Azlians Paridise

Selfharm, depression, anxiety, insomnia, bipolar, anorexic, bulimia, schizophrenia, PTSD, BPD, DPD, Homicidal, suicidal. 😻loving myself😻

[letsbeapoemtogether]

I died a lot to live a little with you.

Yaghma Golroei

[giftsformine]

Guess we both did.

[mxxnlightsblog]

It's crazy how trauma makes you push people away when all you want is love.

[aryannesque]

I will not beg you for your time or try to convince you to choose me, the world is too big and I have too much to offer.

[notfavghost]

I am desperate for any touch of hers, any sign of her presence.

[what-iz-life]

My childhood trauma didn't make me stronger. it made me a people pleaser. it made me forgive way too much. it made me not speak when i'm supposed to. it made me an extreme empath.

[remanence-of-love]

[bubbly-redhead1]

Fact…

[liz-cat-meow-deactivated2020011]

[maniacinlove]

my thoughts are heavily stained by his ever haunting memories ...

[weltenwellen]

Nicole W. Lee, from "Even the Dust"

[feral-ballad]

Julia de Burgos, tr. by Jack Agüeros, from Song of the Simple Truth: The Complete Poems of Julia de Burgos; "Moments"

[Text ID: “Me, inside myself, / always waiting for something / that my mind can’t define.”]

[mournfulroses]

Vladimir Mayakovsky, from a letter featured in "Love in the Heart of Everything; The Correspondence between Vladimir Mayakovsky & Lili Brik, 1915-1930,"

[mournfulroses]

Sara Teasdale, from The Collected Poems of Sara Teasdale; "Song,"

[maniacinlove]

there must be a purpose of my life apart from dissociating and missing you .....

[moonlitfairytale]

Natalie Wee, Least of all

[azliandeath]

Only a dream

[feral-ballad]

Ama Codjoe, from Bluest Nude: Poems; “Bluest Nude”

[Text ID: “I crave. I want to be seen clearly or not at all.”]

[mournfulroses]

Sylvia Plath, from a journal entry featured in "The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath,"

[filmythingss]

"you cant heal if you pretend you're not hurt"

-filmythings