🕸under my skin🕸

M22 ßmi 17.3

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New acc again 🙄🙄 BLOCK DONT REPORT

Call me Corpse

📌@ b0nech1ll

22M

I SUPPORT RECOVERY FOR EVERYTHING!!

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I talk about my own experiences and issues, I post meals and counts, if u think any of this will be upsetting to u then block me and move on

stats under

H: 5'6 (168cm)

SW:72kg (159lbs)(11.3st) BMI: 26.1 (genuinely disgusting)

✅️GW1: 60kg (132lbs)(9.4st) BMI: 21.3

Lost: 23.6kg (53lbs) -9 BMI

CW: 48.4kg (106lbs)(7.6st)

Left: 3.4kg (7lbs)

BMI: 17.1

✅️subgw: 57.5kg (127lbs)

✅️GW2: 55kg (121lbs)(8.6st) BMI: 19.5

✅️subgw2: 52.5kg (115lbs)

✅️GW3: 50kg (110lbs)(7.8st) BMI: 17.7

❌️subgw3: 47.5kg (104lbs)

❌️UGW: 45kg (99lbs)(7st) BMI: 15.9

❌️subgw4: 42.5kg (93lbs)

❌️UUGW: 40kg (88lbs)(6.2st) BMI: 14.2

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lady at work called me handsome, day made, ty diva whoever u are

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had a panic attack in the shop bc they didn't have the brand of low cal cheese I usually get 😀 I literally felt so pathetic holding back tears and shaking all because my meal plan for the next few days has to be changed

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Yes.

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New boss at work is actually taking the piss 🥰

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kinda mad about it but I think I'm gonna try and average 600 cals a day and get more protein and fibre bc I feel like I lose easier when I actually do eat which is annoying, I love the satisfaction of not eating but I'm then not losing anything ://

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brotherr, I have eaten raspberries and a fibre bar today, why do I feel so bloated?? absolute piss take

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I just feel full and I hate it,

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scale is down, crashout over

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just checked my ßmi, closer to 16 than I thought, hopefully I can get there within the next couple of weeks 🤞🏻

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uh, yeah, killing myself if I'm not under 48 by the end of the week 🥰🥰

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I'm actually so pissed off today, had to be up fucking early to show the opening manager how to do a manager open, (they've been a manager for a year, I've been one for 2 weeks), lost nothing after fasting for 35 hours, felt violently sick so had to break my fast, then felt sick because I ate so threw up, meant to finish work at 5pm, closer called in sick and asked me to cover so I said no, closing manager then called in sick and I've been pressured into staying for a close I've already said no to, which then means I can't go for my walk today and won't get all my steps in, can't get in my workout, can't make my safe meal at home, will have to shower at about 1am, and I won't sleep til really late so the scale probably won't even move again tomorrow. I fucking hate this fucking place

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okay I was feeling so sick so broke my fast at like 33 hours with a hot chocolate but then I threw it up bc I could feel it inside me and now I feel even more sick 😀

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30 hours into my fast, did my morning weigh in, and it hasn't changed at all

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I hate that anytime I even consider trying to fix my eating, workout, actually take care of myself, the biggest thing that stops me is the fear that I was never actually sick enough

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so tired but I finish work at midnight and have to be back in for 9am 🫠