Fear & Fangs

Indie RP blog for a very AU Sayaka Miki. PLEASE check the profile and information before interacting. This blog may contain triggers and uncomfortable material, which will be tagged. Soul Gem: [•○] : ○○○○○○○○○○

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New Followers + Old Followers

My extended apologies to roleplay blogs following me lately.

I know you’re probably upset to see so much constant OOC here but.

I’ve been taking a break from PMMM roleplay? I’m sort of on a semi-Hiatus. However I have not given up on my muses, of course, especially not this one. Ongoing roleplays are still drafted and I still plan on continuing them. Just, not right now. 

If you still want to follow me? Cool, and thank you for your patience. I try to limit my OOC to my sideblog instead of here for that reason of your patience, tbh. So you don’t have to see this constant chatter of mine. But if you don’t want to follow until I get back on my feet, then I also understand. 

I do look forward to when I can roleplay with my new followers, and I wish I could do it soon, but it will have to wait until I can get back to roleplaying on my PMMM muses again. 

You’ve got my biggest apologies, and wishes that I soon return from my hiatus comfortably. 

For the time being you can find me on flxgrxns and rxbedo

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-- Hunters [@Were!Kyouko]

[howlingsurvivor]

Kyouko froze, hoping the stranger would keep going, but it was too late. The canine was investigating the boot and probably caught a glimpse of her already. Surprised at the voice, Kyouko peeked from the branch she still sat on.

"I ain’t nothin’ dangerous…! Jus’ a.. well…" with a shrug Kyouko slowly climbed down from the tree and brushed herself off before standing in front of the other canine. Well.. at least what she thought was of canine origin. "Ahh… Jus’ me. Name’s Kyouko. I jus’ thought I’d check out who’s in my forest an’ all…" 

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Sayaka briefly considered reverting to her disguise, but at this point it would just be a waste of magic to avoid something that's already happened. Instead, her posture remains rather defensive, wary of Kyouko despite the redhead's attempt at being non-threatening. 

"L-look, I just...I don't want any trouble or anything...I'm just hunting, so...don't try anything, got it?" She said, frowning at Kyouko. God, what does she do now that someone's seen her? More so, why was she so calm about Sayaka, given what the girl looked like?

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-- Hunters [@Were!Kyouko]

[howlingsurvivor]

Kyouko zipped her hoodie up and prepared to set out after a few hours of naps and carving more wooden figures. She had noticed she liked being out at night lately. The nice chilly breeze greeted her as she closed the shed door behind her and climbed into the trees.

She normally went to hunt for food about this time, but a strange new scent caught her attention. Following it, the weregirl silently made her way near the border of the city. She usually kept away from these areas in fear of being seen, but what she saw in the distance made her want to investigate. 

Now about two trees away, Kyouko sat more comfortably on a branch and simply watched. It looked like a canine figure, but there was definitely something else… Of course she didn’t get to examine any more due to her boot slipping off her foot and making a sudden thud into the bushes below. 

"Uh oh—"

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That smell was stronger. It bothered Sayaka. It was making it hard to focus on tracking down a witch's magical trail...of course, that thought process came to a screeching halt when she heard a noise behind her.

Sure enough, the sound of a boot hitting the ground behind her made the fur on her tail bush up, and her hackles raise on instinct, as she whipped around with an immediately threatening growl. Though upon seeing no one there, she stopped, just...seeming confused afterwards. "Huh?" 

Wandering forward, Sayaka cautiously peeked into the bushes, only to pull free what...was a boot. A boot. Giving it a curious and brief sniff,her head slowly tilted upwards as her ears lowered halfway, eyes peering into the tree above. "Wh...who's up there?!" She asked, dropping the footwear and taking a few steps back defensively. 

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-- Unnatural [@Mami]

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      There wasn’t too much more that Mami had to say, honestly. She doubted that Sayaka would agree to staying over so that she could keep an eye on her, and so that only really left her with the option of not doing anything. Not really much of an option, but it was the only reasonable thing she could do.

"Well…" with a nonchalant brush of her hand, those extra eight tails that had appeared dissolve, leaving behind a golden mist that disappears shortly after, leaving her with just one tail once more. "I can’t really think of anything more to say regarding all of this, but you should come see me again when you’re ready to go out hunting."

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Sayaka was silent for a moment, uncertain of what to say anymore. She had said pretty much all she was willing to share. 

Seemed Mami caught on to that as well. Or just had no more to say. With a small nod, the blunette stood up. "Yeah...I'll do that. Er...thank you. For hearing me out, and everything. Really. I know I've already said it but...having someone I could tell it to...it helps a lot on its own." Fidgeting with her jacket for a moment, Sayaka glanced at the door, and then gave a small half bow to Mami out of a show of respect. "I should probably get going, then...I'll talk to you soon, Mami-san." She remarked, before turning around.

Best to head off for now regardless. She could head back home, drop the illusion magic for a bit and rest, if no one else was home.

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Okay but yeah saying it more blatantly than before, don't get me to make a starter for you, if you don't intend on responding to it.

On that note by the end of the week if those starters don't have responses from their intended targets, they're getting deleted.

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This muse is way too fresh to already be giving me discouraging vibes

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All replies are done.

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-- Spotted

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"Are you sure you should be out and about, Sayaka? If you’re still sick then I think you’d want to be resting." Madoka fretted, looking concernedly at her friend. The rosette knew that Sayaka could be stubborn, and might deny that she felt bad. "Should I check your temperature?"

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"No, no...really, I'm a lot better now. I wouldn't be up and moving. Besides, it's been a week. I'm restless, ya know?" She chuckled, rubbing the back of her head. "You know me. I don't want to just...lay up in bed for that long. I gotta do something. But rest assured, I'm not sick anymore."

