lotus vs the world

i'm a nerd // 22 years old // minors dni // mr ant tenna and spamton g spamton please marry me // banner art made by lana-belem

[aztrolotus]

hey. you can call me lotus 🪷 jack or kurt are acceptable names too

no i don't like using capital letters you can't make me do anything

i'm 22 years old. MINORS DO NOT INTERACT WITH ME I DO NOT LIKE TALKING TO MINORS!

PROSHIP DNI I HATE YOU

dni if you like tadc, literally anything vivziepop has ever worked on, are christian or any similar religion, or you're cishet (i'm serious about literally all of these)

do not dm me unless i know you. if you're a stranger and you dm me i will block you. send me an ask instead.

matching icons with my wife 💜💚

they/it

i'm transmasc, nonbinary, and asexual

current hyperfixations: borderlands and deltarune. emre sarioglu, handsome jack, and mr. ant tenna are my wives.

i'm a system, please do not ask me about it. this profile is for me alone, and my alters prefer to only speak with my wife or close friends.

basically i'm a transmasc nonbinary asexual lesbian in real life but i love fucking fictional men. (would rather die than date or fuck a real man)

i hate cishets. i hate straight people. i hate cis people. i hate them all.

i like spamtenna, queentenna, and krusie

queen tenna and spamton are the best polycule

i block a lot of people lmao if you're blocked it's because you pissed me off somehow

trigger warnings: i'm really sad lol. i call myself a faggot but i don't call other people that. just me and fictional characters.

[aztrolotus]

i swear to god i fucking hate cishets SO MUCH

every single time a male character is introduced to the world (TENNA) the entire internet only posts content catering to straight people, or will draw the most feminine trans man possible????

LITERALLY EVERY SINGLE TIME ALL THE X READERS OR ANON DRAWINGS ARE GIRLS OR SMALL UWU TRANS MEN

or even fucking worse, they have the reader be transmasc but they're uwu so petite and wittle and feminine. like is anyone on this fucking planet capable of depicting a transmasc person???? it's like they just draw or write a woman and slap top surgery scars on and do literally nothing else. TRANS MEN DON'T ALWAYS HAVE TO BE THE FUCKING SUBMISSIVE BOTTOM BUT LITERALLY EVERYONE DOES THAT. EVERYONE FORGETS TRANS MEN DON'T ALL HAVE PUSSIES AND CAN HAVE A DICK

i am so fucking TIRED of this shit. people are so inherently homophobic/transphobic they'll insist every single male character HAS to be shipped with only women, OR they just put top surgery scars on the character and say they're a trans man.

even in the case of SPAMTENNA people are quick to give spamton a pussy and constantly make him the bottom because he's so uwu small he MUST be a trans man. it's fucking disgusting how so many people will make a character a trans man for the sole purpose of giving them a pussy so they can be a bottom. why is it so hard to remember phallo exists??? why does every trans man always have to be the bottom? why do all the short male characters have to be trans men just because they're short??? is it really that hard to have a trans man top, or are we just wanting to fetishize trans men because pussy. because it really seems like half this fucking world sees a trans man as a woman lite. i'm so fucking sick of it.

god fucking forbid there be a single piece of tenna x reader/anon content where the reader/anon doesn't have a fucking pussy or giant tits. are people capable of drawing men or trans men correctly or are we just all catering to straight fantasies and straight fantasies only???

i fucking hate cis people and straight people.

[aztrolotus]

reblogging this again because things are still the same. you can find this in every single fandom on the planet.

[aztrolotus]

i am 22 now

[aztrolotus]

Also like w ur post about always making spamton a trans man bottom, it also drives me nuts because then most of what I see for big shot era spamton is people making him sexist and physically/emotionally abusive and just it just feels so nasty to see all that right alongside trans man headcanons. Sorry to rant in your askbox, you're just the first person I've seen post about hating the constant bottom trans spamto that just feels more like an excuse to give him a vagina and I needed to rant a little ty

along with apparently almost everyone on this planet fetishizing trans men, they also stereotype every single one. trans men are constantly stereotyped to be sexist and abusive because tEsToStErOnE mAkEs TrAnS mEn ViOlEnT!!!!!!!! combined misandry and misogyny. they don't want us to take hormones because we're ruining our pwecious female bwodies and testosterone is pure evil and poison and will make you an abusive heartless husk so you shouldn't take it!!!!!

trans men are constantly fucking ignored in this world. people only like trans men when they can use them for their porn. making spamton a trans man is just an excuse to give him a pussy and have him be fucked by every other character in the game. there's also people that like drawing spamton with a pussy getting r/ped by the addisons because so many people are OBSESSED with trans spamton getting r/ped. so not only do they make him a trans man for their size kink fetish, they make him abusive because big stereotype says trans men violent anger filled beasts because of testosterone.

non transmascs shouldn't be fucking allowed to draw or write transmasc characters because it always ends up looking like fetish shit. i can't fucking stand cishets doing this fucking shit. i am a very proud cisphobe and heterophobe and i will stand by it.

stop using us as your fetish. we are not your little wittle pussy size kink fetish. fucking stop it.

[aztrolotus]

i swear to god i fucking hate cishets SO MUCH

every single time a male character is introduced to the world (TENNA) the entire internet only posts content catering to straight people, or will draw the most feminine trans man possible????

