faced. In the second photo, he is angled just ever so slightly more towards Nightwing.
The second one for sure. It makes them both look cooler with the lighting and it feels slightly more personal.
Tim_Tam: Okay, thanks.
You stare at the photos for a moment longer, waiting for something else. No other response came. You furrow your brows, typing another message. Before TimTam was interesting. But now?
Wait that's it?
Now he's borderline unreal.
Tim_Tam: Yeah, I couldn't really decide
Tim_Tam: It's not like I could ask Nightwing and Robin their opinions. I doubt they even know the photo was taken.
Who even is this guy?
You're telling me that you snuck up on NIGHTWING and ROBIN
and you can't choose which photo looks better???
Tim_Tam: In all fairness, their vibes are VERY different. I couldn't tell which one to go for.
He's right. Despite capturing the same moment, the minute differences change the interpretation of the photos immensely.
That's fair.
Should I even ask how you got these photos?
Tim_Tam: It sounds like you are asking
Tim_Tam: Let's just say I have my ways
You frown. That was entirely expected, but still disappointing.
Are you planning on selling them?
There's a pause for a moment. The bubbles appear, then disappear, then reappear.
Tim_Tam: What?
Like the photos. You could probably sell them to the Gotham Gazette and get a quick buck or something.
I don't think I've ever seen any news agency with photos THIS clear. I'm sure they'd eat it up.
Tim_Tam: Maybe? I hadn't really considered that
Wait wait you're telling me you stalked after vigilantes for love of the game??
Tim_Tam: yeah pretty much
At this point, you're wide awake. All sleepiness that clouded your brain fanned away long ago.
Are those the only ones you have?
There's a long pause.
Tim_Tam: At the moment.
I'm not saying you should follow the Bats again but likeâŠ
These photos are actually phenomenal, you could get famous for this.
There's another long pause.
Tim_Tam: You think?
100%. I've NEVER seen such prisitine photos of Nightwing and Robin. It's genuinely impressive.
Tim_Tam: Hm
Tim_Tam: I'll see what I can do.
That was the start of your friendship with TimTam. Vigilante photos. Two nights after the Nightwing and Robin photo situation, you received another text.
Tim_Tam
[Image attached]
Sent now
You nearly dropped your phone upon opening the message.
If you thought the Nightwing and Robin photo was clear? This was night and day. It was single handled the best photo of Red Robin you've ever seen. The image pictured Red Robin kicking some criminal. The dynamic pose combined with the sheer clarity of the photo made for an actual masterpiece. You could see the way that his suit fit his form. The way he clenched his jaw as he struck the criminal. It was so close. It almost looks like TimTam had taken security camera footage, zoomed in, and somehow enhanced it.
???
Tim_Tam: Is that a good or bad ???
GOOD DEFINITELY GOOD
HOW IS IT SOMEHOW BETTER THAN THE NIGHTWING AND ROBIN ONE
Tim_Tam: I'm good at photography I guess
Tim_Tam: you're a Red Robin fan?
Were you imagining the smug tone behind that? Was Red Robin even your favorite? You liked Red Robin, but your favorite?
I suppose
Tim_Tam: You suppose?? Damnnnn okay
My bad đ didn't realize you were a big Red Robin fan
Tim_Tam: No no it's fine
Tim_Tam: Perhaps I'll have to get more to convince you
At that point just interview him. You're already stalking the poor guy.
Tim_Tam: He's finr
Tim_Tam: fine*
He paused.
Tim_Tam: For the record though, I probably could
You chuckled. Whoever this was seemed very confident they could get an interview with Red Robin. Have you even seen vigilante interviews? Maybe a statement or two here and there, but never full on interviews.
Maybe stick to your day job
Tim_Tam: I feel like you're challenging me đ€š
Nonono
Just like
I'd hate to read in the paper that Red Robin beat you up
There was a long moment of silence, Tim_Tam wasn't even typing.
Tim_Tam: Nah I can handle him
You were full on laughing at your phone by this point.
Tim_Tam: He didn't even notice me taking the photos or anything
And that translates to his fighting ability??
Tim_Tam: I mean all you got to do is get one really good hit in and he's out
Tim_Tam: he's only human
you sure of that? đ€šđ€š
Tim_Tam: Positive, I think I have a shot
Well then, I await the day I see the headline
âphotographer takes out Red Robin with a single hitâ
Tim_Tam: Oh yeah that'll for sure be the headline
Tim_Tam: I'll personally get the photo for that story. Send a photo of it just to you to prove myself
Do you always look for validation from strangers on the internet??
Tim_Tam: Do you always judge the photos of photographers on the internet??
do NOT pin this on me, you asked me to pick between the two :(
Tim_Tam: mhm
I wasn't even being critical of them, all I said was that I liked the second one better
Tim_Tam: I believe your exact words were that they looked âcoolerâ and âfelt more personalâ
I didn't say the other ones were bad though!! I'm pretty sure I said they were the BEST photos of Nightwing and Robin I've seen so far
also
Tim_Tam: ?
You hesitated. Was this being too casual with TimTam? The two of you seem to be getting along fine, but you hadn't asked him any truly heavy questions.
I was just curiousâ feel free to not answerâ but are you planning on posting the Nightwing and Robin photos?
Somehow, you felt as if the tension rose at your question. TimTam diidn't immediately respond. There was no indication that he's even read your message. Then you saw the bubble. Typing. Not typing. Typing.
Tim_Tam: No
Tim_Tam: I can't
Absentmindedly you tapped the side of your phone, eyebrows furrowing.
Ah okay
The response was lame, and both of you knew it. You silently berated yourself for ruining the atmosphere. TimTam didn't respond after that. He didn't react to the message, but you still saw that he was online. Resigned, you slowly put your phone back on the nightstand. Shutting your eyes, you twist your body in the opposite direction of the device. Out of sight, out of mindâ
Bzzt!
Your phone's vibration caused you to freeze. No, no. You needed to sleep. It might not even be TimTam. It could've been a random email that you'll never look at. Even if it was TimTam, it was completely understandable if you didn't respond, given how late it is.
However, curiosity did kill the cat.
You turned over, slowly grabbing you phone. You had zero expectations (at least that's what you told yourself). TimTam was probably asleep too. It's not like you two were close enough to be chatting casually this late.
Tim_Tam: It's not that I don't want to don't get me wrong
Tim_Tam: It's just that something happened, and I can't do it
Without thinking, you opened the message. Damn it, he's going to think you're a loser, immediately coming online the moment he messages you.
No need to justify yourself, I get it
I'm glad that you decided to share the photos you've taken with me though
TimTam paused, but his next reply had you reeling.
Tim_Tam: Robin paid me a visit
You felt your heart start to pound as if it was you who Robin visited. You could only imagine how TimTam handled the situation. How did he neglect to mention that?!
Are you serious??? Thought you said that he and Nightwing weren't aware you were photographing them?
Tim_Tam: So
Tim_Tam: How do I say this
The responses were rapid, you could feel TimTam's unease through the screen.
Shoudl I be concerned??
should*
Tim_Tam: Would you believe me if I hypothetically said I sought out Robin
like you took more photos of him??
Tim_Tam: No like I talked with him
He did what?
Tim_Tam: And hypothetically he said that the photos must never be seen by the public
hypothetically did you agree??
Tim_Tam: kinda??
oh my gosh are you going to be on a vigilante hit list?
Tim_Tam: I don't think that's a thing đ
you THINK? the same guy who THOUGHT Nightwing and Robin weren't aware of you??