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-- Hunters [@Were!Kyouko]

howlingsurvivor

Hunting. Tonight was a quiet night, chilly, most people were inside where it was warm and safe. A good night for Sayaka to head out and hunt, since it meant she could drop the illusion magic. Though she still had to be careful. She kept outside the border of the city, sneaking around as she stuck to using her nose to sniff out for magic in the air.

A tail kept still behind her, furred hands and arms reaching for tree after tree as her large canine ears adjusted for noises and sounds around her. There were advantages to this at least. She found it was easier to see and navigate even in darkness, than it was as a human. Her senses were stronger. She just...had to pay the dear price of her own humanity. 

Peeking past a tree trunk, Sayaka looked around, taking another whiff of the air. She did smell...something else in the air. Another canine? Maybe an animal? She didn't really know, she wasn't used to these scents and this nose...either way...she was being watched, and didn't even realize it.

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-- Familiar [@Mami]

[teacupkitten]

        "Mm… the sentiment is appreciated." She murmurs softly, allowing the lightest of nods. "Though, really, there’s not much complaining I can do. While life isn’t grand or wonderful now, it wasn’t before and I didn’t have much to leave behind. Granted, I’d rather not have lost my humanity but…  desperate children make foolish mistakes. It’s an inevitability.” 

       That was the best way she could think to regard all of this. Regret and self loathing wouldn’t change her back, only make a healthy soul gem harder to maintain, so dwelling on it was well beyond pointless. 

       "At any rate, I’d like to think I’ve adjusted as well as one can to a situation like this. A few years under my belt has made it considerably easier to get by on a a day to day basis."

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She supposed Mami had a point. She took it surprisingly in stride for what was going on, and that was getting the feeling that it wasn't all in stride. 

"I'm sorry if I made you say...well, more than you like saying. Just...I've never really run into someone else who could be in a situation like the one I've recently gotten thrown into...I guess I was curious. Maybe a little hopeful. I feel...lost. Confused, I don't really know what I'm doing or what to do, and...worst of all, I feel left alone. I can't tell anyone, I have to exhaust my magic just to keep myself looking like just this, which is a strange enough appearance, and I just...I've gone from not having to hide anything, to having to hide just about everything."

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-- Unnatural [@Mami]

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      “Mm. Well, hope for the best, prepare for the worst, Miki-san. But… if anything happens that you don’t know how to handle, you are more than welcome to come and ask me for help. I think it’s important now that you don’t try to take things on entirely by yourself unless you’re absolutely sure you can do it.”

Mami’s expression becomes more somber, minorly so but still noticeable, and she reaches over to lay a hand over Sayaka’s. “I don’t want anything to happen to you, Miki-san. You’re always welcome here if you need a place to stay…” It was almost unlike her to be this way so openly, but that more than likely came from the fact that she was more or less in the dark about what was going on, even if she would never admit that to anyone.

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Sayaka's multi-colored hues flickered to the hand on her own, and then averted back to a side glance. Those were generous words from someone who really didn't have to help her at all. She wasn't sure how to take that. Maybe before she would have known, but she wasn't so sure how to handle anything anymore. Like she was starting from some kind of ground-up.

"I'll...keep that in mind. For now, I'll just...see how much I can do myself. I don't want to bring any more trouble to anyone else. So for now I'm just trying to figure out how to fend for myself like this, aside from grief seeds, since I don't...really have much choice in that..." Unless she just hunted on her own in her new appearance. Even that ran risk of being seen by another magical girl though.

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-- Unnatural [@Mami]

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      “Nonsense, you aren’t taking up any of my time.” Mami waves a hand dismissively before picking up her tea which has been left rather unattended during this conversation, taking a small sip before setting it back onto its saucer. Unfortunately, it’s gone cold.

"As for anything that I needed to say…." She pauses, seeming to need a moment to ponder that thought before shaking her head. "I suppose the only thing left to say is that you should be careful. I can’t say that I know exactly what’s happened with you, but you should watch for anything that’s changed from before. It wouldn’t do for there to be negative side effects, hmm?"

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The girl groaned quietly, looking to the side with a frown on her face.

"I'm not sure how it could get any worse...but, I guess you're right." Sayaka sighed, shaking her head. "I dunno...it only happened a week ago. I guess there's still a lot of risk that something might go wrong later...I just...really hope not. I'm dealing with enough as it is, now."

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-- Unnatural [@Mami]

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      The blonde giggles at the effects her magic has on her friend, ceasing her tail’s movements. Oddly enough, the after images seem to stick around this time, leaving Mami with nine tails in total fanned out behind her, the right-most of which lays partly across Sayaka’s lap.

"I don’t really need to know anything, I’ll figure everything out eventually.”

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Sayaka blinked as she studied the nine tails subtly from where she sat, confused for a moment. At least, until one is resting in her lap a little bit. 

What was that supposed to mean? Just what was Mami up to anyway? Honestly, this whole ordeal put a lot more questions in her head than she came in with. It almost made her head hurt. 

"E-er...well I guess...u-unless there's something else you needed to say,I don't...really want to take up too much of your time." She mumbled, uncertain as to whether she should hang around for a bit, or actually leave at this point.

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lxbritor replied to your post:I mean imagine she doesn’t even go back home she...

youre awFUL GO TO B Ed

but her nervous and frightened whining and chittering when she realizes Mami's found her and she's looking at her

the way she curls up more like she's trying to hide herself

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I mean imagine she doesn't even go back home she just hides somewhere else in the city and by the time mami finds her she's hungry and sick and her fur's matted and dirty

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lxbritor replied to your post:lxbritor replied to your post:does kitten have any...

reading this is a lot like getting hit by a car wow good job

thanks the way the image abruptly occurred to me was a lot like that too