only way to be alone.

talking to myself

[swagg-club]

You ever lost all respect for someone? Like damn that’s really who u are .. goodbye

[azzzzzi]

forgive, forgive, forgive

I realize I never did

[azzzzzi]

my pain

yesterday I was full of pain. I tried to exercise my way out of my hormonal woes - only now I can’t move my arms and I still have cramps. My face is puffy and my mood is not so good.

Sometimes it seems like there is no escaping this. It makes me sad. I try so hard. Most months around this time we fight and it’s all my fault. I am sad about nothing and I am sad about you. I get scared that you don’t understand and you never will

Last night I went to your house and you rubbed oil on my back. We went on a walk and you held my hand the whole time. we talked about stuff like learning and brains while you gently corrected your puppy as she pulled the leash. And she understood. You told me about all of the dog training videos you watched that day. “The secret is, you just have to have faith in them,” you said, flashing me a proud smile. “Like humans?” I asked. You nodded vigorously- “exactly like humans.”

Later on we took a shower. You scrubbed my body with lavender soap, and then wrapped your arms around me, holding me right where it hurt. We barely spoke, just some kisses here and there. And I was happy because it was then I realized that you understood

[01101010010101-10101001010110-d]

☆

[timonegingi]

[azzzzzi]

what do I want? I want to make money to build my life up. I want a business. I want a family and I want you to be in it. Is that scary? I guess. A simple house and a puppy and maybe even some babies. there is a cupboard full of snacks and we order pizza once a week. there is always some sort of noise; maybe babies playing or a song is blaring from the speakers. We try not to fight. we don’t stress over little things and we kiss a lot. I want you to keep me warm all night

[anditslove]

“Replace the thoughts of ‘why is this happening to me’ with ‘what is this trying to show me’.”

— Audrey Kitching

[birdasaurus]

Guy Ferguson

[evilrashida]

Naomi Campbell, Beverly Peele, Veronica Webb, and Roshumba Williams at Todd Oldham Fall/Winter 1994

[xiklops]

[birdasaurus]

Eleonore Toulin

[azzzzzi]

I feel lonely in the work I do and maybe that is why I don’t want to do it anymore. I do not like being surrounded by people who aren’t paying attention; who are lost in light of their screens. Who hand me a pair of too-expensive, too-small shoes, assuming I will like the color. Who order me to go do something that is personal but ends up being the same thing they did to me. And someone probably did it to them -- over and over until they don’t realize that they don’t care anymore. A few times I have fallen asleep with complacency but luckily I’ve always woken up

[azzzzzi]

you are my best friend and I love you 💗

[dagwolf]

“The demands youth made during today’s walkouts in Chicago” (x)

[bienenkiste]

Marques Almeida Resort 2018 photographed by Masha Mel

[v35heh]

[azzzzzi]

Who r u