Tim_Tam: TECHNICALLY they weren't, I just wanted to show them the photos get their thoughts
âŠmy guy this is on you why would you TELL them??
praying for you đ
Tim_Tam: Are you still implying that Robin is going to off me??
I'm JUST saying, now they know who you are
if they see any photos like the ones you took they'll know it was you
probably dox you or something idk
Tim_Tam: You make an excellent point
Tim_Tam: eh It'll be fine though
Did you get Nightwing or Red Robin's opinion too?
It felt stupid to ask. You imagine he would've said something if he met another vigilante. TimTam took a minute to respond.
Tim_Tam: Nightwing no, Red Robin yes
Or not⊠What kind of guy just casually forgets to mention he met not one but two vigilantes?
What'd he say?
Tim_Tam: He thought it was cool
You stared at the message for a long moment, waiting to see if he'd elaborate.
He thought it was cool??
Tim_Tam: Yep
and that's it..?
Tim_Tam: Uhh I can't really remember
did he knock you out or something??? you conversed with RED ROBIN and can't even bother to remember what he said??
Tim_Tam: to be fair he didn't say much
You're telling me he SERIOUSLY just said âcoolâ and then left??
Tim_Tam: yeah pretty much
You let out a puff of amusement. What a weird world you live in. This random internet photographer you found has somehow met two of Gotham's vigilante's, been threatened by one of them, and is still acting like this isn't a big deal.
Tim_Tam: Oh and he said he didn't mind the photos
Finally, something.
Are you going to try and catch him again?
I feel obligated to preface this by saying this is NOT me encouraging you to go track down vigilantes
Tim_Tam: uhhhh
???
Tim_Tam: [Image Attached]
Tim_Tam: You're a bit too late, already caught him again
You stare blankly at the new image. It's another image of Red Robin. This time it's not an action shot. Instead, it capture the vigilante sitting casually on the edge of the building. His knee is propped up in front of him, his arm casually resting on it. The angle of this photo is different. It isn't taken from above, nor from the streets below. Instead, it's taken from the very rooftop Red Robin is sitting on. If you had to hazard a guess, TimTam took this photo from the ground of the rooftop with his camera at a low angle.
Dude did you CRAWL to get this photo???
Tim_Tam: âŠwhy would you ask that??
Cause how else did you get a get that specific angle of Red Robin?? Did you share a rooftop with him??
You pause, scrutinizing the photograph. There's a figure in the back, and upon further examination, you realize who it is.
IS THAT NIGHTWING IN THE DISTANCE???? YOU CAUGHT HIM AGAIN???
Tim_Tam: What???
There is a pause for a moment.
Tim_Tam: Huh didn't even see him lol
âDidn't even see him lol.â You weren't even sure if you're surprised anymore. All you can do is stare at the photograph with Red Robin (and Nightwing pictured in the back) in awe. For a moment, you considered whether TimTam truly asked Red Robin to pose for it. It certainly looked like it.
you ACCIDENTALLY got a picture of Red Robin posing with Nightwing in the distance???
Tim_Tam: Red Robin isn't posing what??
dude he is LITERALLY posing for the photo
There was a momentary pause.
Tim_Tam: idk it looks pretty natural to me
sure we'll go with that
You sighed, rubbing you temples. This guys has to be playing you.
Tim_Tam: damn okay fine doubt me
Tim_Tam: I'll try again
You almost felt your blood pressure spike seeing the message. What kind of person gets threatened by Robin and decides to pursue the guy? Determined, you pick up your phone, fingers flying over the keyboard.
You are not going to be a bystander in this guy's inevitable demise.
Was it an unconventional way to befriend somebody? Perhaps, but it was Gotham. TimTam seemed relatively nice, a trait found few and far between in a city like this. It helped that he enjoyed your company as well. There were many nights where neither of you could fall asleep, and the only thing keeping you up was the quiet vibration of your phone going off, signaling that he was still there.
Days turned into weeks, weeks turned into months, months dragged on for a year.
After a year, youâd think that youâd know a bit more about who TimTam really was. Perhaps a small slip up that leads to a meet up? Did you even want to meet up with TimTam? What if heâs been playing the long game, waiting to get your trust before inevitably killing you in a back alley, your name never to be mentioned again outside of a True Crime Story podcast in a few years. You shuddered at the thought.
Dramatic? Yes. Paranoid? Absolutely.
Still doesnât stop the growing desire to know who he is.
Have you walked past him on the street? Maybe you went to school together? Perhaps you both frequent a place with no idea the other is there. The possibilities were endless. They were killing you, and yet neither of you brought up the topic.
The closest you got to hints was talking about the latest news.
did you see hear about those buildings that Firefly lit up?
Tim_Tam: âseeâ would be an understatement, closer to felt
Your eyebrows raised into your hairline.
oh shit, are you okay??
Tim_Tam: iâm fineeee
Tim_Tam: tis but a scratch
Tim_Tam: or burn
You back straightened as you sat up from the curb. Police sirens still rang out, the blaring noise causing your eardrums to vibrate in an unpleasant manner. You frantically looked over the crowd of people: officers, paramedics, examiners, victims, detectives.
Is he one of them?
You werenât sure what he looked like. Heâd been (frustratingly) vague about who he is, but, to be fair, you werenât any more explicit.
youâre here?
The message is sent and read almost immediately. You watch as the bubble of him typing appears. On. Off. On. Off. You stare at the screen, squinting, attempting to block out the noise of your environment. For a moment, you wonder if something happened. Does he not want to answer that question?
Tim_Tam: wait you're here??
Tim_Tam: shit what are you doing here?
Against your will, your heart started pumping. The accelerating rhythm causing your hands to shake as you typed out your next message, even ifâ at the timeâ you insisted it was just the cold, damp, air of Gotham.
Tim_Tam: are you okay?
Tim_Tam: did anything happen to you?
Tim_Tam: are you still here?
You didn't get a chance to respond. Tim manages to send three messages in the time it takes your freezing hands to type half of one. You ran your finger slowly against the screen of your phone, your hands leaving imprints on the device.
not for much longer, Iâm planning on leaving soon
âIâm free to go, right?â You confirmed with the paramedic on your right, looking over a young boy. The kid was unharmed, but apparently did not appreciate the examination. The paramedic turned to you, looking you up and down.
âYou were already checked for other injuries? Concussions? Anything?â They slowly turned away from you back to the kid. You nodded, âYeah, I feel fine.â You werenât lying either. If anything, you were more shaken up then injured.
The paramedic sighed, âAlright, just make sure to rest. Itâs been a long night. Take it easy for the next few days. If you notice anything, Iâd go to any of the Wayne sponsored health facilities.â They pasued for a moment. âIf anything, Iâd recommend the clinic near Crime Alley if you want to avoid wait times.â They shined a light into the boyâs eye, âSketchy area, but the General Hospital tends to get overcrowded fast.â
You blinked, surprised by the helpful advice. âThanks,â you nodded slowly, âIâll keep that in mind.â You waited there for an extra beat to see if theyâd respond, but it seemed as if that was all they had to say. Slowly, you made your way around the scene, ducking under the caution tape as you attempted to find a way out of the area. Reporters and police officers appeared to be stationed at every corner of the scene, and you didn't particularly want to look at the burned down section of the Upper West Side mere blocks away from the university.
Braving the crowds of cameras it is.
Slowly, you made your way over to the least crowded corner of the scene, nodding at the officer. He returned the nod and watched you raise the caution tape and walk past the dozens of journalists and reporters.
Then you felt it.