LITERALLY EVERY SINGLE TIME ALL THE X READERS OR ANON DRAWINGS ARE GIRLS OR SMALL UWU TRANS MEN

or even fucking worse, they have the reader be transmasc but they're uwu so petite and wittle and feminine. like is anyone on this fucking planet capable of depicting a transmasc person???? it's like they just draw or write a woman and slap top surgery scars on and do literally nothing else. TRANS MEN DON'T ALWAYS HAVE TO BE THE FUCKING SUBMISSIVE BOTTOM BUT LITERALLY EVERYONE DOES THAT. EVERYONE FORGETS TRANS MEN DON'T ALL HAVE PUSSIES AND CAN HAVE A DICK

i am so fucking TIRED of this shit. people are so inherently homophobic/transphobic they'll insist every single male character HAS to be shipped with only women, OR they just put top surgery scars on the character and say they're a trans man.

even in the case of SPAMTENNA people are quick to give spamton a pussy and constantly make him the bottom because he's so uwu small he MUST be a trans man. it's fucking disgusting how so many people will make a character a trans man for the sole purpose of giving them a pussy so they can be a bottom. why is it so hard to remember phallo exists??? why does every trans man always have to be the bottom? why do all the short male characters have to be trans men just because they're short??? is it really that hard to have a trans man top, or are we just wanting to fetishize trans men because pussy. because it really seems like half this fucking world sees a trans man as a woman lite. i'm so fucking sick of it.

god fucking forbid there be a single piece of tenna x reader/anon content where the reader/anon doesn't have a fucking pussy or giant tits. are people capable of drawing men or trans men correctly or are we just all catering to straight fantasies and straight fantasies only???

i fucking hate cis people and straight people.

[commandercomet]

Turning memes/ funny pictures into Deltarune part 1!

(I’m a beginner artist so I’m doing this to try and get better. Tips world be great!)

[aztrolotus]

i will never stop clowning on my abusive ex gf by the way she's one of the most self centered sex obsessed people i have ever met in my entire life

enjoy me clowning on her

how embarrassing to have your tumblr likes be public and in them are digital circus porn fanfics because all you care about is sex and you wanted it so much you ruined your poly relationship with your asexual partners because you wanted to send nudes to a dude you knew for 6 months and then immediately replaced us with two people that pounced the moment you told them you had made us go on a break. you and i were together for 2 years and you THREW ME AWAY because i didn't want to send you dirty photos anymore.

and also lied to me 24/7 you lied about your height because you didn't want me to be insecure (the opposite happened fuck you) you lied about when you started dating those freaks because you didn't want me to know that you immediately jumped into a new relationship (but told my girlfriend???? who tells me everything so fuck you)

you're a liar and an abuser. my dog died and you spent all night endlessly sexting me and i felt forced to reciprocate but didn't want to. and yet if i didn't dirty talk back, you'd stop replying to me. my dog died and i wanted to hurt myself but all you fucking cared about was jerking off you freak.

you ruin everything and i genuinely hope you have the worst life. i hope everything you ever wanted crashes and fucking burns and you suffer like you made me suffer. how nice of you to make your asexual partner feel like they don't fucking matter if they're not sexual with you. wanna talk about how you'd ignore me unless i brought up sex? how you'd only message me trying to get me to listen to you jack off 24/7?????

i fucking hate you. i hate you so much. i hope you fucking suffer. REMEMBER WHEN YOU OUTED ME TO YOUR CONSERVATIVE FAMILY WITHOUT MY PERMISSION BECAUSE YOU WERE TOO LAZY TO KEEP MY IDENTITY HIDDEN? AND THEY TOLD YOU I WOULD KILL YOU AND YOU SPENT THE REST OF THE NIGHT WHINING AND CRYING ABOUT HOW IT WAS TRAUMATIC FOR YOU NOT GIVING A SINGLE FUCK ABOUT ME???

you don't deserve to be called queer. you act like a straight woman that sees dating other women as a fetish. you said you were happy with me but the second a cock came into your vision i meant NOTHING TO YOU.

YOU CLAIMED MY WIFE AND I ARE YOUR BEST FRIENDS YET YOU FUCKING FORGOT HER BIRTHDAY

all you'll ever be is a narcissistic entitled prick who would die without your daddy's money. all you do is copy other people and think you're hot shit when you're nothing more than white fucking trash.

i may be worse off than you but at least i'm not a piece of human shit. i don't mooch off my father and act rich and brag about all my stupid little 300 dollar purchases. you don't fucking know what it's like to be poor. fuck. you.

fuck. you. you sexually abusive narcissistic piece of shit.

[sharkkee]

Spreading my old man yaoi propaganda

[lana-belem]

Hey so they make me insane

[aztrolotus]

GOOD TAKE ME AND MY WIFE OFF YOUR PROFILE YOU ABUSER HAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAA

SEXUAL ABUSERS SUCK

[bbnotumbl]

[mothsshoes]

i think it was a crime we didn’t see a whole cowboy outfit for tenna so i took matters into my own hands.. somehow some strange rat made it’s way into it too idk where it came from

BUT [[WAIT THERE’S M0RE!!!!]]

[funtergeist]

snapcubes the deltarune

[seakayart]

What do I even caption this with

[frankenlunatic]

partners

[lovelydragon003]

PHYSICAL CHALLENGE!! FIGHT YOUR EX HUSBAND!!!!

gif version under the cut idk

[pseudodo]