Youâre no stranger to the sensation of having eyes on you. In fact, itâs a universal experience for every Gothamite. Youâd heard stories from friends who committed crimes, albeit petty ones, that even if they got away with a crime or two, they always felt like he was watching. Despite avoiding crime as much as possible (a challenge on its own), you somehow understood them.
The sensation of somebody always there.
Somebody always in the shadows.
Somebody watching.
Usually, youâd describe that sensation as heavy, looming. It was akin to a shadow being cast over you, blocking out any source of light, essentially leaving you in the darkness with nothing but your own doubts and fears. It's part of how Batman was able to have some semblance of control of crime.
However, contrary to that fear, it also provided a sense of safety. You knew you werenât a target, youâd never be a target. That fear thatâs instilled by Batman wasnât meant for you, it was meant to help people like you.
This, though, is different.
There is no doubt in your mind somebody is watching you. Your skin prickles at the thought, yet the longer you wait for that sharp spike of fearâŠ
It doesnât come.
Now, youâve lived in Gotham for a long time. Perhaps your instincts arenât perfect, but youâd say theyâre pretty damn good.
So the fact that somebody is singling you out and watching you? Your brain screamed at you that there was everything wrong with that, which made sense. Itâs an assertion most people would agree with.
However.
With an almost dramatic turn, you slowly lifted your gaze up to the buildings across the street. Far enough to be safe from the fire, but close enough to have the perfect view.
You huffed, a small smile on your face.
In the distance, you saw two figures on the rooftop. While itâs hard to deduce the exact builds of the tem, what you could see were the colors.
You could also tell that one of them is looking directly at you. After seeing who knows how many Red Robin photos in the past year (courtesy of Tim), you concluded that Red Robin was most definitely watching you from across the street.
Yep, this is normal. Perhaps Red Robin knows that Tim sends you the photos he takes of him.
You slowly raised a hand up, hesitantly waving at him.
For a moment, nothing happened, and you felt a tad bit stupid for waving at a vigilante and expecting him to wave back. Awkwardly, you lowered your arm, grabbing your phone out of your pocket to check the time. Shutting your phone back off, you shifted your eyes up, expecting the vigilantes to have vanished (something youâve heard theyâre notorious for).
Instead, your mouth parted in surprise as Red Robin slowly waved back at you.
You blinked slowly at the vigilante in the distance in sheer disbelief, not physically reacting otherwise. Almost as if heâs embarrassed, Red Robin slowly lowered his arm back down. The two of you stared at each other for a moment longer before, inevitably, something else caught his attention. His head tilted away from you, and you watched as he turned to face Spoiler and Black Bat (when did Black Bat get there?).
You used the opportunity to slowly raise your phone up, zooming your camera in on the small group of vigilantes before snapping a photo.
Tim wonât believe this.
Tim did, in fact, believe you.
Truthfully, he was⊠not as impressed with you as you were with yourself.
Tim_Tam: lowkey?? why is the quality pixilated đ
Iâm sorry I donât walk around with a professional camera around my neck???
Also what happened to âman that was really scaryâ and âI hope youâre okayâ
Tim_Tam: man that was really scary
Tim_Tam: I hope youâre okay
Tim_Tam: quality could be better tho (genuinely glad you're okay though)
damn Iâm sorry not all of us have vigilantes on call to do photo shoots with
I tried my best and I was lucky I even got that shot
you know he WAVED at me
thought heâd ignore me
Tim_Tam: Why would he ignore you??
idk maybe heâs like âeugh look at the civilian waving at me like a loserâ
Tim paused for a moment.
Tim_Tam: why does he sound so mean in your head??
oh right mb, forgot you're the #1 RR apologist
Tim_Tam: okay now THATS an exaggeration
is it though??
Tim_Tam: very much so yes
if you say so
You snorted, putting your phone on the nightstand and turning the lights off before you nestled yourself into bed. Gotham's freezing weath showed no mercy tonight, and the warm blankets made you brain leap with joy, sending tingles throughout your body. Your phone was charging, the night was young, youâd actually sleep well tonight, andâ
The light of your phone flashed, blinding you temporarily. The accompanying vibration didnât help because now you knew it was Tim. Huffing, you turn your body away from the device that attempts to lure you in.
You needed to go to sleep early, you had an eight AM the next day. You couldn't afford to lose sleep talking toâ
The light from your phone manages to light up the whole room, even if youâre not facing the source.
Okay, you will check the phone once to turn the brightness down. You would not read the messages. Tim would understand. You have to sleep, being a responsible adult and all that. With a slow, deep sigh, you reached over to grab your phone, squinting when you realize just how bright it was. Thatâs when you saw the messages:
Tim_Tam
Would you want to meet in person?
Sent 3m ago
Tim_Tam
Sorry that was really abrupt
Sent 1m ago
Tim_Tam
Just ignore that lol
Sent now
You had never sat up so fast from your bed, and thatâs including the times he sent you those photos of the Bats the first few times.
Tim wants to what?
You havenât even called the guy before.
Wait you canât just drop that on me and leave
Tim_Tam: sorry?
Where would you want to meet?
Tim_Tam: Wait youâre saying yes?
Tim_Tam: What if Iâm like a creepy serial killer who befriends people on the internet and then takes them to their house to kill them?
You paused.
Are you?
Tim_Tam: No but like
Tim_Tam: how would you know Iâm NOT?
I canât tell if youâre trying to defend yourself
Iâm like 99% sure youâre not a killer though?
Tim_Tam: Okay but like
Tim_Tam: 99% isnât 100%
Tim_Tam: chances are not 0
Tim
Tim_Tam: yeah?
If you want to meet, where would it be?
Tim_Tam: uhh
Tim_Tam: Robinson Park work?
Yeah I can probably head there after my classes
Iâll be done around 11
Tim_Tam: Alright cool
Was it you, or did this feel a little anticlimactic? Perhaps it just hadn't hit you yet? You waited for another message, yet the bubbles of forming messages continued to taunt you.
Tim_Tam: Sorry I gtg, we can work out more details later?
Yeah sure, have fun photographing your fav
Tim_Tam: haha youâre SO funny
I know :)
The next day came all too soon yet not quick enough. The second you opened your eyes, a singular thought implanted itself in your head:
Today was the day you were going to meet Tim.
Despite the quiz you had during your early morning discussion, and the midterm prep went over during your following lecture. Neither of the them made you as anxious as meeting Tim. As the final minutes of your lecture passed, you felt a nervous excitement run through your body.
Okay done with my classes, omw
You sent the quick text, giving him a heads up. Itâd probably take you a bit to walk there, but it gave you enough time to plan this out.
Like⊠Do you need to worry about first impressions?
Is this a first impression?
You're technically meeting him for the first time, but itâs not like heâs a stranger.
It's... First-impression-adjacent. Yeah, something like that. You still weren't sure, but you didn't get a chance to dwell on it because you felt your phone vibrate. You didn't stop walking as you check the screen.
Tim_Tam: Hey there is something I should tell you before we meet
Tim_Tam: Itâs a little important
uh oh, youâre not actually a killer right?
Tim_Tam: no, no, no
Tim_Tam: Nothing like that
Tim_Tam: but uh
Tim_Tam: My name
Tim_Tam: itâs Tim Drake
You halted. Staring at the words laid plainly on your phone. Tim Drake?
That Tim Drake? The one Bruce Wayne took in? You weren't well versed in the intricate details of the Wayne family lore, but you know about as much as any other Gotham citizen. Bruce Wayneâs parents were murdered in front of him when he was a kid, and now heâs a billionaire playboy with a known habit of adopting kids. Tim Drake is one of them. You didn't actually know much about him, but youâve seen him on TV or on the news every now and then talking about Wayne Enterprises or something.
woah thatâs crazy
I didnât wan tot tell you but Iâm actually Bruce Wayne
want to*
Tim_Tam: Iâm not joking I swear
nor am I
Tim_Tam: You donât believe me
I believe you when you say you arenât a killer
idk about the Tim Drake thing though
Tim_Tam: should I be concerned that you somehow find me being myself is less probable than me being a killer?
Probably
Is this like a new catfishing tactic
There was a long pause.
Tim_Tam: Iâm sorry what??
You could almost hear the bewilderment, and you chuckle at the thought.
oh you know
Tim_Tam: I donât actually? Is this a common occurrence for you??
no
hence why I ask whatâs with the Tim Drake catfishing tactic
Tim_Tam: I really hope itâs NOT a thing? How would it even work??
idk probably something like âHey baby my name is Tim Drake, I have lots of money do you want to meet at the park to get to know each other better?â
Tim_Tam: I have never ONCE in my LIFE said that
Tim_Tam: I swear I am Tim Drake, weâre literally meeting in like five minutes
Tim_Tam: I promise Iâm here, just meet me around the gardens
Now, was it stupid to potentially walk into such an obviously fake trap?
Absolutely.
Did you do it anyway?
Absolutely.
It wasnât long before you had found a bench not too far from the gardens. You sent Tim-Maybe-Drake a quick update on your location. In spite of how ill-prepared you may seem to the naked eye, you did ask one of your friends to check your location and check in to make sure you donât die.
Oh and pepper spray. Better safe than sorry.
Tim-Maybe-Drake reacted to your message with a quick thumbs up, and you fidgeted on the bench. You loosely kicked a rock with your foot, taking note of old footprints on the dirt path. As the minutes passed by, the anxiety began to creep back in. What if this was just a joke? What if you were dead-on with the catfishing Tim Drake idea? It was a strange idea, but it got you to come meet in person, didnât it?
Somebody cleared their throat from the left side of the path, and you turn to look up.
Holy shit.
You blinked rapidly as if Tim Drake will vanish from your eyesight. He looks both the same and different from what youâve seen in photos. Physically, he mostly looks the same, perhaps a bit leaner than you expected. He must workout, you idly note. His hair looks the same as it does in the photos, perhaps a bit more messy? It also seems too perfect in every photo you see of him.
However, the way he carries himself?
When you searching up information about a billionaire and his children, you saw what you expected online. Articles written on the Wayne children werenât nearly as ever present as ones about Bruce himself, but every now and then there would be something.
In the few minutes before Tim arrived (you may have looked him up mere seconds before his arrival), you noticed that he looked confident, composed. He had that air about him that only comes from growing up in such a high-end environment.
On one hand, you see the Tim Drake that the media portrays. The adopted son of Bruce Wayne. A man who has clearly grown up in an environment so unlike your own itâs a miracle you even crossed paths with him.
However, you also see the hint of uncertainty that bleeds through his fleeting glances to you. The way his eyes rest on you anxiously, as if waiting for your judgment. For a moment, you consider that he was just as anxious about meeting you than you were meeting him. The prospect seems absurd, but looking at him now, you believe it.
âOhâŠâ You commented eloquently.
He furrowed his eyebrows, âThatâsâ Thatâs it? Just âoh?ââ
You nodded slowly, âI meanâ I⊠You know I had like zero faith in you.â Thatâs a lie, you had at least a sprinkle of faith that he was telling the truth. Not that youâll tell him that.
âThatâs reassuring. Thank you for that.â Tim replied dryly.
âYou know the whole photographing vigilanteâs thing makes so much sense now.â You stood up, hesitantly approaching him.
He tilted his head, âHow so?â
âOnly rich people would have such an insane hobby. The adrenaline rush or something I assume.â You shrugged casually, and Tim had the gall to to look offended.
âOkay, but my main thing isnât even photographing vigilantes. I donât even post those, and you know that.â He raised a finger indignantly. âAnd they arenât even intentional anyway! Iâm just lucky.â
âLuckiest guy Iâve ever met then.â You smirked, âSave some for the rest of us.â
He chuckled, âOf course, itâs my fault whenever somebody has bad luck.â
âAt least you acknowledge it.â You huffed, a grin plastered on your face.
He laughs, and it hits you that this is Tim, as in the Tim youâve been talking to day and night. That Tim also happens to be the billionaire Tim Drake, and you are having a normal conversation with him in a park in Gotham. You watch as his eyes crinkle in amusement, and you feel yourself mirroring his expression involuntarily.
You stifled your laughter, clearing your throat, âYou know, I was actually worried you were catfishing me.â
He groaned, rolling his eyes. âIf I wanted to catfish you, Iâd have gone about this way different.â He pauses, "For the record, I do not want to catfish you."
âThatâs reassuring.â You threw his own words back at him, and he sighed.
âIt should be.â He paused for a moment, and the two of you continue to walk down a path. âDid you really not suspect anything?â
You blink, âAbout you beingâŠâ you gestured to him, and he nodded. You shook your head, âNot until you said anything, no. You donât give âTim Drake vibesâ when we text.â You did air quotes.
He let out a surprised laugh, âWhatâ What are âTim Drake vibes?ââ He looked amused at the prospect.
You shrugged, âI donât know. Itâs just, when I text you, I donât think âwow this guy seems like Tim Drake.ââ
He nodded as if that made sense, âIâm going to take that as a good thing?â
You shrugged, âI mean itâs certainly a thing. Your call about whether itâs good or bad.â
He sighed, and you laughed at his exasperated expression. âYâknow now that I actually know youâre you, Iâm surprised you actually showed up.â
His eyebrows raised in surprise, âWhy would I not? I asked you?â
âYou had no idea who I was up to like five minutes ago, what if I had planned this and planned on using you for ransom?â You teased, and the two of you exit the park. You weren't sure where Tim is taking you, but youâre heading back in the direction of Gotham University.
âBeen there.â By his tone alone, you believed him. âAnd trust me I can handle myself perfectly fine if you tried kidnapping me.â
You raised an eyebrow, âIf you can handle yourself so well, how come people were able to kidnap you for ransom in the past?â
He opened his mouth, glaring at you, ready to defend himself, but no words came out.
âI⊠Those were extenuating circumstances.â He scoffed.
âMhm, real extenuating.â Your voice contained the utmost sympathy for him.
âAnd I feel like youâre mocking me.â He tutted, shaking his head disapprovingly.
âItâs okay, I probably wouldnât have been able to escape the thugs too.â You winced, patting his shoulder sympathetically.
âThatâs notââ At your laughter he stops talking, and instead stares dumbly at you, slowly blinking, as you continue to laugh at him. He released a half-amused exhale while you snickered at him for the next few minutes.
The rest of the meeting went well, very well. The two of you had instantly fell back into your familiar banter, except it was a thousand times more exciting in person. After that meeting, Tim had started asking if you wanted to hang out regularly. It was a safe distance for both of you. Neither of you got too close.
Then he invited you to one of Bruce Wayneâs charity events. It was a casual invite, it meant nothing, and you knew that. He wasnât inviting you as a partner, but as a friend. It was a completely normal invite that had no other implications. Why would you stress over that?
It certainly didnât help your stress levels when you realized that if you accepted youâd have to meet Bruce Wayne himself.
You hadâ not subtlyâ asked Tim if this meant that you would be subjected to the judgment of his family. He had told you that you âDonât need to worry about thatâ and that âThey should be the last people judging.â Both of his âreassurancesâ did little to truly ease your worries.
Eventually, you had accepted, attempting to dress your best. The actual event itself was as you expected. Long and filled with lots of meaningless chatter. The main joy found was snickering with Tim off to the side. You had teased him for the sheer switch in personality he would make every time one of Gothamâs elites approached you both. It was kind of jarring, the phoniness of everything here. It made you feel better every time would side eye you with a look reading âGet a load of this guy.â
It reminded you that somehow you had worked into one of the highest circleâs in Gotham without even knowing. Seeing him turn to you, relieved to have somebody who knows him?
It may sound silly, but it made you feel good, like your friendship actually means something.
Your gratification at the prospect was short lived. Quickly replaced with the familiar stress of meeting Bruce Wayne. Tim reassured you that it would not be as bad as you were imagining, and that heâll like you. You didnât share his confidence, but you appreciated his optimism. You ignored the idea in your head that this could be interpreted as you both dating.
Cause thatâd be stupid.
It turns out that Tim was right though. Bruce was actually not as bad as you expected. He was a bit brash and you definitely forced some laughs in the conversation, but he seemed to approve of you the second that Tim introduced you. You didnât miss the look that he gave Tim when first introducing you. Tim never mentioned it afterwards, and while you were curious about it, you didnât feel the need to bring it up.
By the end of the night, he had introduced you to most of his family, andâ like Bruceâ they all seemed to like you. The consensus seemed to be positive, which was what you were hoping for. After leaving your final introduction with Duke, Tim had placed his hand on your shoulder with a grin as if saying âSee? You lived!â
After that event, you had assumed that meetings with his family would be few and far between. Perhaps for a social event every now and then, but you didnât expect to start seeing them regularly.
It felt strange at first, like visiting someoneâs house for the first time and always having to go through the unavoidable phase where you practically tip-toe everywhere, not wanting their family to hate you.
It was that but tenfold.
Tim had welcomed you in, soon followed by Steph and Duke. You felt more at ease the longer the four of you spent time together. By the time it was time for you to return home, you had practically forgotten your earlier worries.
It quickly became routine. At least once a week, youâd come over to hang out at the Manor. Sometimes Steph would be there, sometimes some of his brothers would be, and sometimes itâd be just you and Tim. As time went on, you started to hang out with his family without him, and you quickly found yourself recounting stories about Tim over girlâs night with Steph, Cass, and occasionally Barbara. You had told them how the two of you met, and somebody must have talked because you had received texts from Tim the next day saying that everybody was making fun of him. You felt a tad bit bad for him, but both of you seemed more amused than genuinely angry.
You were happy.
It seemed like everything was going right for once. You were doing well in university, your job was paying the bills, and you had a group of friends you truly liked being around. Your life felt normal, and that felt good.
Obviously, that normalcy didn't last for long.
You got out of the taxi, walking up the stone steps as you put your phone away. Unfortunately, registration this semester was not kind to you, and you ended up with a lecture at seven in the evening on a Friday.
Not ideal.
You had debated skipping this class, but you told yourself that youâre going to do the responsible thing and show up to class. After all, with finals coming up, you didnât want to make any risks that could lead to failure.
The lecture itself was the same as always. You had definitely spaced out a few times, and the dim lighting of the room combined with the slow tone of the professor was not helping one bit. By the end of the lecture, it seemed like everybody was eager to go home, and the professor had even let the lecture end ten minutes earlier.
Instantly packing up all your notes, you had promptly left the building. The chilling breeze of Gotham immediately hit you, and you sighed realizing it had begun raining. Typical Gotham weather strikes again.
You had attempted to stay under any roofs you could, but eventually you were forced to venture out into the pouring rain. Before reaching the main streets, you had taken a shortcut. A shortcut you had taken hundreds of times in the past. It was a lot less crowded, and did a better job of shielding you from the rain.
Weaving around puddles on the ground, you attempted to get out of the path as fast as possible. All you could think of is that warm taxi that would be awaiting you at the end of this alley. The end was in sight, but that vision crumbled before your eyes when the resounding blow of gunfire echoed in your enclose space. It caused you to flinch, and you immediately spun around, attempting to determine the source of the sound. You didnât see anybody behind you, so you came to the dreadful conclusion that it came from your intended destination.
You slow to a stop, is it worth just pushing forward and attempting to run for the first taxi you see? You already made it this far, and youâd have to retrace your steps just to take the alternative path. Sighing, you move to turn around when four men in balaclavas entered the alley, running like their life depended on it. Fuck.
âYou think we lost em?â One of them, still looking back, asks. He turns to face you, and you stare at each other awkwardly.
âScream and we put a bullet through you.â Another one hisses, raising his gun to point at you. Your heart thumps against your chest as you silently raise your hands, nodding.
They donât separate as they each point their gun at you, slowly moving around you. They keep their eyes trained on you, and you aren't entirely sure which one to look at. They eventually made their way around you, and you were stuck in this awkward stalemate. They don't move to lower their guns.
âWe canât just let her go! Sheâs gonna run out and yell for someone!â One of them whispers to his friend.
âSo what're we gonna do?â He whispers back.
âWe can kill her?â Another one suggests. Please no. You bite your tongue to keep from saying something stupid.
âNo, no, bad idea. The Bat will be on our ass if we leave a body behind.â A different one responds.
âSo what? We just knock her out?â One of them gestures to you with his gun.
âProbably the best idea. Weâre taking too long to debate this, somebody knock her out.â The one next to him points to you. You let out a sigh of relief, at least they wonât kill you. Maybe you can get away with just pretending to get knocked out and waiting for them to leave?
âAlright, I can do it.â One of them approaches you and raises the butt of his gun. Heâs about to strike down, when he is flung against the wall, startling all of you.
âWho the hell?!â A thug cries out, raising his gun, finger twitching on the trigger. You instinctively cover your head and hunch over as he swings his gun to point to you. Once you realize heâs not aiming for you, you turn your gaze from the ground up to your savior.
Red Robin? Huh, what are the chances?
You watch as he effortlessly disarms the goons before sweeping two of them off their feet. Red Robin rushes to pin them back down, but one of them uses the opportunity to strike the vigilante just above the eye with the butt of his gun. You wince, hissing in sympathy. Red Robin barely reacts, instead giving them a quick strike to the head, silencing their yells.
You feel yourself relax as you watch Red Robin turn his head to the remaining thug. Heâs attempting to run away, and Red Robin pulls out a grappling hook before launching it and yanking the guy back. âPlease man! Let me go!â
âNot a chance.â Red Robin replies dryly before knocking him out, similar to the guys before. With all the threats neutralized, he turns to face you for the first time. Instinctively, you stand up straighter.
âAre you okay?â He asks, shifting on his feet under your gaze.
Huh, you didnât expect him to sound like that. You werenât sure what you expected, the voice modulation wasn't a surprise, but his tone is somewhat discernable. You had expected something similar to the grittiness of Batman or even the charismatic confidence of Nightwing.
If anything, youâd say Red Robin sounds just as awkward as you feel right now.
âYeah, Iâm fine.â You nod, âThanks.â You smile at him.
He returns the nod, âYeah, of course.â He nods at you, and you smile at him. For a beat, neither of you say anything.
Well, this is going great.
âHe didn't hit you too hard, right?â You break the silence, and Red Robin gives you a questioning frown. You gesture up to your own forehead, around the area you saw him get hit.
âOh, that,â he mirrors your action, offering a small smile. âNothing I can't handle, barely even noticed it.â He waves off your concern.
You nod, accepting that answer. âWere you the one who was chasing those guys?â You ask, and you want to smack yourself for the stupid question. Obviously he was the one chasing them.
âHm? Oh,â he blinks down at the unconscious thugs, âyeah that was me.â He confirms. âThey mention me?â
âNot by name. They just said they were being chased.â You watch as he grabs a bag off one of the thugs.
âAh,â he clicks his tongue, âyeah that was me.â Heâs not really facing you, but you can tell heâs smiling.
You purse your lips, unsure how to proceed with the conversation. Do you just leave? As you look over the scene, you notice something glint out of the corner of your eyes. You turn to Red Robin, but he isnât looking at you. Hesitantly you approach the object, and you crouch down to look at it. Itâs one of those Bat-shaped objects that the Bats carry on them.
Carefully, as if it's fragile, you pick it up. Youâre surprised at first. Itâs heavier than you expected, but you suppose that makes sense. To be able to do damage, itâd have to have some weight for something so small.
âYou want to keep it?â
You jump as Red Robinâs voice suddenly appears right next to you. He raises his hands up, and gives an apologetic smile. âSorry, didnât mean to scare you.â
âNo worries.â You offer him a small smile before returning your gaze to the object. âDonât you guys need these things?â You wave it up.
He shrugs, and the action is so normal that you want to laugh. âBatarangs?â Huh, thatâs what theyâre called. He waves a casual hand at you, âWe have plenty. Plus, we lose them all the time. You can keep it.â
Your mouth parts, and youâre about to open your mouth when he adds on. âConsider it a souvenir.â He grins looking down for a second before reaching to rub his back, meeting your eyes again as he massages himself. You watch as his eyes flicker over your form, looking up and down.
You freeze.
Not because of the Batarang, but because of the actions.
He chuckles at your appalled expression. âI mean you donâtââ he abruptly stops speaking before letting out a deep sigh.
His sigh only causes your jaw to drop even more, yet he doesnât notice. He mouths a quiet âSorryâ before turning away from you, speaking to whoever is calling him.
You arenât sure what he is talking about or even who he is talking to, but youâre hit with what may be the most insane conclusion youâve ever reached (even more insane than Tim attempting to catfish you).
You steel yourself before turning your full attention to Red Robin. Heâs restless, shifting on his feet in a way that tells you that heâd rather be pacing at the moment.
Thereâs no way your hypothesis is correct.
Red Robin sighs again, and you see him place his hands over his mask. You narrow your eyes at the action.
Itâd make sense though.
Youâre willing to chalk up a few shared mannerisms to just basic human traits. A couple makes sense, thatâs normal. Now if you add the fact that Tim has been the best photographer for the vigilantes youâve ever seen?
Thatâs a little more suspicious.
Then if you add on the fact that he has confirmed that heâs conversed with Robin in the past?
Your eyes are locked onto Red Robin, and he must feel your piercing gaze because he turns towards you. He seems to be taken aback by your blatant staring, but you canât even help yourself because how else do you process this? He tilts his head, and you offer a strained smile in apology before averting your gaze.
The reason he couldnât post the photos was because the vigilantes asked him not to.
The reason he could take the photos wasnât because he had insane luck.
You watch as Red Robin shifts on his feet once again, before tilting his head up to the sky in an exasperated motion. The action uncannily familiar.
Holy shit.
You donât a chance to process the revelation because the reason Red Robin was looking up quickly becomes evident. You jump back as Nightwing lands casually behind Red Robin and in front of you.
He turns to face you and for a moment he looks startled by your presence before he smirks. âAhhh, I get it now.â Nightwing grins as Red Robin slowly turns to face him. âReal important stuff to handle, huh?â
âCan you notââ You watch as Red Robin furtively glances between you and Nightwing. âI did handle stuff.â He gestures down to the unconscious bodies below, "As you can see.â
Nightwing nods, âYuh-huh,â he places his hands on his hips as he turns around to look at the entire scene. âIâm sorry, Miss. Is this guy bothering you?â Nightwing gives you a shit-eating grin, and yup.
If you didnât know that Red Robin is Tim before, you certainly know now. Dick looks nearly the exact same, and for a moment you ponder how people have never connected him with Nightwing, especially with the devious grin he is giving you now.
âI am not bothering her! I just savââ
âAh, ah, ah,â Nightwing raises his finger and shushes him softly, and you have to look away in order to avoid laughing. âLet her speak for herself.â Nightwing gestures to you in a slight bow.
Yeah, Tim. You snort as Red Robin takes a deep breath in order to calm himself. You offer a small grin to Red Robin, and he keeps his gaze trained on you, âHe wasnât a bother. He saved me from these guys. In factââ you raise the Batarang up, ââhe gave me a souvenir.â You grin at Dick.
He lets out a surprised bark of laughter before turning to Tim, who refuses to look at either of you. You think you can hear Tim mutter âOh my God.â
âAw, givin' out gifts to civilians now?â Dick teases Tim.
Tim groans, and you think you can see him turning red. You feel a little bad for embarrassing him in front of his brothers, but this reaction makes it all worth it. âIâm leaving.â He declares before launching his grappling hook up to the railing at the roof above you. He gives you one last look, a minuscule nod, before leaving.
You and Dick watch as he leaves before he turns back to you. âYou are actually okay though, right?â He reaches out to put his hands on your shoulders before stopping and awkwardly putting them down.
You smile at Dick, nodding. âYeah, Iâm alright.â
He nods, âWell, get home safely. Iâll handle these guys.â He gestures his thumb down to the thugs on the ground. As if on cue, one of them begins to groan as they wake up. âYou might wanna stay down, bud.â He gives you one last glance before winking and turning back to the thugs on the ground.
You watch him for a moment before walking out of the alley and waving down a taxi. You tell him your apartment complex, and look out the window. You rest your head on the window as you watch Gotham pass by you. You feel yourself truly relax for the first time in an hour before immediately stiffening.
How the hell are you going to tell Tim?
The day of the dinner arrives sooner than youâd like.
You are no closer to figuring out how to tell Tim that you know. You debated just texting him, but quickly threw that suggestion in the trash. Bad idea, terrible idea.
You pace your living room back and forth, trying to calm yourself. Itâs not even dinner youâre worried about. What if you act oddly? Tim will definitely figure it out if you are fidgeting every five seconds. You must act normally, that canât be too difficult? Just donât think about it. Itâs not like Red Robin or even Nightwing will come up in conversation with his family, right? Thatâs not really a dinner table topic.
Yeah.
Youâll be fine.
Just act normalâ
Tim: Iâm here
You swallow as you grab your items, giving your apartment one last look over, before exiting. You find Tim waiting in the parking lot, and you make eye contact through the windshield. He raises a hand, giving you a small smile, his other hand is lazily tapping the steering wheel.
âThank you again for doing this.â Tim smiles gratefully at you as you step into the passenger seat. You attempt to smile back at him. You observe the interior of his car.
Hm. Red. Interesting. Almost like Red Robinâ
You chuckle, more out of nerves than any actual amusement, âYeah, no problem."
He pauses, giving you a long look before laughing softly. âDonât be nervous. Itâs relatively painless, and Alfred is making your favorite.â
You smile at the thought, âHowâd you convince him to do that?â
Tim smacks his lips, âLetâs just say that my dignity isnât in tact anymore.â
You raise an eyebrow, âI thought you didnât have much of that?â He takes his eyes off the road for a second to give you a decidedly unimpressed expression. You return it with a smile, âI mean you practically had to beg me to show up with youââ
âWoah, okay.â His eyebrows shoot up, âFirst off, that wasnât beggingââ
You pull out your phone, ââ âI'd literally get on my knees and beg if I couldââ You recite his words to him, reading the text directly. When you look up, his face is a light red. You try and catch his eyes, but he is stubbornly refusing to meet your own, instead focusing on the road. âSound familiar to you?â
He remains silent for a bit. âIâ Uhâ Well, no. I never heard that before.â
âMhm, sure.â You lean your elbow against the side of the car, propping your face up. His eyes flicker over to you, and he somehow gets more red. He looks you up and down for a brief moment, and while Tim usually does that, you did notice that Red Robin alsoâ
Nope. Do not think about your best friendâs alternate vigilante identity while in the car with him. Stay focused.
The remainder of the ride is filled with light banter, your teasing provides a reprieve from your thoughts. Itâs not long before you both pull up. âMaster Tim.â Alfred greets Tim before turning to you and greeting you in similar fashion. âA little birdie told me to put your favorite on the menu for tonight.â Alfred offers a small smile, and both you and Tim stiffen.
Oh. Bird puns.
Yeah, Alfred definitely knows.
âAw, thank you, Alfred. I think the little birdie knew I wouldnât have come otherwise.â You nudge Tim teasingly. For a moment, he doesnât react and you wonder if heâs even breathing. âRight, birdie?â You lightly nudge Tim again.
âYeah, uhâ mhm?â You frown at the reaction. Tim shifts on his feet, and waves you off casually. âSorry, just uhâ dinner, you know? Got me stressed?â
You nod, narrowing your eyes at him slightly, âRight,â you turn back to Alfred, âThanks again, Alfred.â You grin at him.
âMy pleasure, Miss.â He inclines his head to you, âNow, if youâre ready to greet the others.â He turns around, tossing a quick glance over his shoulder to make sure you and Tim are following.
âLook who finally showed his faceâ Oh,â Steph abruptly cuts herself off.
âHello to you too.â You respond dryly, taking a seat at the table.
Steph grins at you, âHello!â She greet you before glaring at Tim. âYou know what youâre doing.â
âYep.â Tim replies dryly. He takes the seat across you, he offers you a small smirk.
âAnd you know we canât do anything about it.â She huffs, shaking her head disapprovingly.
You nod solemnly, âI was informed that I was bait.â
Dick chokes on his water, âYou told her that?â
âI did not tell her that.â Tim furrows his eyebrows at you, raising his hands in surrender. âShe reached that conclusion on her own.â
âIs that all you told her?â Duke asks, raising an eyebrow. He looks between you both.
âYes.â Tim nearly hisses, eyes wide as if saying âNot one more word.â He clears his throat, sparing you a quick glance, and releases a long sigh, âIs Bruce here, yet?â
âYouâre attempts to change the topic at hand are futile.â Damian looks between you and Tim, evidently bored.
Dick frowns at Tim before sighing, âNo⊠He had some last minute business to take care of. Heâll be a little late.â
âPerfect.â Tim abruptly stands up, and your mouth parts, taken aback. âItâs getting kind of hot in here. I think I need a minute. Iâ Uhâ Do you wanna head up for a bit until Bruce shows up?â Tim turns to you.
You furrow your eyebrows, if he needs a minute, why is he asking you to come with him?
âSure?â Tim is already walking around the long dining table, he raises his hand to gently guide you away from everybody before you get a chance to say anything else. âIsnât this rude?â You whisper to him, his hand is still guiding your back.
âNot with them. That kind of rude doesnât count.â Tim huffs, and you two begin the familiar trek to his room.
You release an amused huff, âFor you. What if they think Iâm rude or something?â
Tim spares a glance at you, as if the idea you presented is absurd. âTheyâll just blame it on me.â He shrugs. âItâs fine. Donât worry about it. Iâll deal with it later.â He rubs your shoulder casually, offering you a smile that tells you heâs used to this.
You furrow your eyebrows in concern, âIf you say soâŠâ You trail off, hesitant. He gestures for you to enter his room. The space is familiar. Youâve been here many times in the past. However, never had you known that Tim is Red Robin during those times. Your eyes survey the room in front of you. Nothing is different about it (why did you expect there to be anything different?). You slowly make your way over to his desk, a few pieces of scrap paper lay on it. Nothing incriminating. You frown looking over the contents of the paper.
Tim appears at your side, âYou okay?â He asks, following your gaze to the paper.
You nod, turning to him, âYeah? Why wouldnât I be?â You pace the room for a beat before planting yourself onto his bed, something youâve done a million times before.
He looks you up and down, and you resist stiffening under his scrutiny. He mustâve found something because he frowns. He opens his mouth to say something, closes it, then slowly walks over to you. âI⊠Sorry, was asking you to come for dinner too much?â He sits down next to you, and his gaze falls down to your hand on his comforter.
You blink, looking off to the side before returning your attention to him. âNo, no, itâs fine.â You shake your head, âItâs not something I havenât done before.â You shrug, attempting to offer him a reassuring smile.
Timâs frown doesnât change. âYou donât actually have to do this if you donât want to⊠I know I was kinda joking about needing you here, but if thereâs somethingââ
âTim, thereâs nothing wrong. What gave you that impression?â You feel your heart race. Does he know that you know?
He meets your eyes, your heartbeat pounds in your ears, and his eyes trail down to your shoulders. âI⊠You just seemââ his eyes look off at something off to the side, ââdistracted, is all.â Your lips part, and his gaze returns to you. âYou donât have to say anything. This isnât me trying to pressure you into telling me if something is up.â He rambles, shaking his head.
You heave a sigh, âItâsâ I donât think you want to know, Tim.â
Perhaps thatâs the wrong thing to say to a detective because Timâ despite his attempts to be sympatheticâ also has that spark of curiosity in his eyes. He trains his eyes on you, as if expecting to you to continue. When you donât, he hesitantly responds: âIfâ and again, this is not me pressuring youâ If it helps you get something off your chest, then I will always be here to listen.â
You swallow, looking toward Tim, âThatâs⊠Thanks, Tim. I really appreciate that.â He nods, offering you a smile, and slowly inching his hand closer to yours. You pretend not to notice. âAre you sure you want to hear what I want to say?â You whisper softly to him, smiling nervously.
He blinks, âIf thatâs what you wish,â he changes his focus from your hand to your face, âthen yes.â He gives you a disarming smile.
Your smile grows, âThis is your last chance, Tim.â
His eyes lighten up, âWell,â he chuckles, âIâm not planning on changing my mind.â
You smile, leaning closer, and Tim mirrors the action whether he knows it or not. His chest rises and falls, slow, and you look into his eyes. The blue diminishing by the second as its replaced by the growing size of his pupil.
âDo you remember the other night?â You keep the same quiet tone, the words are meant for himâ and him alone.
Timâs eyebrows raise, evidently not expecting that, âWhat?â His words are breathless, but still ring of confusion.
âI just⊠I appreciate you helping me out.â You smile at him, watching as he processes the information.
âYeahâŠâ He slowly nods, eyebrows furrowed. âYeah, that⊠Itâs no issue it all. IâŠâ He runs a hand through his hair, his eyes are turned away from you. His eyes gloss over the ground. He must remember that youâre watching because he suddenly turns to look at you tight-lipped smile. âYeah...â he trails off, âCould you remind me exactly what I helped you with?â
You chuckle at his attempts to play it offâ and failing. âOh, come on, Tim.â You tilt your head at him, âYou remember. You gave me the souvenir.â
You can see the exact moment his soul leaves his body.
He doesnât instantly react. Instead he stares at you (or, more accurately, through you) unblinking. At his lack of a functioning reaction, you worry that maybe this wasnât the best idea to go about this. After all you still have to sit through dinner after this. You arenât even sure if heâs breathing when his smile strains in a way that almost looks painful.
âWhat?â His voice is quiet, as if incapable of mustering up any more volume.
Your purse your lips, taking a deep breath. You donât get a chance to respond because he continues. âI⊠I havenât given you anythingâ I think Iâd remember if I gave you a souvenir.â He laughs, slightly hysterical. âYou might be thinking of somebody else?â
You sigh, slowly reaching your hand up to his chin. Tim immediately stiffens at the contact, as if afraid him moving would deter you. A small smirk grows on your face when you realize how red Tim is at your touch. Gently, you move a few strands of hair out of his face, and he doesnât stop you. They were covering up a specific spot, and while it appears Tim did try to cover up the bruise he received from the other night, he did not do a clean enough job.
âThatâs,â he swallows, âThatâs uhâ I fell off my skateboard.â He doesnât attempt to move your hands away from his face.
âMhm,â you hum disbelievingly, âin the same spot Red Robin got hit, right? You two skateboard together?â You tease lightly.
âWell, Iââ he clears his throat, leaning away from you, and you donât try to stop him. âI⊠think?â He presses his hands onto his face, shielding his face from your view.
You frown, amusement evident in your tone. âYou donât know?â
He shifts his hands slightly, peaking through his fingers to look at you on his side. âI⊠You know, maybe you were right that I didnât want to know.â
You let out an startled puff of air, âOh,â you begin slowly, ânow you heed my warnings?â
He avoids your eyes, smacking his lips. âOkay, fine, but how did you figure it out?â He asks, resting elbow on his knee. He props his head up, rubbing his forehead as if to remove tension.
âYou share mannerisms with Red Robin.â He squeezes his eyes shut at the mention of his alter ego.
His jaw drops. âThereâs no way you figured me out just because I acted kinda similar. I had a voice modulator!â He whisper-yells.
You nod, âWell, yeah, initially it was just suspicion. Then Dick showed up.â You watch as Tim mouths the words âOh my God.â You smile sympathetically at Tim, âYeah, I donât know how anybody who looks at Nightwing for longer than a minute doesnât put two and two together.â
âSo what youâre saying is that itâs Dickâs fault.â Tim furrows his eyebrows at you. His hands arenât covering his face anymore.
You frown, âYou sent me photos of yourself.â Tim instantly gives you a look of horror, and you watch as he begins to turn red again. âUhâ I mean you were posing for the camera as Red Robin.â You elaborate, and Tim looks no less embarrassed.
âOkay,â he holds a finger up, adjusting his position on the bed next to you. âI did not pose for the camera. I just took a photo of whatever I was doing at the moment.â He grumbles.
You nod, âModeling, apparently.â You quietly respond, at his glare you smile back at him. âI kept the Batarang by the way. Itâs sitting in my room.â His glare softens at that, and he looks at you for a beat before flopping onto his back. The action causes the bed to jostle a little bit. You follow suit, turning to face him. âI wasnât gonna tell anybody, if thatâs what youâre worried about.â
He turns to face you, and the two of you are inches apart, âThat wasnât my worry. It never was.â He whispers back.
You use your arm as a pillow as he continues to stare at you, âThen what is?â
He doesnât immediately respond, but when he does his words are soft. âI didnât want you involved in this.â He begins. âI⊠I donât want you getting hurt because you know me.â
You let out a long exhale, âTim,â you start, reaching for his hand, âif I didnât want to be involved, I wouldâve stopped the moment you started âchasing after vigilantesâ for photos.â You chuckle as he sheepishly looks away at the mention of his escapades. âI like being around you, Tim. That doesnât change just because you go out as Red Robin every night.â
He swallows, squeezing your hand, âI⊠I like youââ He hastily cuts himself off, ââI like being around you too.â He smiles at you, and you feel better seeing that familiar spark in his eyes. âI⊠Youâre not mad or anything right?â
You furrow your eyebrows, âThat you like me?â
Instantly, that spark is replaced by pure unadulterated horror. He sits, startling you, âNo! I meant theââ at your laughter, the tension leaves his body, and he releases a soft puff of air before slowly settling next to you again. âYou know what I meant.â He scoffs, but it appears more endearing than anything.
You chuckle, smiling at him, âIâm not upset, Tim. If anything it makes sense. I was wondering how you always had such clear photos of the vigilantes. Ohâ Terrible way to hide your identity by the way, going around and taking selfies of yourself.â You watch as he lightly glares at you before settling down closer than he was before. âAnd your terrible sleeping schedule makes sense now.â
He smacks his lips, âOkay, but I have an excuse. Youââ he lightly points an accusing finger at you, ââ do not.â
You grin, grabbing his hand, pressing it against the soft mattress of his bed. You adjust your position, ready to defend yourself, âOh, reallyââ
âFather is here. He requests your presenceââ Both you and Tim jolt as if caught doing something illegal before turning to look at Damian. To nobodyâs surprise, he looks wildly unimpressed (and perhaps a little disgusted) by you both.
âDamian, canât you knock?â Tim groans, brushing off imaginary dust off himself.
Damianâs eyes linger on your hand laid casually over Timâs. Slowly, you remove it, and Tim frowns down at his lone hand. âI did knock. I took your lack of response as permission for entry.â
âI donât think thatâs how that works⊠like at all.â Tim stands up, and you follow suit.
Damian eyes you both accusingly then huffs. He whips around before shutting the door behind him, leaving you and Tim there standing awkwardly.
âWe⊠We better get down there. Heâs going to tell everybody.â Tim looks over to you, eyebrows creased in worry imagining what might be conversed at the dinner table. You nod solemnly, that would not be ideal.
âLead the way, Birdie.â You walk up to his side, and Tim freezes at the nickname. You release a loud laugh at the reaction.
âYouâre lucky I donât have time to address that.â He narrows his eyes at you, but thereâs a smirk on his face.
âAw, I knew you like me.â You grin, nudging your hand against his own.
He lets out a long sigh, and his smile turns soft. âYeah,â he swallows, âI do.â He clasps your arm, and you give him a blinding grin.
A/N: Maybe I should just start up a collection of âcivilian reader scaring the shit out of her boyfriend after figuring out heâs a vigilante but being unsure how to tell him so she goes about it in the most stressful way possible for him.â Weâre going 2 for 2 and I absolutely LOVE this trope.
Anyway, sorry this took a while! I have one more final then Iâm FREE! I absolutely LOVED this idea, and I really hope I did it justice. Online friend!Tim Drake has so much potential and itâs definitely an idea I wouldnât mind revisiting in the future. As always, feel free to let me know about any major errors :)!
Funny thing, I actually had to write some small headcannons for myself of some random traits I think Tim would have so that Reader could inevitably realize Tim = Red Robin. If you guys wanna see that let me know, they arenât very long, but you might notice a few things if you go back and reread it :)!
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I love your twisted wonderland doodles sm <3 Wanted to suggest something with Leona, maybe a neck kiss while cuddling? or anything you like! I just love that lion :,)
Just now realised the neck kisses part so you get a bonus doodle âŒïž
guy who gets a little too excited about pokemon battles
- corbeau constantly tries to control his facial expressions when battling, trying to keep a professional appearance
- corbeau battles emmet twice a day: their session in the morning and in the late evening; recently, if he misses his daily battles, he gets easily irritable
- he controls his volume well, but corbeauâs voice can get very loud if he wants it to